Wilds
GOD PLAYED EVERYTHING
“Teettt tettt
tetttt” my phone rang and I saw my phone screen as my mother called me.
“Hallo Assalamualaikum
Ma'am,” my handkerchief first.
“Waalaikumsalam, noon
this are you busy, son?” Mother asked.
“No Ma'am,” I replied.
Because
this morning I did all my work.
“Good, Mom is ahead
your office.”
When I answered, the phone was turned off
by Mother.
I was amazed by the presence of my mother
in my office, I wonder what made Ibuk come to my office? these
very rarely, my mother ever came. But only once when I was first
this time I inaugurated my office. And this time I'm sure there's another purpose.
he suddenly came to my office? Or does he miss me? though new
a few days ago we just met. When I asked myself
alone, Suddenly Mother had entered my room with the Goddess.
“Mother,” my handkerchief and
directly kissed his hand.
He just smiled.
“What's wrong with you here?
Tumben,” my.
“Iya I'm here intentionally
to be able to take advantage of your short time,” replied Mother insinuating like
ordinary.
“Bu, don't start, please,
my time is always there for Mom,” my protest.
“Mother wants to the boutique
your woman is Nugy, and I want you to accompany me there,” said Mother.
I was shocked to hear it, and then I looked at the Goddess
also just as surprised to hear Mother's words just now.
I've been trying to be sincere about that woman, and
decided not to have any more contact with him what else to meet. But
now my mother asked me to accompany her to meet the woman, of course I must
I'll see him again with his man. I could be hurt again
later. I tried to avoid Mom.
“It's noon, ma'am, she
there must be no need for it,” I said.
“You should have called first
Son, who knows he's still in his post,” Mother replied to me.
Ah I'm so dizzy now, I won't be able to dodge
from my mother if she wants anything. I don't know what I should be
do so, I looked at the Goddess as if asking for a solution from her.
“Lu phone aja Gy, she
it must be there if you hear Mommy wants to come,” said the Goddess who actually defends Mother.
I glared at the Goddess as if threatening her,
why exactly did he make me to meet that woman again.he retaliated
my eyes were with an expression that seemed to understand me.
And
I tried to understand the meaning of his gaze. He doesn't want me to not
disappointing Mother who has been defending came to my office just to ask for company
to the Boutique. I had to do it.
“OK. you two always
cornered me,” I said annoyed.
They just smiled seeing me upset.
With a feeling of annoyance I took my phone and searched
the contact I asked for, then I called with a strange feeling
but I'm quiet because I have to learn to control my heart. I wish
he didn't pick up my phone but instead, he hooked up.
“Hallo,” map from
across there.
“Hallo Assalamualaikum,”
flatfoot.
“Ya Waalaikumsalam, this
who?” ask her in her friendly tone.
“This is me, Nugy,” I replied
quieter.
“Oh yes Nugy, what is it?” tanyakanya.
“This morning Mom took me
come to your boutique,” I replied.
“Oh okay, I wait,” reply.
Without
I responded I immediately turned off my phone.
“How?” ask Mother.
“Iya, he is,” I replied
flatfoot.
“Yes already, let's go
depart,” take Mom with pleasure.
“Iya Bu” I replied lazily.
I also got up from my seat.
“We go first yes,”
mother said to the Goddess.
“Iya Mother, Be careful yes,”
his reply.
I looked at the Goddess with a threatening look, she was like
terrified. Then Mom and I left him.
We also went to a boutique store owned by Zulfa using
mom's car, I'm lazy to drive, so I'd better get in Mom's car
just let Sam get to work.
“How's Your Baby Sam?”
my many.
“Alhamdulillah healthy Sir,”
the answer.
“Ahh Sam. I've done it many times
tell me I don't like being called that by someone of that age
with me,” I said annoyed.
“Hahaha you are
should've been the Fathers of Nak” reply Mother teased me.
“Mother is following,” I said
annoyed.
They
both of them laughed.
“Who is your son's name?”
my many.
“Nugy,” the answer is happy.
