1 Story, 4 Love, 2 Worlds
THE WORD [ONE]
I Feel Your Presence Here
What man is unhappy if he can have the woman he loves. Which man does not want to live with his beloved. Which man does not feel his life is perfect if he has children from love with the woman he loves. I feel like I'm the luckiest man on earth. I'm the man who can get the woman I like. I'm the man who married the beloved of my heart and I have had the son of the greatest woman I've ever had. I am always grateful and grateful to have had you.
Sometimes I feel your presence here even though I know that you will never be around me again. I always remember some great stories we went through together. Sometimes I dream about you and about our past.
Did you know that our children are very similar to you. The way you talk and how you get angry is very similar to you. If you were here it would be fun to share your happiness with you.
Today is Nana's first day at school. Since yesterday we were busy looking for school equipment and this is the first time I take care of elementary school supplies. Where do I get confused to start? If only there were you Hanifa would have quickly everything was done. A day looking for equipment to make Nana tired then that day Nana sleeps fast he said so that tomorrow can wake up early.
The next day, when I woke up suddenly with real I think you were here. If you're really here please give me one sign so I can be aware of your whereabouts. I walked to the next room where Nana slept. When I opened the door to her room I felt more and more of your presence but maybe because you look like Nana so you feel your presence is the same.
In the room Nana was already awake but it seems she is still sleepy and lazy to school.
"Nana's awake? How come you haven't had a shower, son?" My toot.
"Nana is still sleepy, can not sleep again 5 minutes course" said Nana persuaded.
"Yeah.. Dad took a bath first, Nana slept only first if Nana does not want to go to school, yes, I will take her home from Grandma"
Until now I can't be angry at Nana all want her to want me to grant even though it's sometimes too pampering.
When I came out of the bathroom suddenly Nana was at the door with a towel. He said this time he wanted to take a shower himself when usually asked to take a bath with warm water. But well, I did follow the door, maybe it's time he studied alone. After that, I got dressed and made breakfast.
After everything was done I headed to Nana's room. Just wanted to put on clothes but in reality Nana was neat. When I opened the door, Nana was surprised and threw her comb, but I really had a hard time believing that a child of her age would be able to tidy up like this. Or maybe?? Is this really all because of you Hanifa? Is this how you show me your presence? If that is true then show yourself to me but if I am wrong then my mind is in a mess or maybe I miss you too much.
After we were all ready, we went to school. Before leaving the house I always check all the contents of the house to ensure the security of the house.
"Nana come on, son!" My yelling.
Nana was already outside.
"Dad Nana is sitting behind yah!!" Nana shouted as she opened the car door.
We also went to school. During the occasional trip I stare at Nana through the rearview mirror in the car. I saw happiness on her face as I smiled for a moment I also saw Hanifa smiling at me. I'm trying to focus myself on the street maybe it's just my imagination. When I tried to focus I suddenly remembered something that was forgotten and it was Nana's provision!
"Wahh I forgot to bring Nana..." I went to Nana.
Even if I turn around, Nana will be late for school.
"Dad.. Nana wants to bring bread and milk to school, I bought it at the store next door." Yeah." Shouted Nana
It looks like Nana inherited her mother's nature which is always quick to make decisions.
"Yesa siaap the princess.." I screamed in the car.
Not far in front of the bus stop near the campus park there is a mini market we also stopped there.
"Wanna come in and pick the bread, son?"
"Father, Nana wants to sit there" said Nana who pointed to a stone-shaped chair in front of the mini market.
"Yes, Nana's waiting for me here, son"
Then I headed into the mini market to buy supplies for Nana. Inside the shop I occasionally stared out to notice Nana's whereabouts. I saw Nana so happy her mouth seemed to speak like a child playing with a doll and again when I turned to the other direction at first glance I saw Hanifa right next to Nana but at the moment I looked back at Nana and it was just an illusion.
We went to school and soon we arrived. I escorted and accompanied Nana into class. Nana got the front bench. I was with the parents of the other students peering in the window of the classroom. Some parents of students just drop off. Not long after, Nana ran out towards me.
"Dad just go home, Dad don't have to accompany Nana, Dad to the office just yeah" he said.
With a smile I kissed her and then I obeyed her. After that I left school and headed to the office. Besides, my office isn't far from Nana's school either.
Today was weird but it made me happy. I was happy when I saw my daughter happy too. I am proud to be the father of such a beautiful child. Today also somehow I feel strange, several times I can feel the presence of Hanifa. Is it true if it was him? If he is why not show up and talk to me? Are you so mad at me that you don't want to see me anymore? Today I really feel your presence here again.
