Wilds
THE MAN LEFT (PART 1)
“Please Patricia,
only you can do it.”
“No Nugy, we can't
take her away, she's dying.”
“I just want to fulfill
his wish for the last time.”
“ITU DANGEROUS,”
he patted his desk.
I was just left speechless at his refusal. I'm sitting.
“That's exactly what I'm asking for help
to you, isn't my father's age any minute?” askaku.
He just nodded heavily
“Allow my father to leave
with us, and you're coming with us, I'll do anything for my father,
this is the last request to spend time with us,”
ogre.
I just sat there weakly after saying that, Zulfa
it calms me by holding my hand tightly. Then he stood up.
“I know if this
endangering my life. But Patricia!!! Don't we know together
that his death will soon pick him up, and he knows it too, precisely because
that he wants to spend his time with us, if that's where it is
the place he met his end, I think Dad would be happy to accept
his death while he was with the people he loved,” said Zulfa.
Patricia was just speechless when she heard Zulfa's words just now.
I think my heretic managed to convince Patricia,
to allow Dad to go on holiday with us to his birthplace
the North Sumatra.
Dad asked us to pay him a visit
in his homeland, he said he wanted to pilgrimage Grandpa's kemakam. Surely me and
the family strongly objected, because it was very dangerous for his life, but whatever
our power when faced with Father, even in the midst of death
waiting for him none of us dared to refute his wishes.
“Alright,” says Patricia
agree.
I
it's so good to hear that.
“But I'll be direct
take over if the conditions are already very dangerous, and there's no one
of you who can argue with me,” he told us.
“Thank you Patricia,
and please, do what is your responsibility, I won't mind,”
reply while standing happy.
Then Zulfa and I went to Dad's apartment
to tell you this good news.
“How we will
there?” ask Zulfa, when we were on our way.
“Take it easy, I've
set it up, tomorrow morning we will leave together.”
I stared at my bidadar, the more beautiful she became
only, then I kissed her lips, and she replied. I'm 3 minutes apart
let go, and drive back to my car.
“Last-lately you always
just gobbled me up,” the protest is upset.
“I'm surprised, your lips
it's like having a magnet to pull my lips to taste it, and so do you
my wife, so no problem, right?” belaku.
“Hmm it keeps the reason,”
he said then pouted.
“Not only that,” I said.
“last?” tanyakanya.
“You're getting more and more days
beautiful, is it because you're happy with me?” my many.
He nodded and smiled at me, and I
returned smile.
We arrived at Dad's apartment, and then we
walk in. I immediately told Mother to prepare the goods
so that tomorrow morning we can go straight to the field.
“How about the Items
Mother?” ask me.
“I've already prepared it
Nugy, you take it easy, we already believe you can solve everything,
so we also cleaned up our stuff earlier before you told us
we,” replied the Goddess to me.
And Mom just smiled, she came closer to me then
stroked my back gently, and went immunkon Apartment.
My brother and I followed him from behind.
“Air here very
windy isn't it?” ask Mom to us.
Seems
he knew we were behind him.
“Iya buk,” replied Rudy.
“This is where
you often smoke your cigarettes Nugy, just like your father” said Ibuk.
“Are you going too
following your Dad and brother to smoke Rudy?” ask her to my sister.
“No bu,” answer.
Then Mom was quiet, I'm sure she was holding back
his sorrow was deep, for soon he would be left by the only one
the man she loved her whole life. My brother and I walked up to him and
hugged him.
“I have to hold water
my eyes if in front of your father, but do I have to do it too
in front of you?” ask her with sadness.
“No need bu,” reply
slow down.
She also shed her tears even though she was
smiling, the wind here makes us very comfortable, me and my sister do not let go
our embrace to Mom.
“Leave you guys that I
got,” he said softly while hugging us both.
Turns out Zulfa saw us from the door, and
he smiled and looked at the three of us.
“Come,” Mother
call out
Zulfa walked closer to us
“I'm so glad you
already part of this family,” said Mother slowly while holding both hands.
Zulfa smiled, but I saw tears
flows through. I don't know what it is because of.
“I have 3 men
gallant in my life, and one of the three will leave me, and
one of them is not mine, she is yours, and another
later will also be owned by others.”.
