Wilds
THE MAN LEFT (PART 3)
I slept for a long time, I
I woke up when Zulfa woke me up.
“Wake up, take a shower, this
it's late afternoon,” tell it.
I hugged him sitting next to me.
“Let go of me Nugy,” he said
while releasing my hand from his waist.
“I want to hug you.”
“I don't like being hugged
by a slovenly man,” he said annoyed
“Your own fault.”
“Why be my”
protestations
“You shower not to take
me,” I said in a seductive tone
“Don't dream.”
“Hahaha, where's my towel,”
I said while standing.
He gave me a towel, and I went straight
I went to the bathroom to clean my body.
When I came out of the bathroom, I saw Zulfa
tying his hair. Looking at him with his hair out, it was
making me want to kiss her even more, I approached her and hugged her from
backside. He pushed me too.
“Wear your shirt Nugy,” he said
turning his face away from me.
He always couldn't bear to see my muscular body,
he was always ashamed to see it
“Why don't you look at me,”
godaku's.
“Already use it,”
tell her shyly.
I pulled him so he sat looking at me.
“You can't stand to see
my body? Or did you not expect a man like me to have muscles like this?”
ask me to tease him.
She just kept quiet with a reddened expression, I
he decided to keep teasing her.
“Zulfaa, you'll be more
surprised to see what is behind my towel,” connect me more and more
teasing him.
“Nugy, you're terrible,” he said
pushed me.
Him
stand up and take my clothes and give them to me.
I just laughed looking at my side, I really liked it
teasing her as she looks even more adorable with her face
reddened when I'm teased.
After I put my clothes on, we went downstairs to
gathered together, I saw that there was Om Zul Aunt Yuni's husband in the guest room
sitting with Dad, Mom, Aunt Yuni and Aunt Iida.
“Nugy, come here son,”
call Mother.
Zulfa and I joined them, and we
he sat next to Aunt Ida.
“That's my son-in-law,” Dad
he pointed to Zulfa with pride.
Om Zul was amazed to see Zulfa sitting down
beside me.
Zulfas
just nodded while throwing a smile at Om Zul, and was instantly reciprocated by him.
“She's beautiful isn't?” say Father
proudly.
“As you
say, she is very beautiful, very suitable with your dashing son,” said Om Zul
commended us.
Then he looked at me who was still silent.
“I heard
your company is on the rise Nugy,” he continued praising me.
“No Om, we still
trying to get ahead,” I replied casually
“Hahaha, I really like it
with mu.”
I've never had much conversation with Om Zul, but I
know he's a good guy, even though he's older but he's very respectful
to my father, even he once went down directly to help my father when the
his candidacy to be a Political Elite he's a wilderness.
“Then how about
Your Forest Land?” ask me again.
I just fell silent, and looked at everyone in the room
the guest of this house, then my gaze stopped on my father.
“After a while he will
losing one of its inhabitants,” I replied flat full of resignation.
Everyone just listened to my words, of course
they understand I mean Dad. The wilderness will lose its only
a very important person to me, even to all of us.
Unlike the others, I smiled at you
my direction. It's not Dad if he can be silent fixated on hearing someone who
insinuate him.
“The missing occupant
it will go towards its new form, and one of its inhabitants is left behind
it will transform the forest filled with green plants that calm the soul
around him,” he said to me then smiled.
“I don't need if
indeed the forest will be green and soothing, I only need residents
it remains by my side in the form of physical, and not spirit even name,” reply me.
Then
I got out of my seat and left with Zulfa
with me.
I don't care about that room after me
leaving them behind, why the moment I realized death was going to pick up my father,
I refused to be abandoned by him.
I went with Zulfa to drive the car I borrowed
to go somewhere, where we could see the sunset
very lovely.
I parked the car in the hotel yard nearby
it was, and we walked to the end of the pier near the hotel.
We saw a lot of people taking a shower that afternoon, young people throwing at each other
everyone laughs, and there are teenagers who are busy with their lovers, but there are those who
I was washed away when I saw him, a child swimming
wearing a lifeboat while being held by his father.
I remember when I was a kid, where I was
just like the little boy, my father held my hand as if afraid
I was lost in the waves, even though they were not dangerous at all. I
realize that time will never come back again, not because I've grown up,
but because of that man who will no longer exist in this world.
Amidst the sunshine that will vanish into the earth I leaned
my head knew my bidadar while tightly holding his hand, and he stroked
my head was soft, he always knew what to do when I was inside
fragile conditions like this.