“Why is it the same as
my name?” many wonder.
“Lah not you who
tell me if I have a child later give his name like your name,” he replied.
I try to remember what he said
that's. I said it once, but I was just kidding, when he
he was upset because of his girlfriend. I comforted him and told him
about that, in order for her spirit to actually marry that girl.
“You Really
do it Sam,” I said astonished.
“Yes, because
thanks to you I was able to marry her, so I don't mind naming my son
same with you,” is happy.
“Long name?”
ask again.
“Nugy ananda son,”
the answer.
“Oh thank goodness, I thought
better than my name,” I said casually.
“Hahahaha you always
just don't want to lose,” reply Mom while rubbing my back gently.
We continued our conversation about something else,
Sam did work as a driver in my family, more precisely as a driver
my Mother Personally. But I was close to him and often invited him to play when
Mom's not going anywhere. But that was when I was in college. Sam is already
I worked as a driver when I was in college. He doesn't have
good luck like me so always SMA he immediately works as
driver in my family. Where I don't know.
As we talked, we arrived at the boutique
Zulfa, the place where I once messed up. I'm not interested in remembering it
again, we got out of the car and walked into the store.
“Mother,” greet a
the woman who is Zulfa.
We also looked at the source of the voice.
“I've been waiting for you
from earlier,”. Then she put her mother's hand in.
I just had a flat expression seeing him, even though he
I greeted me with that sweet smile.
“How big is your store,” said Mother
commended him.
“Alhamdulillah Ma'am, why
New mom coming now?” tanyakanya.
“I'm waiting for my son
to invite me, but he has no initiative,” replied Mother insinuating me.
“Oh yes, even though he has
played here yesterday. I'm also surprised why he's not with Mom,” he said again
looking at me with a threatening smile.
I looked at him more and more because of his words, Mother
I will definitely protest to me after this, I am immediately looking for an excuse to
answerthe question. I can't possibly tell Mom about the incident
that's, 'cause he'd be so mad at me if he knew that I just
come make a noise in people's shops.
“You are indeed insolent Nugy,
How dare you not take Mom,” protest Mom to me as you have
i'm estimating.
“Bu-not so Bu,”
belaku.
“What's your reason this time?”
ask Mom firmly.
“That's it Mom, not good
if Mom scolds me here,” I answer.
“Whatever why, just
we're the only ones in this store right now,” protest again.
“iya t—tapi.”
“Hahahaha, he just doesn't
deliberately passing by Bu after having a meeting with his client near here,”
cut Zulfa to calm mom.
I looked at him furiously, even though he was defending me in front of Mom.
But I just felt like he was deliberately playing me in front of my mother. She's already
know weakness.
“Really?” ask Mom
to me.
“I-ya ma'am, so don't
just get angry dong,”, I replied annoyed to Mother.
Then I looked at Zulfa who was also looking at me while
he smiled as if he had won a match. I got pissed
saw it. I looked at him sharply.
Dare to
he played me, I said in my heart
“Hahaha, let's go ma'am,
let me show you my collection of clothes,” take Zulfa to Mom.
“Ayoo, we'll stay
he,” replied Mom as if angry with me.
“Hahaha Mom always just
angry at him,” said Zulfa while holding tightly Mom's hand.
They left me to see
the collection of clothes in this boutique. While I went inside
the living room and sitting there waiting. When I take out one cigarette
mine. I accidentally saw a sign that said no smoking.
So I put my cigarette in the wrapper and then I did it.
I just waited to be quiet like a madman
just. I waited a long time here without anyone accompanying me, this is how it is
when you accompany mom shopping. Never is fast.
“Sucks,” my word
to myself.
“Who sucks?”
asked Zulfa who suddenly came towards me.
I looked towards him.
“You,” I replied.
“Hahaha, you're angry
with me? For the incident that happened?” tanyakanya.
“You think I will
received?” my reply.
“What if your Mom
really know that?” tanyanya.
“You think I'm scared
with the threat of a woman like you. Do it let me show you
how horrible I am,” I replied back threatening him.
