Wilds

Wilds
WHOEVER I'M GONNA DESTROY #2



“Tett tettt tettt”


Sounding


my phone woke me up from my sleep, then I saw my phone and it turned out


there's a new number calling me, I turned it off. I never really wanted to


raised a new number that contacted me before he sent a message


erst.


Matters


it also made me get out of my bed, and look at the wall clock


already showing me the time of night, it seems like my sleep is avenged this afternoon. I


immediately rushed to take a shower and prepared myself to keep my promise to


Zulfa's coming to his house tonight.


            After I prepared, I immediately left by boarding


Motor Trail my pride, because it's close so I don't have to use a car, anyways


today stars adorn the night sky of the Wilderness, so


I don't think it's gonna rain tonight.


             My phone always rings


since then, but I never picked it up, until I got to Zulfa's house


even though my phone still reads, I get a little annoyed with the person calling


many times, but I still haven't responded to it for now.


            I entered my house, and then


parked my motorcycle in the yard, and I walked to the door


the house was closed, and I knocked on the door, which was opened immediately


by Mama.


“Night Aunte” my broom


smiling at him.


“Night, oh come home,”


his reply.


            I fell silent while frowning me.


“Mean aunt?”


my many.


            He looked at me in wonder, too.


“Zulfanya where?” tannya


to me.


            I was more surprised by the question.


“I would like to


meet him here,” I replied politely.


“Lho, this afternoon he


get out, Auntie thinks get out with you,” he said.


            I was silent to hear it, I had already


take him home, but why the afternoon he went out again, when I said


to him that he would come to his house tonight. I began to suspect


this condition.


“Log in first son,” take him


to me.


            I also nodded.


            Then we went in and sat in the guest room with his mother


Zulfa, his father came to us.


“Oh you apparently, where


my son?” askinya.


“I'm Really lacking


understand Om-Tante, I came just wanted to meet him here.” my jawbaku polite.


“Well how this is, I


thought he was out with you,” he said starting to panic.


            I panicked, and my phone always rang


with the same number, I got more and more upset and picked up the call.


“What business are you


keep calling me,” I said annoyed.


“It's me Ayu,” reply


like panic.


“What's up?” much


“I was told Zulfa


to contact you before he got away with the man,” he replied.


“What do you mean?” much


again start to panic.


“The man you beat up


yesterday, he invited Zulfa to go to one of the central bars


city, Zulfa called me before he left, he had to leave his cell phone


at home, because the man threatened her if she didn't follow orders from him,”


answer Ayu.


“KEPARAT.” says.


            The two old men sitting in front of me looked at me


surprised, I don't care about them, I really want to blow my emotions


to the man who courageously forced my bidadar.


“Show me where


the location,” my word then turn off my phone.


“What's up?” ask aunty to panic


to me.


“Quiet Om-Tante, I


will take Zulfa home safely,” I replied and left immediately


them.


            I drove my motorcycle very fast, fortunately


I'm on a motorcycle, so I can get to the location faster


which Ayu has shared with me. I don't have much time to


bringing some people with me, I should dare to do it myself,


although I will be wounded, I will destroy them and bring my Bidadar


go home safely.


            I know my Bidad is in danger right now, Bar where


the place where my Bidadiku was brought was a nest of prostitution in Belantara


here, let's just hope I get before he's totally deceived by men


that scoundrel.


Just be patient for a minute


honey, I said in my heart.


            With the speed of the motorcycle I was driving, finally


I got to where I was headed, without a second thought I immediately parked


my motorcycle just like that, and then walked in quickly.


            Too many people are inside, so I don't


finding my Bidadar, very crowded by the people inside, and


makes it a little hard to walk. I try to get myself out of the crowd


people who are busy swaying with alcohol flowing in their blood.


            Until I found a woman standing stiff


then being played by some guy, they're poking around with that woman, and


plays hair. I knew the woman, even though she was behind me


but I am sure that he is my Zulfa Bidadar. My heart is back covered


by my very burning emotions, though I'm not sure if I make


there's a commotion here, but I don't think there's any other way than that.


            I approach those who have already begun to embrace


my bidadar, and when I found out that guy wanted to kiss my woman, I went straight


slam my fist as hard as possible right in his face.


“BRASS YOU,” I snapped


to him.


            I'm not wasting my chance, just get on me


beat him so hard he's helpless against me. But guys


around him do not stay silent, they come forward to beat me.


            One hard punch landed behind my neck and several


the blows from them landed on my face, but many of their punches were


I managed to deflect, my blood was boiling, I thought it was a long time ago


to feel this kind of desire, that is, the desire to destroy something.


            I beat up all those who don't know me


how many, obviously they were more than five people. I landed


my punches and support to them, as they lay on my floor


they beat them mercilessly.


            Until all I've managed to destroy, neither have I


forgot to spit on the man who had dared to threaten my heretic.


“INI WARNING FROM ME..”


“IF YOU DARE TO BRING


MY LOVER, YOU'RE REALLY GONNA DIE ME MAKE..”


