1 Story, 4 Love, 2 Worlds

FORGET OR FORGET IT

On the side of the road, under a medium-sized tree firmly planted in the middle of the road pavement. About 3 meters from the hallway where Fina and Firman set the promise. The car that Word used stopped to pull over. It only took 20 minutes to get there and there was still 10 minutes of the appointment they agreed.

"There's 10 minutes left, maybe Fina's not ready. I'll just wait here." Word Word.

In the back seat an invisible woman was thinking.

"Where is Raihan?" Said Hanifa who was starting to get anxious, "I have to look for her!"

Fina is done soon. Raihan was so happy to see Fina who had started paying attention to her appearance but he was also a little suspicious. He felt that someone else could change Fina's feelings. Raihan feels jealous but also a little happy to see Fina is not as bad as it used to be. Until now, he wondered who the man really was.

Amidst the silence in the room suddenly a voice sounded.

"Diehan! You're here apparently." Cheerful screams from Hanifa.

Raihan who was shocked then turned to look at Hanifa.

"Sister Hanifa? Why is it here? How do you always know where I am?" Ask Raihan.

"That's... What are you doing in the girls room? Do you care about Fina? Although invisible but it's not polite Raihan!" Shouting Hanifa.

"Ehh... Not like that brother, this is not what you think! I'm here when Fina's done getting dressed!" Raihan defended himself.

"Yes, I still believe you." Said Hanifa, "Oh yes... I want to take you somewhere and teach you something."

"But brother... I want to go with Fina. There's something I want to know." Said Raihan who refused subtly.

"Yes I know... It also has to do with Fina. We're also going with them." Persuade Hanifa.

"They?? You mean Brother Hanifa? And this has something to do with Fina? I don't understand brother!" Raihan asked a little excited.

"Fina's going with Nana's father." Answer Hanifa briefly.

"Oh so Fina makes the same promise, Brother Word?" Raihan was a little relieved but he seemed to feel that there was an insincere sense from him, "How is the story about how Brother Firman took Fina on the road?"

"Firman never invited Fina to walk. It just so happened that Fina wanted to return the favor by returning the umbrella." Haven't finished saying Hanifa suddenly Raihan cut.

"Reverting an umbrella should be taken out of the way!?" Raihan's voice was slightly raised.

Hanifa understood Raihan's current situation and feelings, "Firman didn't take the road, he just wanted to ask Fina for help to prepare for Nana's birthday. Do you have the heart to see a child whose birthday is without a Mom and her birthday is mediocre because her Dad is so bad at making events or surprises?" Hanifa tried to calm Raihan down.

Raihan began to melt with the words of Hanifa and he also agreed to the meeting of Fina and the Word.

After a while, Firman called Fina. Fina's phone rang.

"Yes, my brother is ready! Oh yeah, I'll be right there, brother!" Fina answered while on the phone by the Word.

After that Fina rushed out of the house to get to where the Word was waiting for her.

"Let's Raihan go with them too." Take Hanifa.

Without a word Raihan came to the car with Hanifa and Fina.

From inside the car Firman saw Fina walking slowly towards the car. Firman looked at Fina as if looking at the Hanifa he used to know.

"This child, if noticed, is actually sweet and beautiful. Similar to Hanifa who is also chatty and always cheerful. I know that her heart is still sad but whatever my day, I am nothing to you Fina." Said the smiling Word staring at Fina.

Fina arrived right next to the door. Whether Fina was conscious or not, she still had time to reflect on the car glass as if there was no one in the car.

"What would I say too! He's a real Hanifa! A little sloppy and a lot of motion." Word from inside the car that noticed Fina reflected.

While Fina was mirroring, Firman pressed a button to lower the car's glass. The mirrored Fina suddenly came to her senses and looked extremely embarrassed.

"Ehh... Brother Firman.. Hehe." Holding her headscarf, "I can go up?"

"You're on foot, yeah..." Answer the funny smiling Word.

"Yahh brother... Tired dong if you have to walk." Fina replied slightly.

"Yes already... I'll go up later I change my mind!" Shouts the Word joking.

After Fina boarded, Hanifa and Raihan also arrived and immediately got into the car.

"This is such a big boy, it's like just seen a guy!" Shouted Raihan who was sitting in the back.

"Yes too, brother... But if the Word of sorts Brother Hanifa does not stay still, right? Kan brother Hanifa can touch something!" Said Raihan who was upset.

"No, you ask me, I will act! But I believe the Word! All those years we dated not once did he flippant to me." Sure Hanifa.

"Dearly...." Call Hanifa as if you want to ask for something.

"Yes brother?" Ask Raihan.

"If you are in the position of the Word, as a man you have the thought to marry again?" Hanifa asked who was staring spoiledly at Raihan.