“You know Zulfa? Nonexistent
which is more painful if you lose one of them. So please take care
he who is yours now.”.
“He probably will
trouble you, but he's me, if he hurts you later, remember
that who did that was me, because as Mother I was the one who failed
teach him to be a good man, and if you hurt him, then,
remember that it's me,” Mom continued.
I was silent with the feeling of the harrumph that was in my heart
after hearing Mother's words, her words always held a meaning
so deep.
“Yours will remain
be yours Mom, and nothing is missing from your side, they are
who feels lost if Mom's not on their side, so please
stay with us Mom..”
“I don't know how
being a good wife, then I need to learn from you. I don't know either
how to be a faithful wife, but after seeing you I now understand.
What then? How can I hurt and be hurt by someone who has already
taught me a lot,” Zulfa replied with a smile.
Then they hugged while smiling despite the tears
flows through.
I don't think my angel can say that,
she's a spoiled girl, but in a time I could see her as
a very tough woman just like Mom.
Zulfa my son, I
love you so much, I said in my heart.
“You're a good girl,” says
Mom kissed my forehead
Then we went inside, Zulfa did not let go
his embrace from mom, I think he wants to indulge with Mom, they too
sitting on the sofa with Dewi who is busy with her laptop. While I
go in Dad's room.
She smiled and looked at me, and I sat next to her. I
can't believe the guy who taught me so much about being a man
strong, strong and confident. Now it is in no condition
I've ever imagined at all. I smiled at him while holding back my feelings
the pain in my heart, the pain of fate that will soon lead my father to Heaven
which can not be achieved by an ungodly child like me.
“We're leaving
tomorrow Dad, I've prepared everything,” I said.
He just smiled, like he couldn't
speaking so much today, I kissed her forehead and got up
leave him. I'm not strong if I have to linger to see Dad inside
conditions like that.
I saw Mom, Zulfa, Dewi and Rudy telling me a story.
I was really happy to see it, and they looked at me, I just
smile at them, then walk around and grab my cigarette
for me to suck.
I pulled out my phone to call Rojali so she could
you can bring my stuff and Zulfa's to bring here. Zulfa is already
pulled it off before we headed to the hospital to see Patricia. Zulfa and I decided to go to bed
just stay here so that it's not too late to leave tomorrow morning. Because of the airport
closer than my apartment.
“Lu where?” much
to Rojali
“Di cafe, why?”
“Please you pick up the goods
cave home and anterine keapartement.”
“Ah, you never have
make me relax yes, kamprett,” reply annoyed.
“Waiting cave,” my last word
turning off my phone.
I just smiled, she must be very upset with me.
I have many friends in my life, but I have
decided to hang my life on my two best friends, too
with those who have pinned their hopes on me.
I promise I won't make
you suffer my friends, I said in my heart.
Long time I was in the balcony smoking my cigarette, until I was unconscious
that it's getting dark, but I feel right here, with the wind
so gently swept across my face, while looking at the full Wilderness
with the light from the buildings.
“Come to eat,” invite Zulfa
who stood behind me.
“I'm not hungry,” I replied
slow down.
“But you have to eat, though,
you didn't eat at all.”
I just kept quiet and smoked my cigarette.
“What I should throw away
your cigarette?” tanyanya was upset while holding my hand.
I'm staring.
“You're worried about me?”
ask me.
“Sure, I'm worried
you.”
I looked into his eyes, there I found the honesty
emanating from his eyeballs, it turned out that my bidadar could have a sense of worry
against me. I really never could bear to stare
his eyes are honest.
I smiled and switched off my cigarette and asked
step inside. Suddenly I felt hungry, because it was noon
I didn't eat, and it's night now.
We sat at the table, and Zulfa sat beside me, and
he gave me a rice box. I just smiled at Zulfa
serving me.
“Mothers don't eat?” my many.
“You're too busy
with your cigarette, until you ignore the man who called you to eat,”
zulfa replied angry.
I looked at him in surprise because I was suddenly angry with him.
“Hahaha rasain lu, got
rage,” taunts Goddess to me.
“We've eaten son, son,
from earlier your sister has invited you to eat but you do not pay attention to it.”
