Wilds
FIDGETINESS
We are currently gathered in the meeting room
attended by several company officials, including myself (Directions), including,
Ali (Main Director), Nurdin (Marketing Director), Joni (Financial & Technological Director),
Rahmad (Manager Property Division), Tonny (Manager AP Bank Division), Bonar (Manager
Plantation Division), and Michel (Manager Export & Import Division), and
some people who are quite important dibapat this time include, Goddess
(Sekertaris Pribadiku), and Raisa (Sekertaris & Accounting Company).
They stood up to welcome me as Leader
the new one is none other than the Eldest Son of the owner of this Company. I
give my best smile to all of them and let them
to sit, with the Goddess and Rasia who are beside my left and right.
Without further ado, I opened myself up
first self-introduction and then follow with them
alternately, so that I can recognize each of their names along with
positions held, until all have got their turn.
I turned to Raisa to share the file
I told you to prepare to share with each one of them,
after he sat back down, I began the discussion in this meeting.
“Yang is in front
you are all the financial data of the company together with the results of production from
each Division, please check.”
They also open and read the contents of existing documents
before them. After they confirmed the contents of the document, I
and continue it again.
“It is a value that
obtained by the company within the year.”
They were silent listening to me.
“There are some that I
find it in the books every year, but I don't have much time
to discuss it all...”
“At this time I just
interested to discuss one division that bothered me after seeing
the condition of the value of its production. And that's the Plantation Division
equally we know handled by Mr. Bonar.”, I said while looking
his direction.
He looked at me between confused or groggy even scared.
“From all the businesses that
under this company, Plantation Division has more value
low compared to the numbers he should have gotten..”.
“I want Mr. Bonar
explain to me about how the actual conditions, so that the value
what is obtained does not fit as it should.”
He nodded at me, then tidied up his seat.
“Operatingly
and the maintenance and production of none of my problems
find Pak.”
I looked at him in wonder.
“A long time I want to
to convey this, but I fear it can be a burden to the Father (Father)
so that it worsened his condition at that time.”
I was still silent and ready to listen to his explanation.
“This division stands already
almost 15 years, and its production is increasing every year,
because the area is increasing every year. My capital is used for
buying a nearly bankrupt plantation. Then I became again
decent plantation..”
“But the last 7 years
since Mr. (Father) participated in Politics, this company has a lot of
shock from the outside to affect the condition of HR inside.”
Evidently.
“Meanway? I want to
hear it more clearly.” My reply.
“Oil results from
our production is hampered in the supply section pak.”
I scrunched my forehead as if confused.
“Many mafia
hamper Pak.”
“Mafia? Meanings
how?” my many.
They all fell silent as if afraid to reveal
everything is. I turned to Om Ali as if asking for an explanation from all
this, because I'm sure he already knows all this but because of my father's condition to
at that moment, he could only keep it.
“What's wrong with you guys?
Are you guys on the paycheck just for this?” just pissed.
The room was quiet again, until Om Ali decided to
speak.
“Bapak knows
Wicjaksana?”
“Yes, of course. Persons
the most powerful in this country, right? Is he what you mean?” ask me.
He's nodding.
“What does it have to do with
this?”
He breathed heavily and then came back
speak.
“Actually not only
The Plantation Division alone is rocking, but some of our businesses are also
there are many outside disturbances. Export&Import, Bank, and also Automotive
is having trouble..”
“But Plantation Division
the most affected, so get almost profit
it can be said to be unprofitable.” Om Ali explained.
I kept quiet to let him continue.
“Export&Import us
restricted even nearly stopped his license by the authorities. Bank
we start to lose most of the potential customers who decide to move
to their WJ Bank. While the oil from our palm production
it is considered not to meet good standards. Only our property is still
went well, and it has started to get interference.”.
“And all of it is
it's Wicjaksana.”.
I was silent for a moment hearing everything. I didn't
I thought the condition of this company was complicated. Not just the farm, though,
but others are in trouble too. And what I can't understand
is the reason Wicjaksana did all this.
“What is their purpose
doing this?”
“Revenge.” says Om
Ali's.
I
silent with my frowning.
“10 year ago,
the company became the promadona of this country. Some companies
flocked to invest their money into this company, even
there are some companies that want to confine their company with us..”.
“And their hope
fulfilled until many times, after that they sell it to us, and then,
and benefit from it. And it's the arena that this company became
big to date..”.
“Seeing opportunities on
our company, Wicjaksana also decided to buy this company until
you can pay 4 times. But rejected by Mr (Father).”.
“Twant to give up,
they also tried to approach this company back with a variety of
kinds of strategies, ranging from wanting to invest funds, bruising some
their subsidiary company, to invite to build a new business.”.
“But still Father
(Dad) reject it.” Connect with Om Ali.
I still keep quiet trying to digest all this.
“He already knows the ins and outs
the real outs of the Wicjaksana family are very evil and greedy. And he
also know that actually the Wicjaksana company stands because of them
“Therefore Father
(Dad) did not want to deal with him, so as not to become a victim of Wicjaksana
next, and he also did it all for us not to lose
our work.”