"If I am honest kak as a man, there must be a sense of wanting to get married but must be able to release the feeling that is already attached to the heart and really should be able to get the same woman as the person who was once fill my heart with it." Answer Raihan.

"If for example the Word had found the same person as he wanted and the woman could have made him out of his old feelings would it still be possible for him to remarry?" Ask Hanifa again.

"Depending on the woman's brother whether he is able to replace the position of the person who was once attached to the heart of the man." Answer Raihan.

"If she could only hear one person, only you, would you be able to make her a substitute for sadness to be happy in the heart of the Word?" Hanifa asked who was getting serious.

"I mean sister Hanifa? May the woman in question be Fina?" Raihan turned to look at Hanifa's face which at that moment nodded with a sweet smile looking at Raihan.

"I don't think I agree brother! I'm not that easy to let go of Fina with someone else!" Raihan started to rise a little.

In the middle of their conversation, in front of seen Fina often looked at the Word when the Word was not aware of his gaze. Fina's eyes look a taste, whether it's a taste or just a curiosity.

"Was Fina's gaze to the Word able to answer a little of your heart's worries, Raihan? Can you see it clearly? What a sweet look." Said Hanifa seducing Raihan.

Raihan was angry trying not to care. But Hanifa still always teased him by always praising Fina's gaze.

"Ehh Fina..." Word that unintentionally turned towards Fina who was looking at her.

Their gazes stared at each other even though it was only a few seconds. From behind Hanifa was so happy as she said, "Huhhuii... Oppaa look at me!"

Raihan who heard the roar of Hanifa just fell silent turning his gaze towards the car glass beside him.

"Heh... Yes brother?" Fina answered, taking her eyes off.

"Luckily Fina doesn't have to be so nervous, I just want to say that tomorrow is Nana's birthday." Word tried to seem calm but in his heart felt strange and embarrassed.

"Oh... Uh... Nana's birthday sister? What is your birthday?" Tanya Fina who looks still groggy.

"The seventh year. Oh yes we stopped at the cafe yuk yuk you guys want a story and ask for advice or maybe your help at Nana's birthday tomorrow." Word Word.

In the back seat, Hanifa said "I also said what, they just want to talk about Nana's birthday. You don't sulk so ah, you're Raihan's guy. Let's go over there I want to teach you something." Hanifa invited Raihan who was lashing.

Raihan just like that, want what else can be accompanied only Hanifa. Raihan also hopes to be taught to touch objects.

In a separate place, in a quiet parking lot Raihan and Hanifa stood.

"Let's see this stone." Hanifa pointed at the stone near her feet, "This stone I touched and can throw." Then Hanifa threw it.

Raihan seemed interested and forgot about the incident in the car.

"How is it, brother? My hand can only penetrate it." Raihan tried to touch her.

"At first I was like that, I was like you. I am so possessive, I am so proud to express my feelings, I cannot accept my situation even though I know the limits I can do, he said, I know I'm not the animate creature I used to be but I always wanted to put myself like them, I wanted to be seen, I wanted to be seen, I wanted a confession even I wanted to live again but I realized that it was all just an impossible hope that I could turn into reality. Until I finally tried to forget my race to the Word, I tried to convey all the good memories we had together, for me all was difficult but we only have the choice of Ikhlaskan or Forget, if you can't explain then forget if you can't forget then just let it go then everything that is blocking you can slowly disappear. But the one that I can't explain or forget is my daughter Nana. Maybe I can rest easy if one day he can get a Mom like me that he can hug, that he can keep asking spoiled." Hanifa said seriously but cheerfully without sadness.

"Would it be by doing that Brother Hanifa could touch something?" Raihan asked who was so serious about hearing Hanifa's words.

"One of them is like that, when you can control your feelings, you can do anything, but when you are still controlled by feelings, don't expect you to do what you want to achieve." Answer Hanifa.

"If I give Fina any guarantee for me to be happy, sister? Would Fina be really happy without me?" Ask Raihan who started to melt.

"By you you created, happy Fina also created Fina herself, there is no reason we are unhappy because she is also unhappy that there we are happy because we see her happy too!" Answer Hanifa.

"Can I still say a word of affection and thank you to Fina before I say goodbye?" Raihan looked sad to have to try to chalk up his feelings.

"You can still, come to Fina to convince yourself to be heard by her, keep whispering to her until she can hear your voice. You can as long as your faith is with you." Hanifa convinced Raihan.

Despite feeling sad to be afraid of parting forever with Fina, Raihan has decided to try sincerely and continue to convince himself to say a word to Fina. He really wants to say that he is fine, he also wants to say his affection to Fina and he also wants if Fina remains happy even without him.