
I don't know what to say, this feeling makes me very happy. On the day of my graduation, both parents were still complete and also added by the presence of people who could finally win my heart and of course the presence of Raihan. I know you were also present on my graduation day. No need to say a lot of words enough you see if I am very happy and hopefully you are also happy...
Tonight I will attend a friendly evening. A short event that I think is ordinary but which becomes extraordinary when I can bring a partner. For that I have to prepare myself.
Because I am a woman who does not know to dress up, tonight I was helped by Mom to dress up. For tonight I did not choose to wear a dress nor did I wear thick makeup. Enough make-up that matters is the color for me is enough. For the matter of clothes I was confused but I remember if a few days ago when I and Firman to a store to buy exam clothes turned out that time I got a gift of clothes from the Word. That's why I wear that shirt. Because my campus is labeled Muslim, the clothes that are usually called the green tosca model are my choice.
After putting on the shirt, I looked in the mirror while I was wearing the hijab. How happy I am when I see myself who looks thin. It's the first time I've ever worn a dress like this, let alone to a college event. But let the important fit for us it does not matter, which is the problem when we already know it is not suitable but still forced.
Tonight I also got a lot of lectures from Mom. He said I have to be a little calm and a lot of silence because if out of control usually I laugh the loudest and so does his scream. In behaving, be it a polite way of sitting I am still reminded because sometimes if I want to sit down just sit down, because if at home I sit with my feet lifted one while pulling the toenails of the big toe sometimes while eating and most severe when caught or caught the eyes of the same Mother has taken out the nails usually my reflex soul I immediately smell those nails. Hehe...
After finishing by dressing up and learning advice from Mother I waited for the Word to come to pick me up. After I peeked behind the window curtain of my room it was true the sound of the car was the sound of the car Word. Instantly I ran out of the room and then Mother shook her head while taking out a few words of wisdom. I never heard a saying because I ran so noisily.
My father who was in the living room watching me just stare past him. In the end the Word arrived at the door of the house. Before opening the door, I set my breath first trying to calm myself down and act gracefully.
"Ehh Brother sorry for long." I said as I opened the door gently.
"I was just about to knock on the door." Word Word.
"Please enter Brother." My love for him.
"No, I'll sit, eat, watch and sleep, hahaha.." Laughter Word is joking.
Then from behind you appeared.
"Eh, want Firman to come in first, son, how do you let stand in front of the door anyway Fina!" Said Mother.
"We rush Buu... Later to the show..." I said while wearing sandals that are quite complicated how to wear it.
"Yes ma'am, we don't have to leave anymore." Word Word.
Then my father also emerged from behind the wall.
"Be careful, son, don't like running around. Pretending not to be tired is also exhausting. Haha..." My father's laughter seduced me.
We then say goodbye and go to the location. I'm like a queen who wants to get on a car that has to be opened the door. I very carefully got into the car to avoid a small bump that could invite a shout from me. We finally left with great pleasure.
On the way, for the first 10 minutes we were silent. I don't know where to start. I don't have the materials to start the conversation. But then we simultaneously put out the word.
"Son the Word."
"Finaa..."
"Ehh brother first... Hehe..." My love.
"Have you been, I've been lately." Word Word.
"Ouch... What am I supposed to say?" I said in my heart.
"Oh yeah... I almost forgot, Nana said she wanted a photo with you when you met."
"Ohh so well sister, I'm kangen with Nana..."
Most of the way we talked about Nana and at the end the Word said something to me.
"Fina tonight you're so pretty. Looking calm, lately you are also a little more quiet. You're like a teenager in love. Hehe..." Wish the Word to me.
"Hehehe... Maybe my brother's feelings, I'm still like this. If you say teenagers maybe I am not a teenager anymore but if you say fall in love.... Hmmmm... Yeah..." Then I laughed embarrassedly while covering my lips facing the car AC.
"Ahh right? Who are you in love with? Same with me, yeah? Haha..." Word Word.
"It did..." My answer was short but I felt ashamed.
"If I also love you, how dong?" Ask Word.
"No answer to my own, if you dare to ask my parents." I answered with a slightly stained face.
"Who takuut, if it's easy that's important you want." Reply Firman meledek.
"You what?"
"You are my wife, I told you from the beginning that I want to make you a wife and mother for our children and children. Are you ready?" Answer the Word seriously and ask me.
"Yeahann... What am I supposed to say? Whether this is a happy or sad feeling anyway, I'm honestly happy but I don't know why I am moved... Stay as usual Fina!! Don't tear out your powder!!" I said in my heart.
"Aku... Willing, Brother, I want to be the Wife of Kak Firman and I want to be the Mother of Kak Firman's child. Hehe..."
"What the hell am I talking about, but my answer is correct! I'm ashamed of you, but I'm happy too..."
Soon we arrived and finally the marriage talks were postponed for a moment.
For me this friendly event is no longer important. Hearing the welcome, watching the dance, and people's talk started to get boring for me. Almost all of my classmates are already scholars. There are only a few that I have had time to tell stories, joke and reminisce. At the end of the show we took a picture together. I can't wait to go home so I can get back together with Word to continue the pending conversation.
"Hey Fina's! That's your boyfriend, huh? Cakeepnyaa, know dong." Whisper of a friend.
"Ehh Finn, that's a handsome widower's brother back then, right?" Whisper Mirna.
"Hi Fina, tonight you are beautiful, different from usual, this time you are beautiful full feminine full..." Said the guy friend who was in the organization with me.
I don't know what to say to them, I'm actually embarrassed. I could only answer while whispering to them and to Mirna I pinched her hand because of her question. Some friends have also understood and seemed happy to see me regardless of the confusion caused by my past story. They will never know if everything I've been through is not young but actually fun and mystical.
I am always grateful and grateful to the creator for being given friends who love and love me so much. Likewise with both my parents and also the love of the sincere Word and the love of Nana. Do not forget the love of Raihan who is happy with my happiness. Thanks everyone. Thank you for loving me!