Wilds
TRUTH #2 (PART 5)
Subsequent to
several hours I fainted I realized, my head was dizzy because of what,
I saw Zulfa sitting beside me holding tightly to my hand.
Rojali, Patricia, Om Ali and his wife who were also present stood by
our.
I
thinking back to my father, I miss him, I have to see him, to
apologized to him. I stood up immediately too.
“Where are you?” ask Zulfa.
“I want to see my father,”
answer me firmly and then leave.
Outside the house I saw it was getting dark, when
I want to open my car door, and suddenly Zulfa runs after me.
“What's up?” my many.
“I'm coming,” he replied.
I was just following his will, at a time like this
he won't let me dissolve in my own grief, so I let him
he's coming with me, in the car we're just quiet, I don't want to
speaking and Zulfa was just trying to understand my current condition.
We also arrived at the apartment that belonged to my father
not far from Om Ali's house, we immediately got off and walked towards the elevator
holding my hand to calm myself, the elevator door opened, we
just walk towards the apartment door and knock on it. Not long door
it opened, and my sister opened it, she was shocked to see
my arrival.
“Abang.”
I ignored him, I immediately walked inside
holding Zulfa's hand beside me, there was Mother, Goddess and
the guy in batik I saw with Dad when we met at the cafe
yesterday's.
I saw my father lying helpless
with medical devices that I don't know are anything, it looks like it's booked
special only to my father. He was so skinny from the last one
looking at it, I think when I met yesterday he was wearing layered clothes to
I don't look skinny in front of me. I saw no more strands
hair head. I approached him with a limp with Zulfa who continued
followed me.
“Nu gy? A son of mine,”
call terbali.
I just sat there holding his hand
very weak, I tried to hold back my tears, because I knew that my father didn't
liked it.
Dad looked at my son.
“This is wa ni ta ya ng
se la ma this is your mother ce ri ta right?” ask again slowly.
I just nodded, unable to speak
in front of him because I was holding back my tears. Dad let go of his hand
I held her, she pointed her hand as if to reach Zulfa's hand, and
Zulfa also reached out to Ayakkudan's hand and never left.
“Te ri ma ka si h, you su
dah ha dir un tuk my son.”
“I—ya om,” said with
staggered.
I saw Zulfa's tears flowing down his cheeks,
I don't think she can hold back her crying, so I understand.
“Bi sa I have bi ca
ra de ngan me re ka sa ja,” said Father to others.
Paternity
code to all that he just wants to talk to me and Zulfa, they
obeying his will.
Dad looked at me softly. I couldn't look at him for long,
the sadness in my heart began to be irregular to make me want to cry.
“Mena ngis lah nak.”
Father's words managed to make me break my tears, she
I knew I was holding back my tears, but I was trying to appreciate the principle of his life
who don't want to be handled by anyone. But this time he allowed me to
crying in front of him.
“Ka u su dah de wa sa,”
he continued while releasing Zulfa's hand and grabbed my hand.
“I'm so sorry
I did, I was so stupid to be late figuring this out, I'm sorry,
I'm so sorry to you, I hurt you, when you fought
endure your pain, forgive me Father,” I said as I held back
my tears.
Zulfa hugged me from the side trying to calm me down.
“Tak a pa nak, ak u te
tap bang ga pa da mu,” while putting my hand on her.
Then my father looked at the ceiling of his room.
“A by me at ing in me
li hat ka lian men ikah, ta pi a ku do not me mi ki ban yak wa k tu.”
I was a little surprised by what Dad said, I
know that he doesn't have much time left, and I want to keep it all
his will, and I know Dad hates him so much if I do it over
because I feel sorry for him. But I had no other choice, I didn't
thinking about Zulfa's feelings, I just wanted to see Dad happy this time.
I've got to do it
right now, I thought.
“I'll marry her
now also Dad,” I say sure.
I don't care what expression is shown
my bidadar, and I only saw my father who was looking at me gently.
