Wilds
TRUTH #2 (PART 2)
I
just silent all the way, Dewi did not dare to invite me to speak, indeed
under these circumstances, it would be better not to talk to me.
I
have to meet Mom and ask her what she thinks of Daddy who wants to
selling this house, this house is the only one that still makes Mom can
survived so far even though Dad rarely came home. For the mother of the house it is
a life for all of us, a place for us to go home wherever we go, and
now that the man wanted to sell the house, what did he think? her
like trying to kill Mom slowly.
I
can't let him torture Mom, I have to hurry up. I'm definitely being
so sad now, she must need someone to accompany her, I
said my car was headed for his house.
Arriving
there me and Dewi immediately walked to look for Mother into the house, it seems we
no need to look for Mom because she has welcomed us with her signature smile
at the dining table.
The Goddess directly walked into Mother's hand then
followed by me
“You've eaten?” Ask
Mother.
“It just so happens not yet,
can I eat Bun?” whine Goddess.
“Surely dear, here sit
eat with me,” take Mom with a smile.
“It looks like my son has already
starve you, Goddess?” satirize Mom while looking at me.
“One Bun, he
unlike Mother, she was very hearty to make me hungry,” whine Goddess again.
Moms
just smiling at the words of the Goddess, then looking at me.
“You didn't eat?”
Ask Mom to me.
I just nodded because I was hungry, and I wasn't
could have lunch.
“Rudy where's Bun?” Ask Goddess.
“Just now he's gone tutoring,
looks like you're unlucky to meet my son that one,” Mother replied.
“I haven't been a long time
meet him.”
Mother just smiled seeing the Goddess sad because it had been a long time
didn't meet my sister. The Goddess is a magical woman who can make a Rudy
my brother who has a cold nature can talk and laugh freely when with him.
Even when I was with my mother, my sister was never like that
and Dad.
After we ate the meal Mother took me and the Goddess to go to
the back garden, as always, I love it.
“Wahh, the flowers are getting
just a lot of Bun,” said Dewi cheerfully.
“You will see the park
more beautiful than this Goddess,” said Mother.
“Where is Bun?” Ask Goddess.
“Sabar alone, Nugy will
making the garden was like his promise to me and the woman,” replied Mother while
looking at.
Not the name if you forget what someone promised
again the promise of his own son
“Gua can squirm it
also Gy,” please Goddess.
“Not finished Wi,”
I said relax.
“Emang has been done?”
Mother asked teasing me with a insinuating look
I was just confused not knowing what to answer, I
of course not telling people to make the park, I certainly know very well that
I like to talk with time.
“Your habit is always procrastinating
nak time,” connect Mom slowly.
“Just calm Mom, I'll
finish it as soon as.”
Mom just smiled at me. Then he said to
we were in a tone that seemed to be harboring deep pain.
“Never thought of
by me to lose this place.”
Seems
he knew that the house would be sold
“Actually what is he
think Mom, why this house should be sold, if it really needs money I can
help Bu?”
“Mothers don't think because
money, maybe that's how he got me out of this house.”
“But why thirsty
on sale?”
“Mom doesn't know, let it be
son, after all this house is also his,” replied Mother slowly and then smiled.
I wonder why it's so easy for Mom to keep her grief
in front of me, and why women like you should always be treated like
this is by the guy, my emotions are running high, my head is hot to blow it all out
my frustration with that man, I want to tell Mom everything about
it happened to me when I met Dad earlier, so that he would know that I was very
hate now. But the Goddess looked at me and gave the code
shaking his head.
Of course I know what the code means, if I vanish it, if I do,
it actually makes Mother more sad, she is very sad if her child saves
hatred for the man he loved all this time. So I decided to keep it
just, I don't want to ruin Mom's heart today, I think with presence
we have treated a little bit of his sadness for what men do
which I've been calling Dad all this time.
“Then did it
buyer?” Ask me.
“You remember Om Ali
a relative of Father who is very happy to praise you?”
I
nodding, of course I remember, he was a very happy relative of Father
seeing me, almost every time he met me he always praised me, he said there
something amazed me but I didn't know what it was, because
he refused to say it when I asked.
“He will buy
this house, but he said there was no need to rush, he wanted to wait until
Rudi graduated High School,” connect Mom.
I'm not surprised, Om Ali is a very close relative of Father
loyal to him, because Dad opened the door to his business, so I
he is deeply indebted to our family. This is good news for me
because this house was bought by Om Ali, so there's a chance for me to get
this house is for me to buy.
“Can I ask
please you Goddess?” ask Mom in the middle of our conversation.
“Sure Bun.”
“I haven't been a long time
taste your fruit soup, I want you to make it for me we,” tell
Motherhood.
“Good Bun, with pleasure
heart,” reply Goddess then go into the house and leave us both.
