A Pile of Misses in Words.

My letter reply:part 4

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Yes, I hugged Wulan.

Hugger.

A hug from a mother who had long gone from Wulan's life.

And now Wulan can feel again.

"God, God, thank God" I said at the time, full of gratitude to God.

Where bAllah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala has touched the do'a-do'a Wulan.

I don't know what miracle made you change.

But Wulan was very grateful for that.

Happy and glad Wulan.

Because it's been too long this feeling Wulan later.

Since then, Wulan strives to be able to meet household needs.

So that the mother does not return to the path of guilt filled with sin again.

And to fill his activities, now mom sells jamu gendong around.

Actually Wulan does not want to sell.

But it was okay Wulan thought, if it was a lawful job.

So that he could appreciate life more. Although difficult.

But Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala must remain a mother qibla.

Praise be to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

Wulan was able to pay off the debts of her mother. And give a better life than ever for mom.

And after seeing this development.

My sister also often came to visit Palembang with her husband. Even though their relationship has not gone very well.

But I believe Wulan can pave that path, to improve the broken relationship between mother and child.

Now mom's sick.

Wulan was very sad.

Although now Wulan was happy, because Mother was willing to pray and turned three hundred and sixty degrees.

Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala continues with Wulan Mas Yoki.

It is God who always accompanies the long days of the weary Wulan, and He also removes all the sorrows of the Wulan with patience.

This is only part of the short story of Wulan Mas Yoki's life.

If Mas Yoki used to say that his brother was quiet, maybe he was.

 

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Because all the life processes that Wulan lived, had to make Wulan stay alone. Where no one else could accompany Wulan.

So as much as possible, Wulan should try to keep going on her own.

Without incriminating others and anyone else.

Until now, Wulan is still fighting Mas Yoki.

Struggling to achieve the dream of a sister.

Well, back from teaching.

My sister continued while studying English.

God willing, if the course is over.

My sister is eager to continue for the evening lecture.

Mas Yoki can think again really, to be able to love with people like a sister.

With all the background of Wulan's life.

Wulan was not even worth dreaming about.

To get someone good for your sister's life.

But sometimes Wulan thinks.

Will there ever be someone who cares about Wulan.

Once they found out if Wulan was, it was not a child who was clear of her status or her origin.

From the past until now.

Wulan just wanted to put sister in position. At an attitude that will not hurt those who are dear to you.

Well, it was the life process of the younger brother in short Mas Yoki .

Anything, anyone, no matter what mother sister. Wulan will still love her, because she has an unusually hard struggle, to raise Wulan alone .

Next and so on he will remain a figure that Wulan will love and cherish.

What can I tell you.

O thou shalt spill all my broken desires.

What can I give you.

O my heart's direction is now on.

In addition to a row of sadness stories, from the journey of my life.

So this heart deserves your love.

 

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My sister was once close to the Palembang people.

His name is Raden Muhammad Sultan Sulaiman.

At that time, my sister was about thirteen years old.

My sister still sits in the second grade of junior high school.

At that time, Sultan, his age was approximately twenty-one years.

His house is not far from the house where his sister lives. At first the sister can be close to him, because the sister's friend is trying to nyomblangin and bring us both closer.

Brother and sister Sultan never said the feeling of both like.

But brother and sister Sultan just live our friendship closeness.

For about a year, our relationship lasted.

Well, if it says like monkey love, maybe it is.

Because he was a man, and someone who first filled the heart of the younger brother at that time.

Where the feeling remains awake in the heart and silent, without ever saying the word love.

If you say dear to Kak Sultan.

Yes sister there is a special feeling for her.

Because indirectly, he also always makes the sister can laugh in the sadness that the sister feels.

Far away from Sultan.

Wulan never wanted to try to open her heart again and be close to anyone else.

Wulan is grateful that Kak Sultan can be present in Wulan's life.

Because all this time, Kak Sultan has always played a role like a brother figure for Wulan.

