Wilds

Wilds
TRUTH #4



Now I'm focused


driving my car, I stared at Zulfa for a moment, I saw a look of expression


his face was happy. I'm also happy to see it.


“Thank you Nugy, I


happy today,” he said while smiling at me.


            I just returned his smile


“You'll take me


come here again right?” tanyakanya.


“Seems not.”


“Why?” tanyakanya.


“I don't want to see


acting from your Papa again. I was really emotional made earlier.”


“So it's Really


piss you off?” tanyanya slow.


“Not really, but I


wonder with you,” I replied


“Reason why?”


“What never


any men coming to your house?” I asked to go back to him


“Actually very much


who came to my house, but all did not dare to come again after meeting my Papaku,”


“So how can you


out of the house all this time?” ask again.


“If Papa's usual day


let me out as I please as long as I don't come home too late at night.


But if it's Sunday I'm not allowed anywhere,”


            I nodded in understanding.


“So it's your first day


out on sunday?”


            He just nodded happily to me.


            I saw the honesty of his face, how could


he never left the house on his weekends. Other women are very


excited to spend the weekend with friends


they each. But he was at home with his family. In order to


spoiled woman like her, I think she looks like a very obedient girl.


I was curious about the age of this girl, I thought.


“How old are you?” much


any more.


“20 years”


“APA?” surprised me.


            Damn I like women who are 7 years old


under me, and girls like this make me behave like this


children's.


SHIT!!, I said inside


hearts.


“Why are you surprised so.”


“Ti-it's okay. Quickest


you're guarded by your Papa.”


“Iya maybe because of me


also the only child, but I still feel comfortable with it. I don't either


ever fight my parents,” reply proud.


            I just smiled at her, she looked adorable


now it's.


“Then how can you


have a boutique that big with your age now, even you have to run it


part-time college,” my question to him.


“It was Mama's got, Mama,


but he gave it to me. Because of the busyness of Papa that requires


Mama is always beside him,” he replied innocently.


“Then how could you


care for it?”


“you underestimated me?”


ask me again.


“No, I just


just be curious about your young age how you take care of a boutique


that big,” I replied.


“I went to college as a Designer,


and I've won designer races a few times since I was high school.


And Ayu my best friend is a person who has experience in the field of marketing.


Even though he's 7 years older than me anyway. But we can be each other


cooperating. Even until now our business is still going well.”


            I nodded in understanding with his explanation. Although he


still young. I was amazed that he could do all that. It seems he has


she was educated as a great woman by her family. Now I'm sure


with my reason for putting love on a girl who has more age


young me.


Then


decided to just shut up, and I wasn't interested in asking about Ayu either,


because she's a strange woman like my two best friends.


“You're like a detective


just,” he said to me.


“I just want to know


about you,” replied to me while smiling at him.


            He also silently looked at me.


“How many do you think


my age?” my connection.


“27 years.”


“HAH? How can you


tahu” says I'm shocked.


“I already know from Mom.


and you know Nugy? I feel like I'm walking with Om-om only when


with you, hahaha,” reply to my teasing.


            I was so upset at his words.


“Then why do you want?”


just pissed.


“I don't know, I'm comfortable


only,” the answer is relaxed.


            My anger disappeared immediately. I smiled happily


hearing that answer, she didn't feel uncomfortable walking with me, though


I was 7 years different from him.


            I got more excited driving my car, but


as soon as I remembered about her boyfriend, I became curious. Me too


ask him that.


“I forgot to ask one


hal,” says I doubt it.


“What?” tanyakanya.


“How do you walk


with your Beloved? Didn't your dad know you had a boyfriend?” my many.


            She silently did not answer, she lowered her head, then


looking gently at me. It was as if he wanted to explain something to me.


“You misunderstood Nugy, though,


I don't have a boyfriend,” he replied slowly.


“HAH” pekikku startled ago


stopped car.


            He just went silent.


“Then the guy I beat up


that's who you are?” Ask again.


“He's not my girlfriend, he's


just trying to get close to me, I was so uncomfortable with her, but I just


plain girl Nugy. I dare not tell him that I do not like


with him,” he replied seriously.


            I can't believe a little of what he said, and


it pisses me back.


“I saw your picture is friendly


with him,” my word makes sure.


“I only take pictures once


with him, and that's because he forced me. I'm just afraid if I reject it.”


“Why are you afraid?”


“He's a son


esteemed businessman dijakarta.”


“Then?”


“He can do what


only who harms me if I reject it.”


“SCOCKSUCKER!!! Why are you


didn't tell me,” I said annoyed.


“You are very


hates me,” he said softly.


            I looked at him feeling guilty. I really have been


I had been wrong all this time, I had been trying to hate that innocent woman


I should love this.


“I've wanted to


complain to you, because you're the only man I feel can protect me..”.


“He forced me once


to kiss her, I didn't want to, and then I slapped her hard. He's direct


angry at me and slapped me back hard right on my cheek. Then he


put me down on that dihalte..”


“I'm so scared, that


the first time I was slapped in my life, I stood alone in that damn


with great fear.”.


“And when I saw you


stop, I thought you wanted to do something weird to me..”.


to make me laugh at that moment. My fear was gone when I met


with you..”


