Wilds
TRUTH #2 (PART 1)
I was always very
feeling bored if I just stay in the office, I prefer if I have to go down
more than sitting in a room like this. Room filled with documents
which hurt my eyes, but the Goddess once said to me, The king does not
can just leave the palace.
Than I get tired of mending I just call the Goddess
in my room, to accompany me to tell a story, I called him using the phone
the office and told him to come in my room.
“What's up?” tannya
“Cua could die because
bored in this room,” I said.
“Free, cave ga will allow
you make spaciousness Gy.”
“Lagian ntar lu black
get hot if the spaciousness, you want tuh ilfil girl see your skin if item.”
“I'm not discussing
him,” I answered flat
“What's up, fight again
lu?”
I just kept quiet, I wasn't interested in zulfa
this time, I better discuss the matter of father inviting me to meet him at noon
later.
“Bokap nelfon cave overnight,”
I said slowly.
“Ha, continues?” tannya
curious.
“He met ntar
noon.”
“Lu want to.”
I just kept quiet, didn't answer
“Gy, gua tau you don't like
same Bokap lu, but he will keep your Bokap as well,” he continued to advise me.
I was silent and did not answer
“Gua come along, it's been a while
also did not meet Bokap lu.”
I'm still silent not answering, I don't like my father,
but on one hand I miss him being in front of me. Looks like an idea
it's good if I go see him with the Goddess so as not to feel awkward after
long time no talk to my dad.
“Ya already,” me
assented.
“That dong.”
I just smiled, took my cigarette and
sucking on it, he looked at me while shaking his head.
“Smoking while copying
good,” I said code it
“Mending direct
leave aja deh yuk, already want 12 hours too, you can coffee there,” invite him.
“Lunny you, where is possible
cave smoking front bokap.”
“Diih, yes don't
smoke, finish first your cigarette a stick, just stay coffee deh there.”
“Say you don't want to
bawain coffee for cave.”
“Yeah, baperan lu,
if you make coffee here so long ago, kasian Bokap you wait ntar.”
I also only obey and the truth, said the Goddess I will
it's too late to see Dad because I spent a cup so long
coffees. I also finished my cigarette, then immediately went to the location
it was decided by Dad.
…
This place hasn't changed at all, the place where I
I used to talk to you together when I was in college
he has not worked as a Political Elite. When I was in college I lived in
Dad's apartment in this town, because it's a long way off if I have to go back and forth
from the campus to my campus in Jakarta.
Usually
My dad brought me here almost every Saturday. He told me that
every Saturday he always has a very important business in Jakarta, however
I don't know what it's about, because I never asked.
Since he established himself as one of the
Political Elite in the Wilderness, we've never been here again
now he's taking me back to meet at this place.
I walked into a cafe that was not so big yet
not also small, simple but very warm atmosphere in it. I look
around the cafe but it seems that me and the Goddess arrived first, then
we decided to sit and wait for Dad.
“Mau mesan what mas,”
ask the waiter while giving him the menu
“Later, being
waiting for another,” reply me
“Good mas,” then he
leave us both
“Bokap you know also the place
cool like yak.”
“The cave used to come here
ama her while still in college.”
“Teruss, Now still?”
“So, just this time again
he took the cave.”
“Bokap kangen kali ama lu.”
I didn't respond to the words of the Goddess, because I wasn't sure
if my father has a longing for me, how can he miss me
His wife alone he always left in loneliness in the Palace that he
wake up to his family.
“That's why you're so,”
point the Goddess towards the outside door of the cafe.
I also looked at the direction that the Goddess pointed to, he was my father
which all this time I miss his presence after I have not met for so long,
because when I came here he was always not there, and as long as he was in Jakarta
I never met him either. I only met him when Lebaran
two years ago. Lebaran yesterday I didn't come home because I left it alone on the ground
saintly. When I got home from there I never saw Dad again.
