1 Story, 4 Love, 2 Worlds

RAIHAN [One]

Back For you

Hey. beautiful woman with strange behavior who likes to move a lot.. I haven't heard your curses in a long time, some of your messages and greetings on social media have never been sent to me. Are you busy there? Is there anyone else? So quickly have you changed? Haha... Sorry, I forgot that we're in a different world. The right to care for your life is none of my business anymore.

Did you ever think of me there? Or think of something we did together? Do you also smile there if you remember the stupidity and togetherness that embarrassed us at that time? If you forget about all that, take it easy, I still remember it in my mind, which has become a silent memory, being a longing whisperer when I remember you.

I have missed you several times and even mentioned your name in prayer and thought of you as my prayer flowed through my lips. I pray to God can I still call you? Can I still miss you? And can I still meet you even if only for a few moments? I've tried to forget your figure and erase everything about you. I always hope to no longer miss you but God wills another and grants a prayer from my lips.

At first I did not understand, though, I felt like I woke up from a long sleep and slowly started to open my eyes but somehow I was suddenly in a room that looked like a woman's room. I never realized why I could be and stand in this place. When I turned around I saw a woman sleeping on a bed. Slowly he woke up and opened his eyes while staring at me. As I looked at him clearly I felt that this was a dejavu and thought that this was just a dream. The one in front of me right now is you Fina.

I felt very sad and hoped that this was just a dream and I hoped to wake up from this dream but slowly I started to realize and remember everything about myself. I realized that I would never wake up from a dream. I realized that this was a reality I couldn't explain.

With this sad feeling I am still grateful for having been given the opportunity to meet and see you again even though I do not see it in your eyes. I always wish I had more time to be around you. If only I could touch you, I would hug and wipe away every tear of your eyes as you cry sadly remembering me and our memories. But what is my day that can only stare and feel your sadness.

Long before I could actually be near you I had felt myself in a cold place. In a large white place with no size is also endless. I thought it was heaven, but I realized that no one was there until I finally saw on one side of the room an impression of my past to an impression of the two of us. I did not recognize who I was before seeing the show until finally little by little my memory returned and my feelings also returned to feel happy, afraid and sad. At that moment of regret entering me, I felt like being reborn and repeating all the mistakes I had made. When I came back to realize the reality I was going through I had no power but to offer prayers and wishes to come back for you and return with those I love. God finally heard me and brought me back to correct my mistakes and regrets about you.

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