“You don't have to show it.
I've seen how horrible you are,” reply.
I just kept quiet and didn't answer.
“I get why
your mother used to scold you,”.
“Not your business.”
“You seem wrong
sangaka towards me Nugy,” he said slowly.
“I don't care.”
“Oke, it looks like you're not
interested in listening to me.”
“I'm not
want to hear anything from you.”
He didn't answer me, he just smiled meaningfully
to me. And it managed to make me go silent, the emotion in my heart
disappeared after seeing that smile. Although I don't know what it means
his smile was but I knew he had the meaning of it.
She left me alone with a warm feeling
in me who suddenly disappeared after him. I suddenly felt
sorry for what I did to him just now.
I went out of the store to smoke and
join Sam who is waiting at the Security Post.
“Loh why come out?” ask Sam
to me.
“I'm bored inside, you
like not knowing how Mom. In fact, you can not smoke again in,” I replied
annoyed.
“Hahaha you are a child
the strangest sultan,” he said insinuating me.
“Shut up, I'm bored
hear what you say.”
“Hahaha okay.”
Sam always said that to me, and I didn't
you know what he meant, so I don't care, and I don't
offended too.
When I was engrossed in my cigarette I saw a
Security who accidentally gasps is looking at me like a person who
terrified.
“What's up?” ask him.
Sam looked at him too.
“Ti-nothing. Sorry,”
frightened answer.
Sam and I looked at each other in wonder at Security
that's.
“Why?” ask Sam
to me.
“How do I know,” I replied.
“He's like scared
seeing you,” he said.
I didn't answer. I was just wondering, what I remember I didn't
ever met him, anything else deal with him.
“Ah come,” reply
while smoking my cigarette.
“How is my sister
home?” I asked Sam.
“Why you should
ask me, come see your sister. You haven't been for a long time either
home.”
I didn't answer her words, it was a long time ago
I didn't go home to that house. I haven't seen my sister in a long time,
even though I didn't get along with him, I was always curious about how
self development.
As he was smoking, Sam suddenly ran towards the boutique,
I just turned to him who was running Suddenly to help bring me the Stuff
with Zulfa.
“It's done you with
your cigarette is it?” ask mommy.
“Then Bu,” answered me
gentler.
Though
I just took out one of my new cigarettes, so I just threw it away
than I was waiting for me because of this.
“Yes already, let's eat
afternoon,” take Mom.
“Ayo,” reply.
We walked first in the car, and Mom walked
side by side with Zulfa behind me. I opened the car door for Mom,
and he went inside with Zulfa who also went inside. This makes me
wonder.
“You why sign in?”
my many.
“Nugy, he's eating
afternoon with us,” replied Mother slowly.
“Ohhh.ya already,” reply
then shut the car door.
I
just sit in front, I said in my heart.
“Loh in front?” ask Sam
to me.
“Why? Can't we? This
my mother's car,” answered I was upset with her.
“It's not so, I'm right
driver,” said.
“Ya already. then
run the car, I'm hungry,” reply
“Hahahaha” Mom and Zulfa
laughingly.
“Why so laugh?”
my many.
“Lu weird sih” replied Sam.
“What's weird, the cave just
sit. You are a strange,” reply me
“Ah Already. run
just Sam,” tell Mom to mediate us.
Sam then ran the car.
We went to lunch together. Mom and Zulfa
I was talking to both of you in the back. I just stay quiet in front.
I wonder why Zulfa should come with us too, when I am so
annoyed him. This must have been Mom who asked her to come along, and where I am
maybe you can protest Mom. I don't want to be able to just follow me than
must be scolded again.
The car stopped at a restaurant not too far away
zulfa's shop just now, he showed me this place, and we just said, 'cause,
because he said the food was delicious.
I
get down first from the car. While they walk slowly
behind me. I'm cool with Zulfa, too, so I don't have to worry
leave him.
When I entered the restaurant suddenly there was someone who
calling me from the front, and I saw it. Turns out he's my friend Romi SMa's
back then.
