1 Story, 4 Love, 2 Worlds

EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE FINE

A drizzle at dusk raises an orange in a heart full of memories. Drop by drop of water that afternoon so quickly wetted the streets faster than forgetting the memories left behind yesterday.

In the middle of the drizzle at dusk, a woman was seen taking shelter in front of the parking lot of a campus. At that time he was just alone waiting for when this drizzle would pass. Want it to feel he went through the drizzle but what is the slightest rain power if the distance traveled far enough then it will definitely get wet too.

While looking up at the sky Fina took a deep breath while smilingly praying for this rain to end soon. Still staring at the sky suddenly rain began to rumble and show a little brightness. Looks rainbow at dusk, so beautiful as to add to the charm of twilight that is ready to welcome the arrival of the night.

"Anything's gonna be night. Who would I go home with like this? The road to the stop was also quite far away" Fina began to fear when she felt alone.

Actually Fina wasn't really alone. That afternoon Raihan was not far from him. He watched Fina from a short distance away.

In a different place, about 45 minutes ago before rain soaked the earth in a public cemetery. Firman and Nana visit Hanifa's tomb.

"Father's son is getting heavier" said Firman who walked holding Nana.

"Father said Mother Teacher the grave is the place of the dead" said Nana.

"Yes, this is the house of the dead. Like the Mother of her house here" replied the Word.

"Yeeh.. People die at home is not here mas, here is just a place to store a body, mostly watching horror soap operas anyway you mas" said Hanifa who stood next to the Word.

"Say Mom here is not the house of the dead Dad!" Nana said but inwardly said "Upss"

"Whose mother is son?" Ask Dad.

"Say Mother teacher!" Shouted Nana who was trying to divert her father.

When they arrived at Hanifa's tomb, they sat down and prayed. Firman felt sadness and recalled some of his memories in the past.

"Hanifa... I'm here with our son Nana. Now he is big and has gone to school" said Firman.

"Yes, I know... Even more knowing than you" replied Hanifa who could not be heard by the Word.

"Nana's pretty like you. He was also chatty and asked a lot exactly like you" continued the Word.

"Yeah dong... Who was his mother" Hanifa said slightly mocked.

At that time Nana laughed occasionally to hear his mother who always answered every word from his father.

"If you were here Hanifa"

"Are I really here? You are the one who cannot see. Is that Nana?"

"Several days I've always felt your presence. Do you miss us there too?" Word while staring at the tombstone.

"Free to talk to the stone will not be answered. But I also miss you every time I'm not here" Hanifa smiled.

Unceasingly Nana laughs funny while covering her mouth until finally Word reprimands her.

"Why do you always smile? Is something funny, son?" Ask Word.

"Father funny... Talk to the rock..." Nana laughed as she looked at her mother who was also laughing.

The Word could only laugh and then say, "Let's pray for Mom and go home, it's already going to rain."

After praying they returned home but in the middle of the trip Nana asked if she wanted to stay at her Grandma's house. Firman agrees and takes Nana to her Grandma's house. Knowing that Nana's clothes and books are at home, Firman returns home to pick up Nana's clothes and school supplies.

In the middle of the trip, because the rain caused traffic jams, Firman finally cut the road by going through the campus where Fina attended. Shortly after the drizzling rain they met.

"That's Fina? What's he doing walking alone here? It's getting dark too." Say Word.

While approaching Fina, the car driven by Firman slowly slowed down and the windshield was opened.

"Fine! Went where? Come on board me!" Shouting Word.

Fina just stared in surprise as she did not know who called her yet. The car stopped and someone came down from the front door on the right. Fina stared and began to recognize the Word. He was looking for Nana but there was only the Word.

"It's me Nana's father! Where are you going?" Word Word.

Fina approached and said, "Sirman? I want to go home brother was raining so I take shelter. My friends have all gone home first."

Raihan who was also in that place headed to the car stared at the entire car. He thought Hanifa was in the car but it wasn't there. But Raihan is grateful because there is a Word that can accompany and take Fina home.

"Thank God there's her husband Hanifa. With this I can calm down a bit because Fina for now is safe." Raihan smiled too.

"Let's take Fina home" Take Firman and they get in the car.

Fina was in the front seat while Raihan was also in the back seat. Without much thought Raihan just sat sweetly speechless while hearing their conversation.

In the middle of the drizzle trip back down. The music of the Nike Ardilla song witnessed their conversation that afternoon.

"I live near the hero monument that the edge of the monument was breached that time sis." Fina replied casually while following the song.

"It just so happens that we're in the same direction." Word Word.