“Be narc ah?” ask Dad.
I nodded trying to calm my tears.
“I have already
planning to marry her, I think this is her character,” I replied
convinced him.
He saw Zulfa as if to confirm my words
just now.
“Be with?”
“Iya Om, we've
planning to get married, I'm willing to do that now, I'm even very
happy to be married soon by Nugy,”, Zulfa said with a smile.
I
just grateful that Zulfa really appreciates our current condition,
even though I don't know if it's honest or just to convince my dad.
Dad agreed, I walked right out
with Zulfa, and tell Mom and the others that I'm going to marry Zulfa
tonight and in this place as well, I also contacted Rojali to tell her to
bring the ruler here any way, and he moves without much
queried. While Zulfa also contacted both of his parents, and I don't know
what is he talking about.
“How about Papa
and Your Mama?” ask Mother.
“I've contacted
they are ma'am, and they are on their way here,” he replied
smilingly.
Mom talked to Zulfa, and I went to immunkon
to smoke, I'm so dizzy, I'm strees, my head seems like it wants to explode,
why is all this happening so quickly. I can't really understand with
all the truth of this, and now all this is taking me to the next level
I never thought about marrying Zulfa. I didn't know she was
love me or not, obviously I just want to prove it in front of you
that I would really marry her right now.
As a child of course I have tarnished the principles of my father's life,
but I really don't have any other show to make him happy at the moment.
I'm sorry, Dad, I said inside
hearts.
I spend my time with 2 cigarettes
I sucked it out and suddenly Zulfa came to call me.
“They're all already
come,” said.
I nodded and put my cigarette out and we
walking inside, there were Papa, Mama, Rojali, Patricia and Om Ali
with his wife, bringing a ruler.
I walked over to Papa and Mama, then sat down with my head down
in front of those who were sitting on a couch.
“I asked Pa's permission,
to marry your son,” I said firmly.
“Do it,” reply Papa
smiling at me and Zulfa standing next to me.
With this brief incident, I was amazed
Papa is very perceptive to digest the current situation, I don't know him
I really respect it or not. But I don't have much time left
to think.
We all entered the room where Dad was
lying weak, I saw Papa slipping into Dad's hand while inviting him
speak.
“I'm not worried if Nugy
who managed to have my daughter.”
“Te ri ma ka si h,” reply
Daddy soft.
“Let's start,” said Papa.
Mother gave me her jewel ring, this is a gift
Dad when he's lonely because Dad doesn't come home. He gave me a ring
that, “ said the father was her, so
belong because I am yours and I am happy to be yours farida.”
The wedding began, with a jeweled ring
given Mom to me the marriage went well without any
failure, I also loudly retraced my pledge without repeating. At that moment
with witnesses who were present on December 2, 2020 at the same time
in short, Zulfa and I were lawfully married. Didn't forget us
they all said Alhamdulillah.
I saw Mom crying hugging Mama, I didn't
knowing what I should feel right now, I managed to make my bidadah
as a wife, but my heart still feels empty.
I better not think about it
before, I said in my heart.
Mom, Papa, Mama, Om Ali and his wife are together
with dad in the room, while the others were busy telling stories in the living room, I
sitting pensively in my own seat, it seems I need to smoke another one
to calm myself.
I went to immunosupply again to smoke, then Rudy all of a sudden
coming from behind me.
“Happy bang,” said.
I just looked at him for a moment and then came back
smoking my cigarette again.
“I'm sorry I hid it,”
continued.
I still didn't respond to it and was busy with my cigarettes.
Suddenly
The goddess came and called Rudy.
“I miss you, come on
accompany me to talk,” take her to Rudy.
The goddess knew very well that I could not be spoken to
right now, and I don't understand why the Goddess is here, but I'm not interested
discussing it, my mind is empty of what is happening right now.
When my sister and Goddess moved wanted to leave
leaving me, I said something to my sister.
