1 Story, 4 Love, 2 Worlds
THANK YOU FOR MISSING [Fina and Raihan]
"You never called me on the phone again. I never heard your voice again. But until now, sometimes I still always look at my post while hoping it sounds and I read your name there." Fina said in her heart.
In the morning Fina is seen standing in front of the window of the room while staring at the raindrops. Today Fina is not on schedule on campus, her parents have since this morning left for work. His father was a civil servant while his mother was a teacher. At home, there was Fina alone.
In a different place, Raihan who since a few days ago had never seen Fina again felt longed to see her. But he felt so worried because he was afraid that his sincere feeling to release Fina would not work. But still miss this time can not be dammed then immediately Raihan headed to where Fina is.
At Fina's house, in the room. Fina who had been dressed after taking a bath sat on a chair facing the mirror while combing her hair.
"Is it wrong if I miss you? And am I wrong if I'm actually harboring flavor to someone other than Raihan?" Said Fina who was staring at her face in the mirror.
At that time Raihan who had been in Fina's place listened to Fina's words. From behind Fina Raihan just smiled looking at Fina who was talking with her own shadow. At the same time, their eyes were staring at each other in the mirror. Raihan kept smiling and still thought Fina could not see it but the other case with Fina. He felt himself seeing clearly if the person he was looking at in the mirror was Raihan. Fina who was originally making a sound suddenly fell silent looking at Raihan who was inside the mirror.
"Is this real? That face, that smile, he was... Raihaan!"
Fina involuntarily shed tears while turning around and without the slightest fear of hugging Raihan but suddenly Raihan disappeared from her sight.
"Goddessa..." Said Fina crying.
With a standing position in the same place, Raihan was so astonished by what happened. He also realizes that he is seen by Fina but when Fina turns towards him he is no longer seen in Fina's eyes. With sadness Raihan headed towards Fina.
"Can I meet you just once? I just want to meet and share your miss, where are you?" Said Fina gently who was currently sitting on the floor with tears on her cheeks.
Raihan unconsciously replied to Fina's words, "I'm always here, always around you even if you can never see me." Said Raihan while putting his hand on Fina's shoulder.
The downcast Fina suddenly fell silent at Raihan's voice and to him the touch of the hand on her shoulder was so very real. He thought it was just an illusion or a feeling. He no longer wanted to believe what had happened as he had just experienced.
"Diamond... Is that really you? Can you hear me? This time answer me." Fina said softly then she closed her eyes.
"Can you hear me too? It's Raihan, I'm here with you Fina." Answer Raihan.
Slowly Fina opened her eyes while raising her head towards Raihan. Fina was silent as she moved tears. Not one bit he felt afraid when he saw Raihan. The longing he felt all this time paid off with Raihan's presence right in front of his eyes. Fina was well aware that if this was real, she did not care if the one in front of her was a ghost, which she knew was the true Raihan she knew.
Unable to say anything yet, they only looked at each other face to face.
"His face was so clean, his smile so sincere, his gaze unchanged, he was the Raihan I missed." Fina said in her heart while looking at Raihan's face.
"It's real, right? You can see me, right? Hey don't look at me like that!" Said Raihan who was smiling looking at Fina.
Then without a word Raihan immediately hugged Fina. Fina's cry became even more unbearable. Raihan invited Fina to stand up while hugging him. As much as possible Raihan wants to look cheerful in front of Fina then he tries to calm Fina while embracing her.
"You sit down first, calm yourself and don't be afraid." Persuade Raihan.
Fina tried to wipe away her tears then tried to calm down so she could talk to Raihan. Fina sat on the bed holding a pillow.
With a sigh Fina said, "I've never been afraid but why are you here?"
"I also don't understand why I'm here, it's all about the prayers I've been saying."
Then Raihan tells the beginning he was in a world that he never knew until he could be in the world that he lived with Fina. He also tells about the beginning of meeting Fina daily Fina and also he tells a little about Hanifa. Fina was so enthusiastic to hear the story of Raihan not infrequently also her tears dripped by themselves when she saw and heard the voice of Raihan.
"You've been around me for a long time but I never realized it, all this time I was hoping to miss someone whose misses I never answered. I'm sorry." Fina said with a slightly trembling voice.
"Do you also know all about Brother Firman and Brother Hanifa? You even met Hanifa's sister?" Fina.
"I even know if you guys have the same taste." Raihan smiled looking at Fina.
Then Raihan continued,
"I have missed you so much, and all the memories of us are still clutched in my memory. Every day I think of you so much that I try to figure out how to look and talk to you. I met Brother Hanifa when you also first met her husband. At that time many strange events that I experienced until finally he taught me many things. I don't understand why today I can show up and be heard by you. I honestly admit I miss you a lot too but you must understand that there is a longing that cannot be healed except by shaking. I learned more about sincerity, I understand it more now than I did when I was alive. You don't have to force the will of your mind, follow your heart, control your feelings don't let the feelings that control you the way they are today. I will be fine and I will feel calm and happy if you can also be sincere and happy. Now I'm like a motivator? It's been a long time since we've talked like this. Haha..."
"Diamond... I miss talking to you alone, even though it doesn't matter what we're talking about, but I always feel happy and always laugh if I'm around you hearing all your curses, you always manage to erase my sadness and make me laugh. This time you can make me laugh but my tears can't stop. My misses were answered by your presence." Said Fina who kept wiping away her tears.
"Tell me about Brother Hanifa?" Fina.
Raihan tells about Hanifa who thinks she is so beautiful, he also said that if her nature and character and behavior are similar to Fina. Hearing that made Fina smile again even though she was actually a little jealous every time she heard the story of Hanifa.
"Fina, if if today is the last time for me to meet you then let me spend the rest of my time with you." Raihan.
"I miss a lot of times like this Raihan, a time when we could spend together." Fina.
At the same time they say the word "Thank You Miss" in their hearts.
After they meet each other, Fina and Raihan end up spending time together, they go to places he used to visit together while telling stories when they were apart.