“You saw the boy,” I said
pointing at the child I was referring to.
“Iyaa, I saw it,”
answer gently.
“I used to have
apparently, floating fearlessly even though I don't know how to swim, but I
sure the guy won't let me drift,” I said grudgingly while holding back
my tears.
“Cini. Precisely that guy
who will be washed away by the destiny that holds him back.”.
I lifted my head and looked at my wife.
“Can I
make him feel less afraid of Zulfa?” I asked with a witty.
I didn't realize I was shedding tears, I wasn't strong
withstanding this sorrow, my heart aches at destiny, and my heart hurts at you
god, why so soon you called my father.
“I've even been
hating that guy, even hurting him when I didn't know he was
is holding back the pain..”.
“And after me
knowing it, it was precisely the pain I got..”
“I should what Zulfa?”
I
powerless to hold my tears. I let him flow hard.just
my bidadar knows.
Then
she stroked my face gently while smiling at me.
“You don't have to do
whatever Nugy is, your father is so proud of you, that you can fulfill everything
his desire at this time. I know for a fact that he feels good about all this..”.
“What do you want him to
disappointed when he saw his son blaming himself?”
I shook my head slowly.
“Do you want more
she was miserable when she had to leave you in such a fragile state?”
ask her again.
I shook my head again
“I just met your dad
Nugy, even though I don't know much, but I do know that your father
is a great person like you.”.
“My heart hurts Nugy, too,
seeing him with his condition. I just try harder, to strengthen
my husband..”
I am stunned by every verse of the words he spoke
to me.
“So, I didn't ask
anything from you..”
“I just want us
can deliver it sincerely and decorated with a sincere smile, though
sadness and tears keep flowing.”
Each of his words managed to get inside
my heart and stimulate my brain to accept everything. Very very words
soft and caresses that make me comfortable. I feel warm near her, I
finding the remaining amount of spirit in my heart. I thank you
to God for the fate that has brought me to the woman who is now
already my wife.
“Are you going to keep going
by my side Zulfa?” I looked at him.
“I'll keep with you,”
the answer.
I looked at him seriously.
“I love you Zulfa,
when I first saw you I always thought of you, when I met you
coming back with you, my heart is so happy. And when I found out you were going with a guy
else, my heart hurts so much. And when I found out that guy could make you
comfortable to forget time, my heart is so hurt.”
“I'm jealous, I'm not
I've felt love before I met you, and I feel so
lucky to feel it for a woman like you.”.
I know that there will be no love other than you. I really am
love you so much Zulfa, my wife.”
I said everything I thought about him, I
expressing it confidently, I don't have to put it off, because he
I need to know that I love him.
I saw tears flowing from her beautiful eyes
then wet her smooth cheeks. I feel bad, did I hurt
her heart? Am I wrong to say it?
“I'm sorry if that
make you hurt, but you don't want to cry Zulfa,” I said slowly
rubbing her tears.
He held my hand that was on his cheek.
“No Nugy, I don't
injured in the slightest, I just couldn't hold back my tears of joy
hearing the sentence that I have always wanted to know,” he said softly.
“Zulfa,” gently sweep.
“I love you a lot too
Nugy, my husband,” he said as he brought his face closer to me.
We kissed for a long time, we were deep
warm and loving atmosphere. When the sunlight began to disappear swallowed
it was dark, and we knew that we loved each other
others.
It was getting dark and we decided to go home
home, they must be waiting for us both.we drove the car and left
slowly moving towards the house.
“Zulfa” call me hesitate.
“What?” tanyanya.
“What I can already
did it tonight?”
“You can do it
when we reach your Belantar Forest later,” reply teases me.
“You always postpone Zulfa,”
pissed me.
“Hahaha if only you
sooner say it, maybe you've got it.”
“Should.”
“Sure, I don't want to
having sex with a man who does not love me,” reply tease while pinching
my cheek is right where he slapped me.
“It hurts Zulfa.”
“Hahaha, I'm sorry
honey, I slapped you earlier,” he replied while stroking my cheek.
I smiled too, so glad he called me
dear.
We both went inside the house and saw them
while eating, Zulfa and I joined for dinner
joint. I haven't eaten fresh fish in a long time. I saw Zulfa being enthusiastic
I feel the taste of this fish. The fish in this city are the most
fresh I taste. It is not wrong if this city is dubbed as the City of Fish.
After eating I went to the back of the house
there's a swimming pool, as usual I took out my cigarette then
suck it. Smoking after eating is delicious.
“There's something I want
tell you,” Patricia's presence surprised me.
