A Pile of Misses in Words.

Longing Mas Yoki.

Palembang, 30 January 2011.

"Mas have eaten yet?. Do not forget to pray Mas Yoki. "

"Yes dek.Muah, muah, muah. Love and regret for my sister. Hehehe.May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala open the way for both of us, to be able to immediately fulfill the sunnah of the Prophet."

" Aamiin ya robbal'alamin."

"Miss you adek. Is it sleeping?.Reply to messages from old. "

"She was talking to mom, mom."

"Oh that way.Our sister is talking what with mom?."

"Much is talked about. Has lunch been?.What are you doing now?."

"Sip, the gold is full, Dek Wulan. Later in the afternoon just eat it.Adik only eat first. Well, once in a while Dek Wulan has lunch. It's okay to Deck Wulan, to change the habits of the sister, who never had lunch. It's mas relaxing in a rocking chair. Oh yeah, what's your sister doing now?."

"Yes Mas Yoki. My sister is currently sleeping. "

"Oh.Sini mas swab adi's back, while hugging sister. But after that sister took a nap, baby.  I beg you very much to my sister. So that you don't change your mind and never leave the mas ya, Dek Wulan. Please Dek Wulan. I really want to marry Dek Wulan, and be husband and sister and father of our children. Because mas is very sure, that the younger brother is a figure who has dreamed all this time. I love you sister."

"Sister mom wants to."

"Dek Wulan what do you want?."

"You hug his mas. Hehehe.Love you too Mas Yoki. "

"Alhamdulillah, most importantly I am very hopeful. Deck Wulan accepts mas, as is the self. Muah, I love you Dek Wulan. Because they don't want anything else. I just want a little brother, who is always in my heart and life. Because once in love, it will remain in love. Muahs. Mas promise will always be faithful to all the promises, which I have told my sister. So that you never doubt the love and affection, which you have given completely to one's sister."

"Hmmm, yes InshaAllah. What are you doing now?."

"Right now the mas is lying on the bed as well. Come on Wulan Deck, we're taking a nap."

"Yes, come on. My sister is also sleepy. "

In the afternoon Mas Yoki sent me another message. 

" I'm sorry about Deck Wulan. When my sister took a nap. Just wash the motor. Is my sister awake?."

"Hmm, kirain's sister Mas Yoki also took a nap. Brother just woke up, mom."

"Sorry mas ya Dek Wulan.Soalya mumpung mas is on holiday. Keep going now his sister wants to go to sleep again or wake up."

"Sister wants to stay asleep in bed mas. Come on, mas overslept too. Mumpung is on vacation, we rest our bodies to relax, mas. "

"For a while on Wulan Deck. I'd love to kiss my hands and feet first, brother."

"Ok, Mas Yoki."

After washing hands and feet. Mas Yoki sent me another message. 

"His mother had finished washing her hands and feet. Already come, Dek Wulan here.Mas hug sister and mas kiss the forehead Deck Wulan.Muah. It's a pity with my sister. "

"Well, sister misses her. Hehe."

"Yes Dek Wulan.Mas also misses sister very much. It feels like I can't take it anymore, want to live and be a sister's companion."

"Yes Mas Yoki. What is Yoki doing now?."

"Yes what darling, the mas people are hugging sister really. Everything it was would have been wonderful at his time . And most importantly now, we establish the heart as well as the mind, so that we remain always in one frequency. Mas is only for a sister, and vice versa a sister for a Mas. She desperately needs a sister. God willing, the mas will always be patient until the limit of patience is thinned and exhausted. Please keep the sister always heart of the sister. "

"God willing.Aamiin yes rabb. "

"Dek Wulan, honestly I want to be serious with my sister. Yes already, we finally let the curhatan ya dik. Now Dek Wulan eat first yes, keep the medicine in the drink. I want to do some monthly shopping first.  Oh yeah, Dek Wulan wants to nitip what to his mas."

"Yes Mas Yoki. I have not eaten myself yet. My sister didn't take anything. 

Yes, Mas Yoki be careful. "

"Mas ate earlier, Dek Wulan.

Okay sister.  Thank you for your attention Dek Wulan. Is the stock of snacks his sister is still a lot?.

His sister's chocolate is still there or it's over."

"Sister snack stock still exists, including chocolate is also still there. Have you prayed Ashar?."

"Alhamdulillah mas has just finished praying. Okay deh.Mas dear sister. I was no longer able to resist this longing. I really need to meet my sister."

" Patience Mas Yoki. Here sister pinches her cheeks, so that her miss is treated."

"Ikh Dek Wulan likes pinching mas.

Bad sister.Let's pray maghrib first, brother!.  Later on continue talking. Miss you Dek Wulan."

" Yes Mas Yoki. Miss you too, my mother."

 

The conversation between myself and Mas Yoki ended. And continue again ba'da isya. 

"No mas. Thank you, my sister is also eating with my mother. Let's eat together Mas Yoki. "

"Ehem so yes. What are you cooking?."

