You Love Me

The Part 29

Andika POVs

I waited for you to come home that afternoon even though I knew that you were going with her, with the future husband who always loved you. I wait until dusk passes changing the night you still haven't returned. I immediately told my mom and dad to go back to the hospital because the night breeze was not good for my health. Mom and Dad tried to keep me from staying and coming back tomorrow morning. But I'm not saying, for me too much time close to you can make me even more unwilling to leave you.

Really, this longing torments me so much...

Do you feel this too ?

I smiled wryly, surely you no longer feel homesick like me. There is a man who is always with you. He's the one who never wanted to part with you.

I looked up at the sky, I saw the crescent moon smiling at me again.

You can Andika... You've survived so far...

I run my bike slowly, hoping I can cross paths with you. Even if it's just a glance, I'm very grateful to be able to see your beautiful face. It will feel like I'm getting happy for the rest of my life.

Apparently, my wish was realized. From a distance I saw your lover's car driving towards the house. I stopped my bike and parked it under a tree at the end of the road. That way, I can see you even from a distance.

The white sports car stopped in front of the house, but there was no sign of you getting out of the car.

I waited for you to come out patiently. I saw the lights in the car lit up. From the distance I saw him, he moved his face closer to you. Although it is not clearly visible what he did but from the silhouette of his shadow I know if he is now kissing your lips. Even though it was just a brief kiss but I'm sure you didn't reject it even though you were silent. I can confirm it was your first kiss.

" Lord, why should I look at it now." I lament in my heart.

She got out of the car, waved at her prince and then moved into the house after the car owned by her future husband drove.

I felt pain in my left chest. The drug container that never absent always accompanied me. I took a pill and swallowed it. The pain gradually disappeared, but not with any other pain I felt.

It turns out the taste created between you guys is that deep... It seems like there's nothing left for me !

Slowly the warm circles melted on my cheeks, I immediately guessed using my arms.

I laughed at myself, of course the feeling between them was so great, wouldn't they be getting married in a few months. They will be the happiest couple.

I cursed myself, how stupid I tried to let go but didn't want to forget. I let it go myself and why do I regret it now.

Adiza, what do I do ? Should I be disappointed or happy ?

I sat on the bike seat, thinking about everything that had happened. It is true that regrets always come too late.

Laughing in tears, that's what's happening to me right now.

I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. I try to think clearly. It's a risk to the decision I've made. At least I'm happy to see you in a sincere and uncoercive relationship. I think you'll be happy with him. And I will always be happy for you.

...🌸🌸🌸...

Adiza entered the house after saying her greetings. His father and mother were sitting on the sofa when he came in. Adiza greeted the two and sat down with them.

" Who, which Rasya ? Tumben did not stop by first "ask mama Sofie when she realized that Adiza was only alone.

" So I went home, he said at night. Tomorrow morning I'll pick you up. Sorry he said he couldn't stop by " explained Adiza.

" Oh so. " said Surya papa while the mangosteen.

" Want to eat, baby ? " ask mama Sofie then.

" So had eaten Rasya" replied Adiza briefly.

" So Dika came here. He waited for you, but over time he finally came home. Wasn't he on the road ? " ask papa Surya.

Adiza shook her head weakly, she remembered that she had fallen asleep in the car so she did not notice.

" Later, Dika's here again right ? " ask Adiza enthusiastically.

" Mama can't be sure, baby. Maybe if there was more leisure time, Dika stopped by "obviously mama Sofie hesitated.

" Don't love." forbid mama Sofie spontaneously make Adiza frown in wonder.

" lady... Mom, you don't have to go all the way there. After all, you are equally busy. Andika is also busy in college, so it's better if it's just delayed. Or later we can both go there "Mama Sofie gave an explanation.

" Oh yes." said Diza confirming the words of Mama Sofie.

" Yes, you rest there. Tomorrow there is a morning lecture "cried Papa Surya.

Adiza got up from her seat, walked over and kissed her parents' cheeks. Then go upstairs to her room. Adiza stopped her footsteps as she passed in front of Andika's room. He turned and entered the room once occupied by Andika.

Adiza looked around the white-painted room. His feet stepped towards the corner of the room where Andika used to pray and teach. Adiza remembered very well, if Andika always chanted holy verses after dawn prayers. There is still neatly stored prayer mats and the Koran that Andika always uses.

Adiza's footsteps then headed for the study table. His eyes were fixed on the row of figures neatly displayed on the table. There are family photos at the wedding reception, photos of Andika together with mama Sofie, even a photo of her with Andika when they were photo boxes before watching the film at that time. Adiza smiled looking at the photos.

" You're here ? " a voice surprised him. He turned around and was surprised to see Andika standing in front of the room door.

Adiza immediately ran towards Andika then hugged her making Andika stunned then hugged Adiza back.

" If Arrasya sees... She must have been raging " whispered Andika made Adiza immediately release her embrace on Andika.

Andika smiled faintly with Adiza's change of attitude.

" Why don't you wait for me to come home ? " ask Adiza annoyed.

" When you wait for the princess of the same prince to come home can jamuran dong "joked Andika with a smile and her distinctive dimples.

Adiza pinched Andika's arm.

" I miss you" Andika said and then made Adiza open her eyes wide.

" I also miss." said Adiza with a sweet smile.

" Don't smile so sweet, I can be diabetic you know "joked Andika again who makes Adiza miss.

" So he said to go home, how can you go back again, said Adiza as she grabbed Andika's arm and struggled spoiled there. There was hardly any awkwardness that Adiza showed, it seems that her feelings for Andika are now really just the feelings of a sister to her brother.

" It was coming home, but just saw Arrasya's car on the road. Yes, auto back again. Kangen same candidate Ma this beautiful doctor " replied Andika casually.

Adiza sneered and then released her hand from Andika's arm.

" Kangen, but rarely come home "the sneer of Adiza pursed her lips.

" Home is also free, the beautiful neng already has a bodyguard "elak Andika makes Adiza pinch back Andika's arm. This time her pinch left a reddish mark on Andika's arm.

" Let you continue if here there is a sister who is always missing" said Adiza origin when seeing the former pinch on Andika's arm.

Andika just shook her head looking at Adiza's behavior.

" Nginep is here, right ? " ask Adiza expectantly.

" Yes the princess" replied Andika who successfully made Adiza pull the corner of her lips.

" If so, tomorrow you're the one who anterin me to campus huh. Let me tell Arrasya later not to pick up "oceh Adiza.

" I'm retired to be your motorcycle taxi driver... You forgot ? " say Andika asal.

" Idih, it's okay once" said spoiled Adiza.

" Can I refuse ? " andika's question was answered with a headband by Adiza.

" As your wish, my princess" said Andika who followed Adiza's happy cheer.

" Looking at you this happy, is happiness that means so much to me. "andika murmured in her heart.