1 Story, 4 Love, 2 Worlds

RAIHAN [Four]

From me to you

Today when the rain fell on the earth I stared at every drop of rain and I felt like I had experienced this, when and where. I felt like this was just a dejavu but I tried to recall it and it was not a dejavu. It's real, I once stared at the rain standing in front of a door but it was with someone. Someone who always filled my heart, someone who until now I always felt real even though I was never real again in his life.

I can smile a little after a few days of feeling troubled mingled with destitution which I myself do not know the cause and come from where. Now that I understand the answer to all that, I actually just miss the joy of someone who also misses me. It was possible that he also felt the same way when he saw these raindrops. I want to convey a word to you through this writing because now for the first time God allows me to touch a pen that is on a small table in your room. This is for you someone who always fills my heart.

*Create Someone Who Always Fills My Heart,

I felt my heart filled with your name. Every breath feels a deep sadness. Every breath I take feels a regret And every time I close my eyes always come to your tiny face and lips.

I can still hear your voice and tone. I can still see you clearly and real. I can still remember some of your strange behavior. Your gaze that leads to me is always accompanied by a smile, when I realize your gaze you always divert and feel ashamed of yourself.

I may be the only one you won't forget. Not because of my face but because my destiny suddenly left you when you loved me so much.

When I meet you again I will give you reasons and answers for how you feel. I never knew fate, so I can only write it here.

Keep smiling. Hope you miss me too. From me a man who's been through a love story with you*.

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I hope Fina reads this letter that I have written. Even if he doesn't read it one day, that's okay. Just looking at her and looking at her made me so happy.

I also hope that one day I can communicate directly with Fina. Even though we are separated in a different world.

Once upon a time if I could communicate with him then the first thing I did was apologize and if God wanted me to be able to touch him then I really wanted to be able to hold him.

I really wanted to talk and hug her. Although at the moment I can only look at him but this is enough to make my feelings stifle. My longing for him is treatable, my eyes can watch over him even though for now I can't do much for him.

Thank God you have brought me back to the world even though I knew this was only for a moment. I will use this short time to fix everything I need to fix.