1 Story, 4 Love, 2 Worlds

THE WORD [Two]

There Are Different

The morning at the office, as I sat staring at the Laptop screen, I didn't know what moved this hand to open our photo album folder in the past. I looked at some of our photos as I remembered the moment in the photo. There's a picture that reminds me of when we were both in the room. At that time we were just a few weeks into a married couple can be said we are still newlyweds. It was like being reborn when I was so close to you. Although we were in a relationship as a girlfriend for many years but to be able to room and be this close to you I have never felt.

Staring at these pictures in my heart I said, "We've put our dreams together, bragged for the future and waited for hope as if it were certain. But the fact that you left me, you cheated Hanif said he wanted to be together until his hair turned white and his body could not move much anymore. But for me having you is more than enough for me. I promise I won't be sad anymore because I know you're there to see me when I'm sad because of you. Relax there until we meet again and smile happily together. Love you"

Without me noticing a few friends seeing me smilingly staring at the laptop while giving a distant kiss to a photo of Hanifa. When I realized everyone was still looking at me. They may feel sad but they may also want to laugh. I'm sure one of them said "Want to nag but fear sin"

One of my friends approached me with encouragement and wise words. He said the memories are unforgettable but that does not mean we have to fall into sadness, it is good to pray for him as a sincere love for him. I want to hug this big guy. I'm happy because at work I have a lot of good friends. Even my boss allowed Nana to come here whenever she said. They all like Nana, from the little Nana I often bring to the office and all the friends here want and are ready to look after and play with Nana.

Shortly after finishing some work in the office I looked at the clock and it seemed like it was time I picked up Nana at school. I also headed to Nana's school but in the middle of the trip there was a fairly long traffic jam that made me late to school. I hope Nana's not going anywhere but I'm sure Nana's a smart kid must be waiting for me there.

At 11:00 I arrived at Nana's school. It seems that inside it is very crowded because it is the clock home school children not to mention the parents who invite their children to come into the school. I started to panic a little because as far as the eyes could see I couldn't find Nana. Every child I saw was almost the size of a tiny body. I looked left and right but I couldn't find my daughter. Shortly afterwards when I wanted to go further I suddenly saw Nana from the side running towards me. I also set my feet to embrace him and hold him. After that we headed to the car and then headed home.

On the way home, Nana and I were hungry and we were planning to stop for a meal at a stall not far from home. We often eat out if my parents-in-law or parents are not at home because they usually bring or make food at home. Sometimes I feel sorry for Nana who could never taste her mother's cooking even though Hanifa's cooking is incomparable.

This afternoon I chose to eat at the stall where I used to eat with Hanifa. I don't know why lately I've always wanted to take Nana to a place where I and Hanifa used to visit often.

We arrived at the shop. While I was ordering food Nana was already running towards a table to take her place. While choosing the occasional meal my gaze watched over Nana. I saw him talking to a woman who was alone at a table. As usual Nana is very quick to get along with someone she likes and unceasingly she always asks to find out about the person in front of her. It was very similar to his mother who was always curious.

After the food was ready I brought it to the table.

"You're so pretty on the deck.. Your mother must be pretty too?" The woman said to Nana.

I heard the woman's words.

While introducing himself it turns out that this woman named Fina is also equally chatty and also full of questions. Fortunately, I'm used to women who ask questions.

Fina asked about Nana's mother then I answered and told her. When I spoke to Fina I felt like I was talking to Hanifa probably because their characters and styles were almost similar. I limited myself a bit when I was talking to Fina, I just smiled a little jokingly back then.

Shortly after we finished our meal, we continued our journey. I don't know why I'm happy with this kid named Fina. While paying for the food I also paid for the food Fina. I know what it's like to be a student especially if in the treaty we must be very happy. I'm treating Fina doesn't mean there's anything to say this is just an early introduction who knows tomorrow - tomorrow I have a need with her or maybe we're family, well maybe.

Nana and I walked to the car park and we went back home. On the way across the street I saw a woman who was walking and rightly that was the girl who was Fina.

"Dad, was that the brother? Let's just take her with us" asked Nana while pointing at Fina.

Without a doubt I agreed to drive him. She is also a good and familiar child with Nana.

I stopped the car and tried to wait for him.

"Nana call her sister son" I said to Nana.

While opening the windshield Nana pulled out her head and waved at Fina. It seems that Fina understood and saw Nana until she ran over and held Nana's hand. Without a lot of words I asked her to come with us. At first Fina refused because she felt bad and she thought we were different directions but in reality our goal was the same even the distance between our residence and the destination of Fina was only a few buildings away.

At 12:37 at home. I felt a different atmosphere than usual. I feel missed but also feel happy whether this pleasure because what. The feeling seemed to escape from deep sadness but still missed someone I would never see again.

Today makes me a little tired. Fortunately, today I was given permission to enter the office for only half a day, my life is perfect for today. I tried to put my body on a mattress located in front of the tv. I looked towards Nana's room as if she was lying down too and soon she must have fallen asleep. This afternoon I'm going to Hanifa's mother's house with Nana for that I should take advantage of my time because I really feel very sleepy. Soon I finally fell asleep.