Although not everything went well. Where when Wulan himself and sad. He always accompanied Wulan.

But sometimes his selfish and childish nature that appears instantly, also makes the sister so upset at him.

Which he cannot leave behind.

And that became a valuable point for sister, immediately ending our closeness, that is by moving away from her.

Especially when I found out that Wulan was close to him.

I was angry, because Sultan was not a good man according to my mother.

Mother can say this, because she also knows about her bad habits.

Actually Wulan is not too dizzy. After all, at that time Wulan was still in junior high school, even if dating was definitely impossible.

Because Wulan doesn't want to either.

Wulan was not serious about her either.

Well.

Wulan thought it was true as well, what mom said.

After all, Wulan also wanted to focus and learn first.

So, our relationship after that drifted away and ended as well.

After that Wulan was never close again to Kak Sultan.

Although he often tried to stay close to his sister in various ways.

But my sister avoided him.

After that there was a guy also named Sultan Wijaya Kusuma.

He said he had loved Wulan for a long time and it had been a long time.

He shoots Wulan by expressing his feelings in front of Wulan's friends and friends.

At that time Wulan was very shocked for sure Mas Yoki.

But Wulan then accepted him, not because Wulan liked him.

So that he should not be ashamed in front of people.

But after everyone left.

Yes, Wulan just explained to him directly, if Wulan did not intend to accept him.

"If something is a relationship that is landed because of coercion it is not good" Wulan told him at the time.

But she does not want to understand and increasingly force her sister to continue to accept her love.

 

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Actually, if I think Wulan also pity him. Just try if your sister's in her position. It must hurt a lot.

But how.

Thank God, as time goes by.

He finally understood.

Although he did not want to talk to Wulan.

If school days were funny.

There until Wulan's boy friend.

Until there is a younger classmate coming home, with reasons to ask for homework or do not understand the lesson.

And asked my sister to teach him.

Sometimes until they bring chocolates, flowers, candy, fruit and others.

Well, that's their various reasons.

Just to be close to my sister.

That's only a small part of the story of the younger brother, Mas Yoki. My sister used to have a lot of boy friends. Where the age is much more mature all than the sister.

But they were all already sisters to consider like brothers to their own sisters.

Until one day, they misinterpret and interpret the attitude of the younger brother.

Until they say love and affection to your sister. And especially someone who already has a boyfriend, until his girlfriend enemies sister.

Because I feel jealous of my sister.

After sister thought about it.

It seems like my sister doesn't have to be friends with them anymore.

Than later the sister gets dizzy.

Then from that.

My sister is rarely friends with people near my sister's house.

Although only a few people, who are still friends with my sister.

Now the sister spends more time at home alone, namely by reading books and others.

But thank you, Mas Yoki.

Because Mas Yoki is already present and comes in the life of the younger brother.

Thank you for Yoki.

It has given a warm feeling in Wulan's loneliness.

 

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My heart smiles.

My heart goes out, laugh.

And never hesitate to be happy.

Which my grief, will soon disappear.

Ouchai, in the quiet and silent heart.

Even though my heart felt cracks and wounds.

True rose flower melur breaks beautifully, with red bristled petals.

Where the virgin is sitting dumbstruck, alone in the loneliness of his waiting.

In remembrance of people once he never, until he was discouraged in his suffering.

Ohhh,

Where to go to find the shining sun?.

When a rainstorm drenched this helpless body.

If the body is shut and the door of the heart closed.

When someone comes to sit in the heart.

And sowing the seed of longing love.

Which the heart never expects.

Even if it was just a dream.

I hope what you have written in this letter. It became Mas Yoki's policy to describe the life of the younger brother, in Mas Yoki's heart.

And be the consideration of Mas Yoki, to love sister.

I am neither the sun nor the moon shining brightly, to wash your water.

But I am but a lotus flower, growing alive in a muddy swamp.

Wassalamu'alaikum Warohmatullahi.

This letter was completed on January 16, 2011 in Palembang.

Wulans.