"Mother cook gulai cassava leaves and fried pufferfish, mas.After eating do not smoke yes, Mas Yoki."

"God willing Deck Wulan. My sister ate a lot. I love you Dek Wulan."

"Love you too, mas. God willing, mas. "

About thirty minutes later. After finishing eating. Mas Yoki sent me another message. 

"In performance can we imitate the person who is above us.But, in life we have to see people who adapt below us. So that our soul is accustomed to always be humble. Is Dek Wulan done eating?."

"Alhamdulillah, my sister just finished eating. Oh yeah, what's Mas Yoki doing now?. "

"Before Deck Wulan, mas was watching the match agreed the ball.The ball stage is less a little more."

"Yes mas. Mas Yoki has prayed Isya yet?. "

"A long distance. Maybe those words are a hindrance, for us to meet. But I survived, because I was sure. Someday we will meet. Yes sister, I have prayed isya. But, mas has not taken a bath.Hehehe.Tadi sister ate her a lot not. "

"Sister ate his little mas.Kok has not yet taken a bath anyway mas. It's already night. He said people shouldn't take showers at night, get arthritic."

"Lho is so anyway. Brother must be healthy.Don't get sick, later if his sister is sick. She must be very sad. Yes sister, soon you will take a shower. You see his bath should be alternating, with other friends. 

Nitip uniform mas mas may not, for sister washin. Hehe. "

"Oh so. Yeah it's okay. Later if Mas has become a husband sister. Her work uniform was a washin sister. "

"Well, so not so good. Sleeping in a tea, eating in a bribe, bathing together. What a woman of her dreams. I love you, dear.Muah.

What is my sister doing now?. "

"Sister is ironing clothes, Mas."

" Yes, my sister just kept ironing her clothes. It's a pity with Dek Wulan. Mas's waiting for mas's turn to take a bath, while washing these clothes."

"Yes Mas Yoki took a bath and washed his clean clothes."

"Ready Deck Wulan. "

Thirty minutes later. Mas Yoki sent me another message. 

" Has sister finished ironing her clothes?.Oh yeah, what's your sister doing now? "

" Sister is about to kiss the cheek. Roughly fragrant smell no yes, after the bath. 

Brother's done ironing clothes, mas."

"Hehehe, now Dek Wulan is very smart to tease his mas. 

Honestly, I can't and can't do it anymore. As well as being unable to harbor this longing.Because of this longing, it feels so very heavy.If there are mas prayers granted by God. I would love to meet with brother point quickly. 

Because more and more we know with my sister. Then the more excited the feeling of wanting to meet Dek Wulan.

Maybe if there is no need in the near future. I'll meet Wulan Deck there. His sister is patient.

I understand how happy his heart is. If that time comes, and I don't know how long you can resist this longing.

Dek Wulan, the Great, was tormented with this condition. And only the presence of a sister, who can free the mas from the shackles of longing that is very torturous of this mas. 

Miss you Dek Wulan."

"Yes Mas Yoki. I am patient and pray a lot to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. Expand the oral mas to recite and remember Allah. Because only by remembering Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. Then our hearts will be able to calm down."

"Yes Deck Wulan. Perhaps only delusion can be used, to treat this relationship. Sometimes I want all of this to be real. Because I really want to be serious and live a life with my sister. Mas really no longer strong sister, hold this longing for too long again. Ughhh...Now mas can only submit to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala, for everything. 

Not because I don't want to see my sister there. All because of limitations. Please do'a and understanding from sister, will the current state of mas, yes Dek Wulan."

"Yes Mas Yoki. Sister also did not force to come to Palembang.Mas focus only first, to meet the needs of the Mas Yoki family. That is the main obligation. After all, if we are meant to be fooled and together. Then Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala, will open also arrange our meeting. We never expect, because the plan of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala more beautiful and good. From our expectations as ordinary people. "

"Yes Dek Wulan.Mas understood, but as a man it should be the one who met the younger brother. As well as to prove the seriousness of mas against sister. But mas can not do it, because mas still have family affairs that can not be left now. Mas really put everything to my sister and mas just obey."

"Stay the spirit of mas. If only limited mas just come to Palembang. That does not prove if mas is serious with sister. But, if mas come and propose to sister, to ask sister to be wife mas. That was serious with my sister. Hopefully Mas Yoki can really do that. Because the highest proof of love is marriage. "

"Aamiin ya robbal'alamin. God willing Deck Wulan. Only do'a sincerity and sincerity that only mas can give to sister. Truly, right now it seems as if it has no more power and effort. Honest all day. I kept thinking, how can we meet. And until now mas still can not find his answer.Mas very unfortunate with sister.

Yes already, now sister sleeps huh. 

Have a good night, my princess. Muahs.

 Let for a moment mas release the fatigue on the self and his mind. After all day, I was just thinking about our meeting. Please, don't stay in the mas ya Dek Wulan. "

"God willing Mas Yoki. Good night and sleep, ma'am. May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala wrap up the unrest in your heart, with tranquility. "

"Aamiin ya robbal'alamin. Thank you sister. "