He paused for a moment and then continued again.
“That's what makes
Wicjaksana became a grudge against our company. Through behind the scenes she
tried to attack us several times, but always failed. Until Father (Father)
sick, we seemed to lose our mother to be able to defend against her. Business firm
it can survive because of the existence of him at that time.”.
“And now, we
it really did not turn to them anymore, so we could only
follow the flow of their game even though the results obtained should be able to
much bigger than this.” he said.
“Although this company
actually it is still very potential, and there are still many people who are still glancing
his eyes are ours, but still we can't do anything now.
Because at this time, we are already in the grasp of Wicjaksana.” Reciprocity.
He stopped talking, I looked at them all as if
not expecting this condition.
I'm still confused not knowing what to do, folks
my subordinates have already lost their motivation to rise, they are only working for the sake of
could fulfill the responsibility of being a colleague loved by my father, and
they do this also because they can meet the needs of their families
home.
I lost my mind, never thought I would
conditions like this. Company banged through sweat by my father
now almost collapsed just because of the selfishness of someone who is very greedy, even
they were able to do all this when my father was sick until he died.
My heart was upset, but I still held back my emotions
as you expected me, I should try to cool my head.
“Can I smoke?”
my many.
They also hesitated. And I just turned it on
my cigarette and then I sucked. Raisa put the ashtray near me and sat back down
his place.
I smoked my cigarette thinking about what to do
I'm doing this right now, I want to complain about this to Dad but I
so shy. He must be laughing at me for my inability to cope
current condition. I am indeed a foolish son who can only bring out my emotions
when I was having trouble.
My head was dizzy, I started cursing myself over disobedience
I could do this, I lowered my head, then looked around me who was
looking at. I held my phone as if I wanted to contact someone,
then I put it down again.
I'm like a freaked-out madman, I'm starting to
powerless for the first time in my life for my incompetence. I wanted to
vanishing my emotions but still there is shame arising in my heart, I
closed my eyes.
I saw Dad's face there, I saw Mom, too,
even I can see Rudy, Dewi, Rojali and everyone who is important to me.
Until someone came up to me and hugged me from behind
directly look towards him.
She's my wife Zulfa, she smiled at me, I fell silent
looking at her, she was much prettier than the last I saw at home
earlier. She did not lose her smile to me, I hugged her tightly until she
lost from my arms. I called him who was no longer near me.
I started to feel lonely, I was empty, I didn't see
whoever's here, it's dark, stuffy, and it makes me want to puke. Meantime
seeing my father sitting at the end of the dock behind me, I approached and sat down
next to her, I stared at her for a long time until my tears came out.
“Dad”
“You are in trouble
Nak?”
I was silent to understand his point. He's not at all
staring at.
I remember what made me feel
here, I remember about the meeting I had earlier, I remember everything, I remember everything,
Wicjaksana, and everything I talked about in that meeting.
“I'm really your son
the stupid Dad. I can't do it, I can't, even for
arouse their spirits only I can't.”.
“I'm so spoiled Dad,
I'm so selfish, I just let my friends help me all this time,
but I myself am unable to help them.”
I bowed sobbing beside my father. Him
he put his hand to my face and gave me his best smile. I
only able to look at her, until she hugged me.
“Know thyself Son,
and exceed your limits. I'm sure you're capable, you know why?” askanya
releasing hugs.
I shook my head with tears
gnaw.
“Because you're Nugy my son.”
I was silent in his words.
Slowly he began to disappear from my sight,
but this time I didn't feel lonely, the people who left me earlier
back after my father's death, I could see Zulfa, Mom, Rudi and
everyone I love so much, they all smiled at me, this time
I returned their smiles with pride in my heart.
…
I opened my eyes, I didn't see them anymore, I
I was surprised by Zulfa looking at me in a panic, and it made me
bewildered. I looked around me, and they were all sitting
waiting for me who was lying down, I got up while kneeling my forehead.
“Where is this?”
“You're in the hospital
Nugy.” says Zulfa.
“Hah? Why I exist
here?”
“Say them you
suddenly fell lying down during a meeting.”
I looked at him in wonder, I really don't remember.
“Then why you can exist
here?”
“Dewi called me, sure
I just came straight here. What's the matter exactly?”
I didn't answer.
“Nugy.”
“Have it done, we better
just go home, I'm tired.”
He didn't say anything anymore either.
We moved to go home, and followed
othersmore. Zulfa took my hand walking to see our car
waiting at the hospital door, I looked at those who were walking
behind me, and looking at them inside.
“Give me time, I
will definitely fix this all.” I assure them.
“Nugy, you ha—”
“Ku beg.” says
cutting Om Ali.
He was silent, as well as the other officials.
After that they were confident in me.
Zulfa and I left them. Goddesses set me up
and Zulfa's headed for my house. In the car I just kept quiet thinking about everything
I already knew about the company.
The unanimous determination within me began to appear, I promised
I'm going to solve this problem, for my father, for everything.
Wait for Dad, I
I will finish this, I said in my heart.