“Wah it's been a long time,”
he said while asking me to shake hands.
I just shut up and responded to the shaman.
“Who are you with?”
tanyakanya.
“My family,”
flat answer.
Romi
is my sworn enemy. I don't like him for lying to me so many times.
I almost destroyed it after school because of it
who lied to me about something. But Mom pulled me over, I was surprised too
why did you come to pick me up for school that day, because that's what Romi became
scared me.
“Yes, you are still
rich first.”
“Lu why here?”
my many.
“Lah thisan restaurant
got a cave,” he replied.
I saw it not because I underestimated it.
Because he often lied to me.
“Lu don't believe?”
tanyakanya.
“Gua is not an easy person
you lie now,” my answer is flat.
“Hahahaha cave is not a lie
kok.”
Then I just kept quiet until they were behind me
it was already beside me.
“Zulfa,” greet Romi wonder.
“Why Rom?” ask Zulfa
relaxed.
“Lu why can be the same
she?” romi asked in surprise while pointing at me.
“Well you know him?” ask
Zulfa was astonished while pointing at me.
I was surprised because they were both of these.
“I'm here to eat
afternoon with my mom, stop wasting our time,” I said flatly
to them both.
I also brought Mother who was surprised because of them. Our
sitting in the vip room of this restaurant so that Mother is not sultry because of the heat. They
the two approached us. Zulfa was also sitting next to Mom, but Romi was
why did he follow.
“Lu did this,”
my protest to Romi.
“Gua is still confused, so
cave mau mastiin,” reply Romi.
“Mastiin what the hell you are,”
my annoyance.
“Lu really can same Zulfa?”
tanyanya.
“Yaudah, Mother's cave
play the ketokanya and now we have lunch together, the restaurant that cave ga
tau there are you here, if the cave tau will not cave here,” I replied annoyed.
“Nugyyyy,” reprimand Mom
counselled me.
“Iya buk.”
“You're making me more
just hungry. If indeed you are the owner you better serve the best menu
there's here,” I said to Romi.
“Yauda mending lu nurut
aja Rom,” connect Zulfa.
Maybe he understood that I was very upset
right now, instead of him having to see me craze in this restaurant he better
help me get rid of this Romi.
“O-oke.”
Then he left us.
I'm so upset, you first have to meet a woman
secondly, I had to go to lunch with him, and the third
just meet again with this sikampret Romi.
ah complete already
this suffering, I said in my heart.
“You can't do that
Nugy” Mom menaseatiku smooth.
“I'm annoyed to see it.”
“Why are you pissed, man
who is he?” ask Mother.
“She Romi my high school friend
in the past, which I almost destroyed if Mom didn't come to hurt me at the time
it”.
“Ooh, yes I just remembered
now,” says Mother.
“Better I am indeed
just destroy it at that time. Mom just bullies me” is pissed off.
“You think I'm happy
if you see you destroy it?” ask Mom to get angry.
I was silent and wondering in my heart,
why is Mom angry with me? And he was always angry in front of this woman.
I suddenly became upset with my mother.
“Already Mom, one day
this is Mother scolding me often. Until I have no self-respect in front of me
this woman,” I replied annoyed while pointing at Zulfa who was beside mother.
They also looked at me who was angry. I'm so
not comfortable here. I'd better get out for a second.
“I'm toilet for a while,”
get in touch and leave them both.
I went out of this restaurant to spend one
my cigarettes, a lot of things that piss me off today, I think God is
really want to test me now. Slowly my self-esteem eroded along
passage time.
I'd better not
I've known that woman, I said in my heart.
I'm sure by now Mom must be showing
his sadness in front of the woman, he could always make me and my mother
looks pitiful in front of him. I better get inside right away from
mother showed her fragility in front of the woman.
After my cigarette ran out I went back inside, I
seeing Sam being engrossed in his food, he sat alone outside the room
vip, he never wanted to join us. He said he didn't deserve a driver
eat with his master. My mom and I don't care about things
like those. But let it be, it's his principle that way, and we just
could appreciate.