Ibuk really likes the fruit soup made by Dewi, I
once, not too sweet and not bland anyway, but I know what you mean
telling the Goddess to make us some fruit soup, she would definitely want to talk both
with me now.
“Where are your women?” Ask
Mother to me.
“I don't want to
discuss it Mom,” I replied.
“You quarrel
with?”
“No Ma'am, forget it
she, I think she already has a man in her life.”
“You're jealous?”
said Mother softly.
“I absolutely did not
jealousy.”
Mom just smiled hearing me say that, she must have
know my true feelings.
“I don't know what
it happened between the two of you, but I just wanted to say something
fittestou boy. If you love him, show him. But if
you don't love him, leave him. I really like him, but
you don't have to sacrifice your feelings because of me,” said Mother warmly.
Mother's words managed to make me mute, all this time I
never told my true feelings for Zulfa to Mom,
of course I have the right to say that. Looks like it's time for me
tell Mom about my true feelings.
“I love him Mom, but
I'm not sure he loves me either,” I reply.
“You've become a man
honest boy,” said Mother while directing both hands to me and me
approaching him, he hugged me while saying.
“Show him, you
surely you can, because you are my son and your father,” while hugging me.
I felt a drop of water on my neck, like Mom
what made her cry, did I hurt her? But I didn't
know where I said that hurt him. I let go of Mom's embrace then
look at his face and wipe his tears. I'm pretty sure that Mom's not
holding back all the sadness that was in his heart, I tried to persuade him
to speak to me.
“Stop saving
everything by yourself Mom, talk to me.”
“Do you hate your father?”
I just kept quiet to hear Mom say, I don't know
I have to answer what, I hate my father so much, but I would be sad if I
saying it.
“No Bu.”
“Good son, someday
later you will know without having to tell me,” said Ibuk reassured me.
Dewi also came with 3 bowls of fruit soup for
we, we also talked three while finishing our fruit soup, like
regular fruit soup made by the Goddess is very delicious, even Mother highly praised the Goddess.
Until the time it was shown at 4 pm, too,
it seems that me and the Goddess should go home. After the Ashar prayer I also invited the Goddess
go home and share with Mom.
“Bu we are returning home
ago,” my word.
“You're not waiting for your sister
go home first? you haven't seen him in a long time, ” my advice.
“No need Mom, later
we overnight,” reply me flat.
Mom just smiled, I think she understood that me and
my sister wasn't very familiar with each other, but Mom understood it, though
his heart was sad.
“Ya already Careful yes.”
“Thank you Bun, I
very happy after so long finally being able to come here again,” said Dewi
“Sing-seinglah here
before the house is no longer ours,” reply Mom with a smile
“Sure Bun” replied Goddess
vivacious
“And finish that park
soon Nugy.”
“Tickness Bu.”
Then me and the Goddess came home, I flew by Pas-Pasan
with Mom's black alpahrd car, I think my sister's home, she's been sent
pick up by Sam's driver Mother. I feel safe too, with him coming home I don't need to
worried about my mother, because someone was there at home.
“Cave sleepy Gy,” said Dewi.
“Yaudah sleep, ntar
until the cave wakes you,” reply me
“Mogil cave in office,
how's dong?”
“Yauda justin, no
will also.”
“Seenak mouth you talk
aja, tomorrow's cave how to kantor.”
“Yauda tomorrow cave pick up
lu, we go to the office with.”
“Telah.”
Then I focused on driving my car, while the Goddess
deciding to go to sleep, he must be very tired of having to accompany me all day. I
also turn down the audio volume of my car music so that he can fall asleep.
I don't know what to do with my life, should I
grateful for what happened to my family? Or I should vaporize
my frustration over destiny made my family a very special place
makes me shiver.
I passed a road that was so jammed in the Wilderness
this, until I reached the house of the Goddess who is not too big and not small
also, the house looks very comfortable to see, clean, beautiful with lights
the yard adds to the beauty of this house. It seems like a positive aura
owned by the Goddess is also infected with her own house. I woke the Goddess
“wi,” while rocking
her hands.
He woke up, his beautiful face when
waking up from his sleep. Any woman who has just woken up will
exuding an aura of her beauty? I've also seen Zulfa wake up
after returning from my mother's house.
“Udah until?” ask the Goddess
who broke my daydream.
“I—ya,” I replied stuttering.
“Lu want to enter first?”
“Gua continue, already
sleepy also cave.”
“Ooh okay.”
“Still Yes Wi, already
nemenin cave all day,” I said.
He just nodded and got out of my car,
“Be careful lu.”
I just replied with a smile, though,
then I left him with my car. I'm tomorrow already
promise to pick him up for the office together. The Goddess's house is a little far away from
my house, she's closer to the office, but it's still one-way, so I'm not
I have to go back and forth if I have to take him home.