“I'm waiting for you to
keep your promise to Dad, at least with that I can sincerely accept
all this.”
He smiled at me and went with the Goddess
go inside. And I continued to smoke my cigarettes.
This truth is very
it hurts my heart, God, I said in my heart.
“All running so fast,”
zulfa's presence suddenly broke my daydream.
I just kept quiet and didn't know what to answer.
“I wanted to
relax in the cafe, and accidentally meet you, then your best friend pulled me
to come, and now suddenly I'm your wife's legal, I don't know
the intent of all this,”.
I don't understand, either, if Rojali doesn't
interestingly coming along, we probably won't be husband and wife at this time. Come on
my bidadar, let alone you, I just don't understand how this fate could be
brought us here.
“I should call you
what now?” askinya.
flatfoot.
“I can understand
your condition now, the condition where you can't understand how I feel right now,” he said
ogre.
I threw away my cigarette and looked at him, I didn't
understand what he's feeling now, while he's been trying all day
understanding me, he didn't even leave me alone the moment I was swallowed by
my deep sense of sorrow.
I saw him, he was my heretic, who had wanted me all along
have it, and now it has managed to be mine in such a short time.
I brought my face closer to her, then***** lip
sweetness, so long that I drown in the feelings I've had all along
feel for him, warm and loving. Then I let go.
“You just gobbled me up,”
his protest.
“I'm your husband now,
so I'm free,” my bell.
“This is the last time
you kissed me after you smoked.”
I just smiled thinly.
“It stinks once nugy”
call him annoyed.
“I'm sorry, I promise.”
He was silent while not removing the scowl
his face.
“But it's a pity for us
not at home.”
“Why?” tannya
“I will definitely go straight
devouring every inch of your body,” I replied in a seductive tone.
“You can't do
that,” reply with a flushed face.
“Why? I have become
your husband now.”
“Yes even so, I
don't want to do it, I've never been at all.”
I can see his face flushed
“Just calm down, I'll
teach you.”
“You've never been
doing it?”
“But.”
“Then how can you
teach me.”
“Okay, let's see
later,” I said while stroking his head.
With her innocent face she fell silent looking at me.
“Ayok in,” connect me
take her.
He nodded, and we walked in,
I saw Mom, Papa and Mama just coming out of Dad's room, they
walk over to me and Zulfa.
“Papa and Mama go home
in the past,” said Papa.
“Then I?” ask Zulfa
hugging Mama.
“You already have a home
only now son,” answered Mama while stroking Zulfa's head.
“Tomorrow come home,
we have a lot to talk about, while you pick up my son's stuff,”
papa said to me.
I
just nodding, he smiled and patted me on the shoulder.
I don't know what that smile means, he does
going home with his wife, Zulfa and I went into Dad's room, because Mom
told me to go home, because it's so crowded here, and I can't
we both got to sleep here.
I saw Dad was asleep, so we decided
just to sit with Mom. Then Zulfa and I went home.
It was late and the streets were quiet, I
decided to drive my car quickly, because me and Zulfa were too
we are tired today of what happened to both of us.
At home, Zulfa and I walked in
homehouse.
“I have to how?”
tanyakanya.
“I don't know either, I
very tired, we should just sleep.”
“I?” ask again.
“Ya go to sleep
with me,” I replied with a smile and looked at him lustfully
“Your eyes are creepy Nugy,”
said it.
“Take it easy, tonight
I'm so tired, I won't do that now,” I assure him
And we entered my room, and I took a towel
just to give it to him, he'd want to clean his body first,
he must be very sultry.
“You didn't take a shower?” tanyakanya.
“You want to take me
shower together?” reply again.
“Nak only, it's not
it will happen,” he said then went into the bathroom
I smiled at this cute behavior.