I just stare at Rudy, I'm totally unconscious
if he had called me from earlier.
“Looks like you can't
do that if it is your wife who intervened,” continued Mom while
smile widely.
I ate my nose and saw Zulfa coming too
eating beside me.
“You haven't eaten yet,”
“Be quiet,” he said annoyed.
I did not dwell on my bidadah becoming angry with me.
“Hahahaha,” the whole room
laughing to see me being angered by Zulfa.
I'm embarrassed, but I don't really care. So I
decide to spend my advice.
After we finished eating, Zulfa cleaned up our food marks,
and I was still sitting at the table eating, and the Goddess came closer to me.
“Your wife awaits you
from earlier to eat, he was very hungry, so the patient yes,” taunted
Goddess to me.
“Lu bang, smoking
mulu, sensitive little napa,” continued my sister mocked me.
I just found out, Zulfa didn't eat with them
because he was waiting for me to eat. He should have been angry with me this afternoon
I forgot to take her to lunch. I guess I should be more sensitive to it.
I decided to follow him to the kitchen to apologize
to him.
“I'm sorry,” I said
slow down.
He just kept quiet and didn't respond to me.
I turned off the dishwasher sink faucet, then ran
her hands.
“I really asked for
sorry,” I said while looking at him sayu.
He just kept quiet while looking at me.
“You always
worried about me, and I never did that to you,”.
“I don't need you
worry, just worry about yourself joints—”
I kissed her sweet lips before she finished
in other words, he returned my kiss. Then I let go
“You're a habit,” he said
pissed while hitting my chest.
“Hahaha you too
enjoy it Zulfa,” I replied by teasing him.
“Already, go. I
washing dishes,” replies while turning on the faucet.
I just stood next to him, I saw my bidadar
who was doing the dishes.
You are indeed that woman
perfect baby, my heart says.
“Until when you will
looking at me,” he said while cleaning his hands.
“I won't stop
looking at you, you are so beautiful,” I reply tease him.
He was just embarrassed to hear my words.
“Do not tease me.”
“Hahaha, you're funny if
being embarrassed like this,” reply me while looking at him lustfully.
He was silent and looking at me, we looked at each other.
“Stop that Nugy,
your gaze is terrible,” he said as he smacked my chest.
“hahaha I
want it Zulfa,” I asked him.
“You won't
get it tonight.”
“Then? when can I
get it?” ask me slowly
“Yes I don't know, I
not ready yet,” answers shyly.
I just smiled, I had to tell her, all this
too soon, I was too selfish to force my will, I guess so be it
my wife can accept our marriage status first. He won't either
everywhere, because she was my wife.
We also walked in the guest room, to the place where Mom, Rudi
and the Goddess gathered. They were talking while laughing, I was satisfied
I saw my mother laughing at this moment. Goddesses are always entertaining
anyone who's been at the lowest point of his life, I'm even
never saw the Goddess at the lowest point in her life.
“Your stuff how?”
ask Mom to us.
“Zulfa has packed it,
and soon someone will bring him here,” I replied.
Before long I answered, suddenly someone knocked
the apartment door, then my sister opened the door, and it turned out to be the Miraculous Child
long live.
“That's arrived,” I said
relax while pointing at Rojali who came carrying my stuff and Zulfa.
“For so long,” connect me.
“Diem you,” reply
annoyed.
We laughed at his frustration, I
it deliberately made him more upset, because he was very funny with an expression
that shame.
“Nugy, you're troubling him
continue,” said Mother softly to me.
“Tau nih,” connect Zulfa
while patting my hand.
“He wants to, anyways
I haven't finished talking his phone was killed,” I said in self-defense.
“What did you say?” rojali protest
I just stared at him feeling innocent.
“Do not feel proud
guilty of you yes.you turned off the phone earlier,”
We laughed when we saw him getting upset.
“I'm cool again
chat with girls, you even come in a hurry, even you turn off the phone,”
he's upset with.
“Eleeeh, most girls
also want you to spit-flash away,” reply Goddess of his torment.
We laughed again, Dewi is too honest, Rojali is
very often approaching girls but no one likes to
his presence. How not, he was too aggressive with the new woman
acquainted him.
“Already,” said Ibuk
mediates.
