
With
it was like how I entered my fence and I saw a car
black is parked in the yard of my house, and I really recognize that car. I
immediately get off my car that I parked neatly in my house, then
walk into my house to the living room.
“Oh has gone home my firstborn
this snob” words from a woman of my pride.
However
the phrase saying I'm arrogant makes me feel guilty, because it's
almost a month I don't see him, usually the weekend I always come
I went to my parents' house to spend time with my mom.
“Mother! Mother same who is here” my question
“Do you need to know? My son you
even already good at diverting”
“It's not so buk, I'm sorry,
I'm too busy but I promise this is the last time I look like” while hugging
my mum.
“You're a man, the first child
aslo. Deciding to go alone made me feel sad
was I wrong in educating you or-,”
“Not at all mom, I just
want to be independent I do not like to be in the shadow of anyone including Daddy”
cut me
“By going from home?”
“I'm not going ma'am, I've been
permission and I think we've been talking about this repeatedly” replied I'm a little upset because
this has been discussed often.
“Mom will talk about this
if you don't feel like you need Mom again”
“Gosh Mom, I really need
mu, very. Until any time, I'm just khilaf not coming home. Some
I'm very busy at the moment. I'm sorry Mom and I promise you this is the last”
“Already, eat Mother is cooked
what do you like” he said then pulled me towards the dining table.
I
the dining table is full of food that I like and love
misses.
“How can I not
need you Bu” I said as I hugged her.
I
so sorry to have this proud woman of mine come to see her son
this haughty one. Once again forgive me god.
Our
also eat together while I tell about my activities and mother
telling me about my sister's development at school and dad's busyness.
who is here?”
“Sama si Sam” answer.
“Then where is he? I didn't see him
fore”
“Mother sent him home. His wife
giving birth, he forced himself to deliver Ibuk here, but
I told you not to”
I
I just nodded in understanding.
Sam
I am my mother's personal driver. She's the same age as me we're 27, but
he's already married. Me? Boro-boro has never been married.
“Mother sleeps here?” my many.
“Why? Can't?”
“Gosh, Sure can, how long
could too. Mother is very sensitive today even though she is already aged”.
“I just like this to a child
my son” said softly.
Matters
it makes me quiet. I realized how lonely he was at home, I've been a long time
not seeing him, my sister was busy studying for the national exam, and my father
no need to ask, there is no reason that makes him last long in that house.
“Company Ibuk tomorrow, can you?”
“Could be Bu, we where tomorrow”
“Baby supplies store, Mom wants
buying gifts for the baby Sam” he said.
“I'll bring Mom ketoko
best, now I rest, let Mbok alone clean up this”
I said while putting down my tablespoon.
I just nodded
Without
saying nothing, I took Mom to go into the room that was cleaned
by the Mbok from earlier. After that I entered my room to
cleaning body.
Tak
long time I finished taking a shower and wearing my nightgown.I sat on the bed and
look at my phone. Lonely, no one called. I also started to dream
imagining Zulfa. If only that time
I remember to ask for his contact, my phone must have a occupant.
"Ah come on, I'm dizzy
thinking about it" I annoyed as if talking to myself.
I
I decided to go to bed and hope for it in my dreams tonight
I can get a hint about the woman.