Something was strange when I saw him walking
entering the cafe with one person in batik clothes who accompanied him, since when
he has guards, I wonder. This guy looks skinny now, what's with
he was, was it because he was too busy to even notice himself.
My father was very tall and dashing since I last saw him, but
now different, he looks a little skinny. She smiled and saw me
stand in her face followed by the Goddess.
standing next to me
Father sat in front of us, and I and the Goddess
sitting next to each other, the man in batik clothes was sitting somewhere else a little far away
from our.
“You've been a long time?”
Ask.
“No kok Om” reply Goddess.
“I haven't been for a long time
seeing you Goddess,”.
“I too, Om in sight
skinny now,” said Dewi
My father
just a thin smile.
“But Om is healthy right?”
resumes again
“You've seen me
pain?” reply Dad asked with a smile
“Hahaha is right too,
I have never seen Om sick” replied Dewi.
Dad was never sick, at most just cheerful
but he's very good at recovering quickly, Dad's very good
given his physical condition, he rarely became ill.
I just kept quiet to see the two of them talking, Goddess
it is very close to my family, for Father and Mother, Goddess already
they think like their own daughter, so it's no wonder that Dad feels too
happy to talk to the Goddess.
But
he'll want to see me, you better talk about it, I don't like it
pleasantries. My heart was happy to meet Dad, but on the side
another my heart aches at the sight of her behavior that always leaves Mom at home.
“Om want to mesen what?” Ask
Goddess while calling the servant
“Copy only,” replied Father.
“Om not eating?”
“No need, I'm in a hurry.”
“Lu mesen what is Gy?”
“Coffee aja.”
“Kok on don't want to eat
hell,” pissed off Goddess
“Hahaha,” Dad too
laughingly
The goddess gave our menu and order to the waiter, then
the waiter left the three of us.
“You're a copyist
like me now Nugy,” Dad said
“Dad is hunting
don't you? so straight away what exactly brought me here?” reply asked
kettle.
“Nugy,” says Goddess while
smacked my hand.
“Tak what Goddess, she
seems to hate me now,” said Father casually.
I just kept waiting for what he was going to say
to me
“I just want
told me I'd sell our house, as a member of your family
must know this,” he said firmly.
“APA,” reply to me in shock.
“I've expected your reaction,” he said.
“A Political Elite
in need of money apparently to have to sell the treasure that becomes
a precious place for his wife, whom he often left behind,” my reply while
sneer smile.
“I don't care about you
say what Nugy, I'm here just to tell you,” reply.
“Until when?” my many.
My emotions
very peaked now
“What?” hernia.
“Until when do you continue
torturing my mother? have you turned into a demon just because of the throne and
the treasure you got in this Wilderness,” I asked.
“Oohh, you've already
good at being disrespectful to me,” replied insinuating me.
“I don't care, anybody
what ruined my family, he was my enemy, and I don't need to be polite with
my enemy.”
“Oke then can
you give back what you got from your enemy?”
I
just a silent, unmoved voice, I just spoke without thinking, my emotions
too high until I say something that can make me not
warty.
“You can't? Yes already
I'll just say that for you, you're a big Nugy, you better be more
think, and control your emotions well,” he said then stood up.
“Om go first Goddess,” while
passed away followed by the person in batik clothes earlier.
“I—ya Om,” says the Goddess
confused as to what he should be like for what happened between us
both.
He might be upset with me being disrespectful to you, Dad,
but he also understood how I felt, so he didn't scold me, he did
let me shut up first.
“Let's go,” take me.
“The order is not yet coming
Nugy.”
“Udah stay paid aja,”
tell me.
“Nug—”
“Cave to Mom,”
i said lirih.
He just looked at me for a long time.
“Yaudah, but the cave's coming
yeah,” he said slowly.
Seems
he understands my feelings at the moment.
I nodded then went to pay for our order
it hasn't come yet, but it's better to get paid.