“I DON'T CARE WHO


YOUR FAMILY, COME SEE ME ANYTIME, I'M JUST GLAD I CAN DESTROY


YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AT ONCE”


            After I cursed him, I took Zulfa away


get out, and don't forget I gave my jacket and put it on the zulfa


from that moment he was silent because of what, I think he was very shocked


events he saw himself.


“You all right?”


many ensure.


“A—I'm afraid of Nugy,”


the answer then cried.


            I couldn't stand to see her like this, I hugged her


tightly. I let him take away all the fear he felt right now.


I've been with you,” I said calming him down.


            He cried for a long time in my arms until there were some people


coming closer to the two of us, they are Rojali, Ayu, and Dewi, I


not so concerned about their arrival, which there I was confused to see


they can come in the midst of such a situation.


“Lu Not Anything Fa?”


ask Ayu to panic.


            Then Zulfa took his arms off me and went straight


hugging Ayu while still crying.


            My heart hurts so much to see my nose cry in fear


like this, but anyway I'm also very satisfied with destroying men


and his colleagues.


“Lu bonyok again Gy” said Dewi


shaking his head.


            I just kept quiet and didn't answer, my blood was still hot, and


my heart hurts so much.


“Thank God you're safe,”


rojali said as she patted me gently on the shoulder.


            I just nodded slowly.


“You are now safe


Zulfa, many will protect you now,” said Ayu while stroking his head


My midwife.


            I saw her still crying with sadness, and then I


walk closer to him and pull his hand slowly. Then he looked at me.


“We have to go home,”


slowly say.


“I'm afraid if my Papa


angry,” reply while crying.


“I will convince


they're not going to scold you,” my words reassure him.


            He was also according to what I said.


“Caves can not be clear


now, and the heart of the Bener-Tener cave is hot, so the cave is asking you for help


clear the same cave temen,”, I told Ayu Dewi and Rojali.


            Then I went to the side with Zulfa and he hugged


close to my body, I stroked her hand gently. The shirt I was wearing


it's getting wet I think as a result of her tears coming out.


            I didn't ask her to talk, I let her


she spilled the sadness she felt. I really don't think it out


how could they treat an innocent woman like they did


earlier.


            The city is filled with demons


it's terrible, and my heretic is a victim of the violence of this city, I won't


know what danger awaits me ahead, but I certainly don't


will put my Bidadar in danger again in this Forest.


            I will try to take care of my Son, take care of him


until he was able to grow into the Wilds of my life, not the Wilds


in the growth of concrete that can afflict its inhabitants with gluttony


the burning lust. But he is the real Wild, the,


A wilderness that grows green, and is able to provide coolness, peace, and


give life strength to keep growing.


“Zulfa you are


belantaraku,” I told him.


            He still did not answer, but I'm sure he heard what


which I just said.


            I drive my bike fast, because I


also worried about the feelings of his parents who have been very


worried son. When I got home, I parked my bike


my bike neatly took Zulfa in, and when I


moving my legs, she held my hand.


“I'm afraid,” he said slowly.


“I'll defend you,”


I replied with a smile reassuring him.


            Then I took him into his house, and just like


I said, both of his parents immediately came closer to us both, and


her mother immediately hugged Zulfa with a feeling of anxiety.


“Zulfa.”


“Ma.”


            They hugged each other tightly.


“You've brought my son


go home safe,”, his father told me.


“I just kept


my promise,” reply.


            Then we all sat down, until Zulfa and his mother


stop crying.


“What should I give


for you?” ask her father to me.


“I just want water


white, I am very thirsty,” I replied casually.


“Only that?” tannya


any more.


I


just nodding friendly


            He stood up to get me some water, and then


give it to me, and I drink straight away.


“Thank you son, you


saved my son,” his mother told me.


            I'm just smiling


“What your wound feels like


pain?” ask me again.


“Nothing Aunt, I


feeling nothing,” my reply assured him.


            I actually have a little pain in the back


my neck, because one of them was beating my neck so hard, I


feeling very tired, than I fainted here better I'm soon


go home and treat my wounds.


“Then I say goodbye


it used to be Om-Tante,” I said.


“Let me take you


your home.”


“No need, I can


alone, anyways near.”


“You sure?”


“Iya om.”


            Then I got up and walked out of the house.


            When I was about to start my motorcycle, suddenly


Zulfa came to hug me from behind.


“Thank you Nugy,”


said slowly.


            I got off my motorcycle and looked at his face.


“It's okay, I'm just


thank you,” I told him.


            He looked at me as if wondering.


“You already believe


to me, I'm so happy,” my connection.


“I will always believe


to you,” reply with confidence.


“Ya already, rest.”


“You, what not


pain?”


“No feels at all.”


“Really?”


            I just nodded and rode my motorcycle, my body


it's starting to stagger.


“I'm home yes.”


“Be careful yes.”


            Then I went home to my house.


            I've paid for the trust he's given me,


I have also saved my Son from the cruelty of the Beings


endanger himself.


            I made him and his family believe


to me, I think that's enough for me. Even though I don't know my Big Dipper


love me or not.


            When I got home, I immediately


lying down, without changing my clothes, my head felt very


dizzy, and my pandagan feels circling, I will definitely faint, but


I feel comfortable being in my bed. And there's no one


knowing my weak condition besides you is the LORD.