“Tell me,” reply
relax while smoking my cigarette.
“Your father does not want to
again treated, even he no longer wants to peel medical devices, inhibitor drugs
the pain no longer want to drink.”
I just fell silent, actually upset to hear it, too,
but what else can I do, it's Dad's will, I think he wants
ending his life faster. I can't bear to see that father either
always withstanding the pain he suffered, and impressed forced to live with
help of those Tools. We just have to obey his will.
“We just follow the will
Dad,” I answered flat.
“You crazy Nugy, can be
she will ma—”
“He will indeed die,
and that's what he wants, so just let it go,” I said firmly cutting his words.
“You can't watch your dad
dead Nugy, you have no pity at all” he replied annoyed.
“What did you say?”
He was afraid to see me.
“You assumed I wasn't
got heart?”
“IYYA?” continued
snapped it.
“Why silent?” much
again
He can't answer anything.
“I will do
whatever it takes to heal my father if that's what he wants, I'll keep feeling like I don't
tega to him if that is his will..”
“But he is not at all
wanted it. Paterina!!! you've been taking care of her for a long time, have you ever
seeing him allow even one person to put compassion on him? You
answer me Patricia.”
He was really unable to answer this time, he just
hanging to digest every verse of my words.
“Not one child
who would let his father suffer, and I'm just trying to make
I'm calm about all this, for my father who doesn't want to see children
her firstborn looks fragile in front of her.”.
I was silent for a moment to calm myself.
“Patricia, thank you
you've been taking care of my father all this time, you know even more about my father's suffering
with his illness it ..”
“But Patricia, I'm over
suffering at a time when my father didn't expect any help from me. And
I suffered more when I found out everything. And I'm more
suffered when my father was ready for his death, and I did not
ready with it..”.
“As a child, I just
want to obey death like what my father wants,” I said softly.
I shut up for a moment while controlling my emotions, then
continuing again.
“Do you understand Patricia?
You better not say that in front of me again,” my connection firmly staring at him
full-out anger.
He was just scared because of me.
Then Zulfa came to calm me down and brought me in
go inside. Though I've calmed down with all this, but it's Patricia
made my emotions peak again.
I'm with Zulfa sitting in the house, I suck
I smoked again standing up. Zulfa must have realized he couldn't ban anything
what I wanted to do right now, so she chose to sit sweetly with me to suck
my cigarette.
“We go tomorrow?”
ask him to me.
“I want a kemakam pilgrimage
your grandfather,” said Dad suddenly came with his wheelchair with Mom
helped him.
We just looked at the two of them.
“OK,” I replied casually and
throwing cigarettes.
“Why did you throw it away?”
ask Dad to me
“I'm satisfied
sucking it,” reply me flat.
“Hahaha,” he laughs
minuscule.
He came closer to both of us, and I sat down.
“Can you help me
to connect Papamu?” ask Zulfa.
Zulfas
nodding cheerfully.
He smiled, and Zulfa opened his phone
the one who never got out of his hand, then called Papa.
“Hallo Pa,” map
to papa.
Those of us who don't know what they're talking about, just
just look.
“Dad wants to talk to Papa,”
continued.
Then
give the phone to Dad.
“Loudspeaker is all
son,” tell Mom with a smile.
“Hallo” says Father
“Hahaha what are you
call me, you miss?” papa's reply is across there.
Papa does have a friendly nature, very easily familiar
with people, just like my father.
“Iyaa, it looks like I've
looking at the end of my life.”
We all fell silent.
“So, can you come
here?” ask again.
Papa was silent across there.
“I want my best friend
who bathes me,” continued Dad
His words made me, Mother and Zulfa feel drifting in
ras sadly returned, I just fell silent resigned, it looks like Dad has realized that
his death will come soon. I saw Mom trying to hold back
her crying. He would definitely go alone to bring out all his tears.
“Ah what are you saying,
you'll keep staying hid—”
“Please,” Father
cutting papa's words with a raucous tone.
We were all silent, including Papa who was also silent
across there.
“Alright, tomorrow morning I
already there with my wife,” Papa replied reassuring Dad.
“Thank you.”
“Sama-sama.”
Then
the phone is dead.
“Let's sleep, tomorrow
early in the morning we have to go there, I don't want to be late,” he said
smiling at both of us.
We entered the house and walked into our room
respectively. I can't seem to sleep tonight, but Zulfa's straight
hugged me.
“Sleep,” he said
gentler.
I returned his embrace, so
we also fell asleep.