"Yes, he was a sis in the same direction, but his house was my new sister whose distance was still quite far" said Fina. "Eh brother... Where's nana?"

"But does his name stay in the same direction? Oh... Nana's at her grandmother's. I want to go home first to pick up her clothes she said she wanted to stay there." Answer the Word and then proceed with the question "Where are your Chowok? How not to get picked up? Or are you single?" Fina's lewd word.

"His voice is here, brother!" Shouted Raihan from behind.

"He's gone, brother." Replied Fina briefly with a slightly moody face.

I don't know why at that time Firman felt there was sadness with Fina.

"Where to go? How far can he go to get you?" The word deliberately with a joking tone.

"So far away, so far away I don't even know how it's doing there." Fina replied smiling.

The Word understood from the answer to Fina and the Word knew exactly what it was like to be left behind when the affection was so great.

"How long has he been gone?" Ask Firman who also felt the sadness of Fina.

"It's been a year, brother." Fina answered briefly.

"It was almost exactly seven years ago. Nana's mother left me too. At that moment all the hopes we created seemed to collapse. My love and my growing love for him seemed to have no meaning anymore. The child we were supposed to raise together is now growing into a beautiful child but without the affection of a mother. He never saw his mother and never even knew what it was like to have a mother. It makes me sadder and has no spirit. But as time went by slowly I was able to rise because the little angel always made me cheerful. Never once have I been angry with him even though he was annoying sometimes but I can't afford to be mad at him. It was Nana who made me feel the presence of Hanifa all the time. Do not be in sorrow. Memories can not be forgotten but there are times we must be in this time not stuck in the past." Words that try to calm the atmosphere.

But unexpectedly Fina let out tears because touched by the story of the Word. He also felt if the situation he experienced as experienced by the Word. Fina never found the right person to be able to tell her feelings.

"Indeed the sadness I feel is not comparable to what you feel all this time but somehow I still do not believe and still can not let go. I can still feel her presence!" Fina's cry broke.

Meanwhile, Raihan who listened also shed tears. "Your feelings are never wrong Fina. I am always near you."

Word pulled out some tissue sheets that were on the dashboard of the car then gave them to Fina.

"It's tissue... Crying, let out all your sadness can help a little to relieve your feelings. I do that too often." Say Word.

Fina was crying so hard she was sobbing tired with her cries.

"Hows it? Is it a little better?" Ask Word.

Still with a crying face, "Sister... I miss him! I miss Raihan!" Then back to crying.

"Easy-after... He will cry again... Your eyes can be swollen, your beauty will no longer be seen in the eyes of single men out there." Word that smiled comfort Fina and again said "We're going to get to you, later what said your people get off the car with that face, later thought I hurt your feelings. We're both here, too. People say that the two of them can be demons" the Word laughed.

Raihan who heard the Word suddenly said, "Hey... I'm a ghost but not a demon!"

Finally Fina smiled then took out a few more sheets of tissue to clean up the remaining tears on her face.

"I'm amazed to see my sister, who can go through this difficult time on her own and can take care of Nana without the help of a mother." Praise Fina.

"Yes dong! That's why you have to learn to be like me. Don't be a fragile woman." But in the heart of the Word said "If you know that your sadness is nothing compared to what I've been feeling all along."

The drizzle shows no sign of stopping but the car will stop soon.

"Sister after the monument to my left I went down in front of that aisle." Fina pointed towards the passageway she was referring to.

"I'll just take you inside." Say Word.

"No need brother. It's hard to turn the car in the hallway. The passage is also a little narrow and densely populated." Obviously Fina.

"Oh yeah then just get here, Fina." Word that pulled over right in front of the hallway. While looking at Fina, Firman said "Oh yes Fina used this umbrella." Giving the umbrella in the car.

"What will you wear?" Ask Fina.

"No problem, I always carry three umbrellas in the car." Answer the Word kindly.

"Thank you so much, brother, can I ask you to contact brother?" Ask Fina who intends if one day can contact the Word to return the umbrella.

"Oh yeah, this is my WA number I recorded yeah." Then Word mentions the number from his contact number.

After Fina typed and kept the Word contact she thanked him and said goodbye with her sweet smile.

"Thank you brother, next time I'll repay you brother's kindness!" Shouted Fina while running small avoiding the puddle of water.

Raihan also got out of the car and followed Fina. Not to forget Raihan also thanked the Word even though his words were not heard by anyone.

In the car Firman saw Fina running with a smile he said "May you always be happy Fina. I'm sure we can get through this sad feeling and hopefully everything will be fine."