            He stopped as if looking at me proud.


“But tomorrow he


see me again when I'm on campus. My fear surfaced again ..”


“I tried to dodge,


but he always chased me..”.


“I'm afraid if I have to


complaining to my Dad. So I decided to look for you at that stop.


complain everything, but I never see you again.”.


“That's what made me


becoming more and more inseparable from him, I could only give up and follow


all will..”.


            He looked down for a moment and then continued.


“Till I meet again


with you. I found hope to be able to get away from him Gy..”.


“And when you came snickering.


I am so happy and feel safe. Because he also wants to come to mine, too,


I have the feeling that this is a good time for me to tell you everything.”.


“But you came


with your burning emotions. I really wonder Gy. You came berserk and


be cold to me..”.


“Then you beat up a man


that was just when he arrived. I'm not angry with you at all


when he beat him. But I am angry at you for doing so by


reckless to make you hurt like that.”.


            He paused for a moment with my silent eyes


mutely.


“I'm worried about you, I


looking for you, waiting for you to finish processing at that office.”.


“But you precisely


looking at me coldly, and why do you hate me so much.”.


“I really don't know


what's my fault, I really don't know who else to complain to,” he said


then back to crying.


            My life was as if it had been lifted up by an angel


ready to pick me up, all the explanations he told me, worked


making me completely helpless, my heart hurts so much when that innocent girl


this I love held back the fear all this time, he suffered so much and still can


firmly hold. But I who profess love to him cannot do


nothing when he wants to complain to me.


            I even tried to hate him, but he


not wrong, I hate him when he needs help


from me. Now the pain in my heart came along with my emotions.


I'm gonna


destroy it, I said in my heart.


            Then I rubbed the face of this innocent woman gently.


“I'm sorry Zulfa, I


I was wrong to think. I've even tried to hate you,” I said softly


to him.


            I hugged her again like this morning, I let her


crying until she stopped, I lifted her face to face


with me.


“I'll protect you


from now on,” I said firmly to him.


“But I'm scared


harming you,” reply.


“I promise you,


that I won't harm myself,”


“Start today,


stir everything up Zulfa, I will come protect you immediately, and I will


back to hating you if you hide it,” connect me.


“You understand?” my many.


            He nodded innocently to me.


“Oke, now my job


just take you fast, if not. I can really be scolded


by your Papa,” my words.


“You've made me


double-magical Nugy, if I complained to him he would be really angry


you.”


“Yes that's why not you


do”


“If I did, what


what will happen to me?”


            He actually dared to threaten me. Okay I'm gonna


makes him not warty now.


“I'll hook you,”


I said with a seductive face.


“Ishh basic pedophile,”


his reply.


“Hahahah you've been 20


zulfa's year, and your body looks seductive, too, so if I'm gonna give you that


still Sah-sah,” I said by bringing my face closer to him.


“Your brain is not


sort of Nugy, you're really like Om-om now. Stay away,” he said


pushing my face.


“Hahahaha, you are very


funny if you're being shy like this.”


“Run the car, I want to


quickly to home.”


“Why rush?”


“We must hurry,


before the devil really affects the contents of your head.”


“Hahahaha you really


funny Zulfa, now you're afraid of me, when you were enjoying the kiss


we're home,” my god again.


“stop it Nugyyyyyyyyy,


run the car.”


“Hahahha alright.”


            I drove my car fast and didn't


asked him to talk again, even now he actually wanted to fall asleep, but,


maybe he was very tired of enduring all his suffering all this time over men


that jerk.


If


he dares to do that to my woman, he will be my enemy


forever, just wait, you will be completely crushed in my hands, I said


hearts.


Streetlamps


it's so empty since it's almost too late as well, I'm really going to get scolded


by her father because of this. Often stops, so it takes a little while


until then, even though the distance of our mother's house was not too far for me. Ah


it's important that we get to his house now.


I


stopping my car, and seeing that he's still asleep, I can't bear to


woke him. But I had to keep waking her up so she could sleep more


comfortable in room.


“Fa,” I said while


shake his hand slowly.


“Mmm,” he said while


open his eyes, though,


Ya


god even when he wakes up he looks very beautiful, I said in a statement


hearts.


“Udah until?” tannya


“U—dah” I stammered.


            He got up and got out of the car, so I got down to drive him


into the house, inside we must have been awaited by both parents. I


must be responsible for explaining everything to both of them, and


Thank God they understood it.


            After making sure Zulfa was safe to get into the house, and


I also explained everything to Papa, Mama. I was direct too


pamit to go home to my house.


“I say Om, Aunte”


to them.


“Iya Careful ya” reply


them both.


            Fortunately, our house was close, so I was able to quickly


to get to my house.


Day


this is even though I haven't gotten the truth from the problems that have befallen me


my family, but I am grateful to have known the truth harbored by


My midwife. I won't hate him again until anytime, I will


protecting him from that jerk I beat up yesterday.


“Oaaaahhhh,” I have


it's starting to feel sleepy.


I


smile at what happened today, then drive my car fast


get to my house soon.


Looks like I'm gonna


good dreams tonight, I can't wait to go to sleep, I said in my heart.