I
he entered the room and sat down at the place before. I saw Mom
smiling to see me. I saw this food as it had been prepared from
earlier, but why is it still untouched.this makes me wonder.
“Why not eaten?”
ask me Mom.
“Mother is waiting for you,”
answer with a smile.
I stared at Mother, Mother always could
it makes me feel angry when I am angry. I also feel that Mom is not angry
me again.
“Yaudah let's eat,”
take me back to Mom's smile.
The three of us ate without speaking, Mother
also don't ask why I'm long from the toilet. I think Mom's understanding
heart condition. I felt guilty for being angry with my mother.
“I'm sorry Mom,” I said
to him.
“It's okay, Mother who
shouldn't scold you too much,” reply Mother smiled at me.
Then I returned her smile, and then looked at Zulfa
who also sees me. Even though I was upset with him but I should have
I don't overdo it by saying words that hurt her heart.
I smiled at him too.
After finishing each of our meals, I too
invite them to go home, because the day is also about to afternoon. I don't want Mom
home last night.
“Let's go home,”
take me.
They also nodded.
I walked first to the cashier to pay. Then
we walked into the car in a sitting position like that.
Unlike when we left earlier, we are now silent to each other. Ku
I think I made the mood worse. But I just kept quiet
guilty myself.
Before returning to my office, we delivered Zulfa
first the ketocony.
“Content Yes Bu,” he said
to Mom while she was touching her hand.
“Iya son, sorry yes,” reply
She smiled at Zulfa.
He just smiled, then looked at me
just sec. I just saw it from the windshield. Then he got out of the car, and
Sam runs the car slowly. Why is it when this car moves
so I don't want to be separated from the woman who hurt my heart. I
I really feel bad for my attitude towards him.
“Stop first,” I said.
Sam stopped the car that was still moving a little
from where Zulfa came down earlier, I went down to catch up with him. He's astonished
I saw him running a little towards her.
“What's up?” tannya
gentler.
I looked at her with this beautiful face, I
being very guilty of him, even though I think he's been
it hurt me but it wasn't his fault, but it was my own fault
love him before making sure he belongs to someone else.
“I'm sorry,” I replied
gentler.
“You chased me only
to say that?”
“Iya.”
Then we stared at each other. He is very
gorgeous. That feeling I wanted to throw away slowly reappeared in my heart.
But then I realized I could never get it. I didn't
can look at him for a long time.
“I've gone first,”
told him.
Then
I put my foot out of it.
“Nugy,” call him.
I stopped my steps and looked at him.
“What's up?” ask me slowly
“I'm happy,” answered
with smile.
I was silent hearing it while looking at him for a long time though
I don't understand the meaning of his words at all.
“Heart-heart” continued.
We smiled at each other, and I went in
then I sat down next to my mom.
Mom just looked at me while smiling at me.
“What's Bu?” my many.
“Nothing, I just
good to see you,” he replied.
Then we left that place.
In the car we just kept quiet, because I didn't invite you
we talk, usually he's the one who talks first, I think he's very
exhausted today, I didn't want to talk to her until we arrived
my office. I got out of my car and I saw my mother who was silent
his seat.
“Don't stop by the house first Bu?”
my many.
“Mother just go.”
“Ooh yaudah, Careful Bu,”
I said while covering his hand.
He just smiled. I closed the car door and
they left me at the office.
I looked up at the car of my mother who was gone
leaving me, today I have hurt my mother, and also my Bidad. I
I can always tell you why I'm helpless in front of you, but I'm not
being able to understand my situation was also helpless before Zulfa, even though my heart ached
because her.
Day
here, what has happened to me. When I no longer want to be together
that woman, but still I was met with her. I don't understand with
what God is planning for my destiny, I feel like God
playing me. Whatever it is, I just hope God finds
the end of this destiny I'm going through.
Sorry
I'm Mom, I'm sorry Zulfa. Forgive me, I said in my heart.