Then
I sat on my bed that was very wide and soft while bowed by crossing it
down my head, I thought about all the things that happened today, I was so
confused, and sad. I was confused as to why I could marry my bidadar with time
this very short one, I don't even know how she really feels
towards me, and he never knew my true feelings
against him. Let only time be able to answer my confusion,
notah.
I
sad, after knowing my father was at the end of his life, I don't know what
all I have to do, I really want to accompany my father ahead
his departure, but I know he doesn't want me to be by his side constantly,
he wants me to work hard to move forward rather than reflect
fate for what happened to him.
I'm confused Dad, I
should what? I don't want to lose you, but I don't want you to feel me either
pity you, I said in my heart.
Zulfa came out of the bathroom wearing a thump
all I gave her, I saw her, she was so beautiful, I saw her body
wrapped around her, her skin was smooth, white and sexy, with her body
solid not too high and not short anyway, I became anxious to see
this body of hers and I just first saw her like this.
There is an instinct that rises from me,
I walked closer to him. He looked at me full of fear and his face turned red.
“What do you want
do it,” he said while away from me.
“Hahaha why are you scared,
I'm your husband,” reply I fucked him
“You said you wouldn't
do it now.”
“Yes, but I changed
the thought after seeing you half naked like this,” replied to me while approaching
direction towards
“Nugyyyy,” whining
closed his eyes and pushed me away.
“Hahaha you're so funny, though,
well I won't do it now,” I said.
Then
took my hand and went to the bathroom to clean my body.
After I got out of the bathroom I saw Zulfa
still wearing the towel he was wearing earlier, he was sitting on a mattress. And
behind me.
“It looks like you did
want to take me to do it,” I said.
“Enak only,” reply
Then
he looked at me who was wearing only a towel.
He looked at me, I think he was amazed to see
my muscular body and my sixpack stomach, this is my chance to
teasing him.
“You are tempted by
my shape?” ask me in a seductive tone.
“Ti—no, get your clothes on,”
tell him to turn around.
I just laughed at her expression, and I knew her
was lying.
“Why did you tell me
wear it, while you're not wearing it, my god”.
“I don't have a Gy” change of clothes
I just kept walking to pick up my clothes,
then I gave it to him.
“Use this,” I said
gave her my shirt and shorts.
She went to the bathroom to wear it, and so did I
wearing clothes. When she came out of the bathroom, I smiled seeing her who was
wearing my clothes, he looks very funny with his oversized clothes on his body
that's.
“Your clothes are huge,” he said.
“What's wrong, you look
very adorable wearing it,” reply I relaxed.
She was embarrassed to hear my compliments.
“Come we sleep.”
“Please promise me you don't
doing Strange Things.”
I just smiled, nodded, and went to turn off the lights
my room, then I lay down and she laid her body
beside me. Honestly, I can't sleep tonight, but the clock's up
show at 1 p.m. I saw him lying next to me, and so did he
haven't slept.
“You didn't sleep?” much
facing him.
“I can't sleep,”
he answered while facing me.
It seemed like he was confused thinking about the events
strange that befell us, I just met him at the cafe this morning and now
she was with me in my bedroom bed, I think now is my chance
to understand his feelings, I tried to calm him down, so that he could
rested.
“I don't know I should
tell you what, I apologize for involving you in
this situation we cannot understand, Ay—”
“Tak what Nugy, we just
need to start living what is happening,” he said calmly with a smile.
I was very happy with her answer, too,
my bidadar you're so special in my eyes, then how am I in your eyes? Just you
who knows.
I brought myself closer to her, and hugged her, of course
he just pushed me.
“Why?” my many.
“I never sleep
with men, what else to cuddle,” upset.
“Not this one daily
have you hugged me a lot?” manyu tease.
“Yes earlier it was just a reflex
because you're fragile.”
“Now I am
fragile, please.”
Then I hugged him and closed my eyes, and he
returning hugs. I felt something warm in my heart, and
I felt something refresh my mind.
My wife, I
love you so much. And I will try to make you love me, I said
hearts.