“You dined there, at the table
there's rice for you,” continued Mother telling her to eat.
“Nahh ginikan sedappp,”
return it while walking towards the dining table.
I followed him to the dinner shirt, and Zulfa followed me
as if not to get away from me.
“Kanya lu seneng terribly,”
told him.
“Gigi you're happy, I
pissed fucker,” reply while eating
“Uhuk uhukk” he chokes
and it just makes me and Zulfa laugh.
“Do not heat up
she's Nugy, she's eating,” Zulfa's advising me while giving her a glass of water
whites.
My midwife is very deft so a person, even a Rojali
also get attention from him. Rojali drank the water given by the zulfa.
“Tau tuh, love times
indeed he's the land of my rich fragile man,” his reply is proud.
“Hahahaa, already.
Eat it,” tell Zulfa.
I stood up and went immunocompromised to leave them
both of them, but Zulfa called me.
“Where are you?”
“Cigarette,” I replied casually.
“Oooh, yasudah,” reply
Looks like my bidad does not want me to go far
from him tonight, I'm out smoking. The wind tonight is very calm,
in this Belantar Forest, only in this apartment balcony can I find it.
Suddenly someone took my pack of cigarettes
from my pants pocket, this surprised me, after I saw it turned out
my bidadar.
“It looks good if I
sucking it,” said.
I scrunched my forehead.
“What do you think?”
continued.
“Do not,” I replied firmly.
“Then if I forbid you
also, aren't you going to suck it?” reply me.
I just fell silent, I understood what he meant.
“Your father is very healthy
he was the same age as you now, but he's only 50 now,
he was lying helpless against his illness.”.
“You want it like that?”
askinya.
Of course I know what that means, but where could I possibly
stop, so I decided to avoid it
“It had nothing to do,”
my protest.
“Then you thought what
the cause of him being like this?” ask again.
“It's already his destiny Zulfa,”
my bell.
“Are you sure
your destiny will be different with him?”
I just fell silent, how could I possibly answer him, he
it was so good at keeping me quiet.
“I didn't tell you
stop, but are you able to make my fate the same as your mother?” tannya
any more.
I nodded and fell silent
“I want you to learn
appreciating your life,” he said gently looking at me while holding my face with
both hands.
I fell silent and brought my face closer, I wanted to
kissed her lips, but she pushed me.
“You promised not to
will kiss me while smoking Nugy,” he said annoyed
“Hahaha sorry, I'm almost
forget, besides who told you to tease me,” I replied casually.
“I've been inside
in the past, I wanted to take a shower, don't forget you cleaned your body,” he said
reminded me.
He went inside and left me alone.
After I finished my cigarette, I went inside,
I saw Rojali talking to my sister Rudy, while my bidadar
I talked to the Goddess and Mother. They are the people I
be affectionate. I approached Rojali and my sister.
“Lu not coming home?” much
on Rojali.
“Kok ngusir?” tannya
any more.
“Iya, lu brisik anyway,
anyway so that everyone can rest, tomorrow morning on must leave,” I replied
relaxed.
“You are, if that's me
home.”
“You guys anter Dewi
go home,” tell me.
“Manja times, wear
delivered anyway,” got upset with me
“Yeeee, really bad lu”
protest Goddess.
“Rojaliii,” Mother
gently coding.
“He's bun, I just
kidding,” the answer is slow.
We just laughed too
“Yauda we go home first
yes,” he said goodbye to us.
They both went home to each other. I
suggested Mom and Rudy take a break, then I went to the room and was followed by Zulfa.
This apartment has only 3 rooms in it. I'm certainly with my wife, though,
and mom was with dad, and my sister was in the other room.
I cleaned my body and put on my nightgown
prepared by Zulfa my bidadar, tomorrow we will go to the forest together
Dad, Mom, Rudi, I, Zulfa, Patricia and the guy in batik with Dad
at that time, I didn't know him at all.
Whereas
Rojali and Dewi have to stay to replace me with a job here.
I hope nothing will happen to us, especially later
Daddyh.
“Sleep,” Zulfa
telling me.
I just smiled while
hugging him, he didn't seem to mind. How happy I am to have it. I
promise to make her happy forever. I closed my eyes and then we
fell asleep.
