Wilds

Wilds
GOOD TIME



With


it was like how I entered my fence and I saw a car


black is parked in the yard of my house, and I really recognize that car. I


immediately get off my car that I parked neatly in my house, then


walk into my house to the living room.


“Oh has gone home my firstborn


this snob” words from a woman of my pride.


However


the phrase saying I'm arrogant makes me feel guilty, because it's


almost a month I don't see him, usually the weekend I always come


I went to my parents' house to spend time with my mom.


“Mother! Mother same who is here” my question


“Do you need to know? My son you


even already good at diverting”


“It's not so buk, I'm sorry,


I'm too busy but I promise this is the last time I look like” while hugging


my mum.


“You're a man, the first child


aslo. Deciding to go alone made me feel sad


was I wrong in educating you or-,”


“Not at all mom, I just


want to be independent I do not like to be in the shadow of anyone including Daddy”


cut me


“By going from home?”


“I'm not going ma'am, I've been


permission and I think we've been talking about this repeatedly” replied I'm a little upset because


this has been discussed often.


“Mom will talk about this


if you don't feel like you need Mom again”


“Gosh Mom, I really need


mu, very. Until any time, I'm just khilaf not coming home. Some


I'm very busy at the moment. I'm sorry Mom and I promise you this is the last”


“Already, eat Mother is cooked


what do you like” he said then pulled me towards the dining table.


I


the dining table is full of food that I like and love


misses.


“How can I not


need you Bu” I said as I hugged her.


I


so sorry to have this proud woman of mine come to see her son


this haughty one. Once again forgive me god.


Our


also eat together while I tell about my activities and mother


telling me about my sister's development at school and dad's busyness.


who is here?”


“Sama si Sam” answer.


“Then where is he? I didn't see him


fore”


“Mother sent him home. His wife


giving birth, he forced himself to deliver Ibuk here, but


I told you not to”


I


I just nodded in understanding.


Sam


I am my mother's personal driver. She's the same age as me we're 27, but


he's already married. Me? Boro-boro has never been married.


“Mother sleeps here?” my many.


“Why? Can't?”


“Gosh, Sure can, how long


could too. Mother is very sensitive today even though she is already aged”.


“I just like this to a child


my son” said softly.


Matters


it makes me quiet. I realized how lonely he was at home, I've been a long time


not seeing him, my sister was busy studying for the national exam, and my father


no need to ask, there is no reason that makes him last long in that house.


“Company Ibuk tomorrow, can you?”


“Could be Bu, we where tomorrow”


“Baby supplies store, Mom wants


buying gifts for the baby Sam” he said.


“I'll bring Mom ketoko


best, now I rest, let Mbok alone clean up this”


I said while putting down my tablespoon.


I just nodded


Without


saying nothing, I took Mom to go into the room that was cleaned


by the Mbok from earlier. After that I entered my room to


cleaning body.


Tak


long time I finished taking a shower and wearing my nightgown.I sat on the bed and


look at my phone. Lonely, no one called. I also started to dream


imagining Zulfa.  If only that time


I remember to ask for his contact, my phone must have a occupant.


"Ah come on, I'm dizzy


thinking about it" I annoyed as if talking to myself.


I


I decided to go to bed and hope for it in my dreams tonight


I can get a hint about the woman.