Wilds
FETTERED
Afternoon
this rain so vented all his frustration towards this wilderness earth
mercilessly and without pause, I thought what disaster would happen after the rain
which hit this. Will it be hot news in the next few days or
god advised the rain not to hate its creatures.
“Oi, daydreaming aja kau” said one
the barista is none other than my best friend Rojali.
“gua is just another pity to squirm
rain, until when should she cry” my reply without allowing my gaze.
“Approximately if the cave is entertained, tuh
rain will stop gak” connect me as if talking to myself.
“free!!! Comforting myself
just you can't, pretentious to comfort the rain anyway you” reply
“Kampret lu” Ketusku
Phrase
rojali managed to make me wonder how many times, because of this
it's been my hobby ever since, the incident where I took off
something I haven't been able to grasp. This incident is only a few weeks
the past, the events that managed to make me a boring man.
***
I
knowing a woman in the rain that flutters this wilderness.
The woman who when I look into my eyes can't seem to hear, when she speaks
my ears cannot see.
Ah!!! I fucked up until I had to
reversing the functioning of the senses in sentences. Not without reason, but
because he's so perfect.
Hodiernal
in the rain that was pouring down on the city, he stood right beside me. Of course
I would not waste staring at her beautiful face. I don't know
her name, for sure she's a beautiful, sweet, white woman, and
black hair that was beautifully decomposed with her body that was not tall, she said,
about 156 cm.
“There's what”
Suddenly
I woke up from my daydream when a voice I could not see reprimanded me.
“O-ooh is nothing” I split
in seagrass.
“From yesterday saw the cave, did we
ever known?” tannya
“Yes, you look the same girl who cave
see from earlier” answered me
“Yes it is, you see it gua”
reply
“Hahaha, cave name Nugy, your name
who?” I said, extending my hand to him.
“Zulfa” Cave answers smile
shaking hands with me.
Her hand
very gentle, her smile was very sweet, and the sincere look from her eyes were
sayu lovely.
"Lu likes to be dumb? "
tanyakanya.
me
also realized from my daydream due to the beauty of him.
"Sorry, the cave is thinking
the debt" I replied as I took off his hand that I had been holding. She was too
laughing at my answer, as well as me who seemed to misbehave.
Our
talk long while joking until the rain subsides not so long. Our
even separated, on the way home mercilessly I always imagined it, but
something stuck in my mind and I don't know what it was.
Arriving
at home I parked my motorcycle, got off and walked
get inside my house.
"Cock smile smile smile of your own
den?" ask my housemaid.
"I've met the angel
mbok" I replied happily.
"Oh yeah? Where's?" tannya
any more.
"Stopped here"
answer me
"Ah aden is there"
reply the mbok wonder.
"I'm serious mbok" I said
convinced him.
"Mbok don't believe that you don't see
directly" he said to me.
"Hahaha, I'll introduce you tomorrow
he's the same mbok" I said proudly and then went to my room to drop him.
In spite of
that mbok is my maid, but I'm close to her like one
son and mother. When I was about to walk into the room I was surprised by
my words just now, "I'll introduce the same mbok" I said in
hearts.
"AH SHIT!!!" my screeches
strenuously
"What's the matter" shocked mbok
who ran straight towards me.
"I forgot to mbok" I said
while patting my forehead.
"Forgot what den?" hernia.
"I forgot to ask for his contact,
ahhhh this shucks me" I'm upset with myself.
"Ohhh, what do I think. Aden
the hell" he also got upset with me and went back to where he was
reused.
Quickest
just from earlier something stuck in my mind, it turns out this. How foolish
i'm.
“Kampret” annoyed me in heart.
I
I walked into my room to take a bath with a very upset mind
myself.
Since
from then until now I have not stopped thinking about my stupidity. Upstairs
my bed, I wonder if there will be time on my side to
meet him again or time just gives him a chance
once for me to enjoy his face which then goes away without me having to hold it. If
the saying goes that a soul mate will meet again. Now I am very
expecting that soul mate is her.
Ah
never mind, I'd better get some sleep, tomorrow I'll just find him around
that stop, with my feelings of annoyance, I fell asleep tonight.
…
Tomorrow after returning from the office,
I also stopped by the cafe where there is my best friend rojali. I told you everything
what I did with zulfa yesterday, so I'm pissed at myself because
“Begok times you”
“Gua forgot son of a bitch” my bellow to Rojali
who's upset because I'm so stupid.
“Eating it forgets you, eat”
"From you nagging, mending
you make coffee for the cave" I told him
"I'm angry again"
the shame on me
"Yes, the cave wants coffee. You make
aja first, ntar connect again." reply me
"Ahhhhh. yaudah" he said
get upset and go make coffee for me.
I
only a small laugh saw him who was upset but still wanted when
I told him, but he never refused.
Rojali
he worked as a manager at my cafe, since graduating High School
he has moved to Jakarta because for him this wilderness is a city
his dream since he was a child, even though he also came from a big city in Sumatra
North there exactly Medan City. I met him at a bus stop nearby
my campus, he's like a confused person even like that person
starving. Because I felt sorry for it so I tried to greet him, and my guess
right, at that time I managed to save one strange human life because of him
had not eaten for two days and had to be expelled from his boarding place, since the incident
that's why he's always been loyal to me.
Whereas
I was the first of two brothers. Since childhood I have been physically endowed
the perfect. That's what people who think so say. I didn't
like my sister, I was a cool, naughty, reckless man. I have
a family that can be said to be rich, it is because of my father alone. My father
is a man who is also original from the terrain like Rojali, but has crossed paths
buana since she graduated High School to go to this wilderness. Well, in the woods
it was this wilderness that she met a woman who was now my mother.
My mother is a native woman from Jakarta. She is the only woman
precious in my life, she has a gentle yet firm personality.
I
having a little sister who is whiny and not attractive at all, her name is Rudy.
he's different from me, he's an innocent, submissive, and whiny guy, but he's
having a brain that's very smart and very different from me that's just
bestowed luck fate from birth. Haha.
Long ago
we are a very warm and affectionate family
me and my sister, we are not familiar at all, I also often scold even
beat him. We haven't played once since we were kids. I think he's
hate me so much.
Now
my family has changed since my father served as a political elite
in this wilderness, the only thing that didn't change was my mother and my relationship with
my sister. is still the same, not getting along.
Subsequent to
a little while I waited, Rojali came to bring me coffee.
even though I appointed him as the manager of my cafe. But I admit
if he is also good at making barista-style coffee, therefore, every me
here I just want him to make me some coffee.
"Now" he said with
putting coffee in front of me.
"Well, dong" I replied
thrilled.
"So how?" tanyakanya.
"What?" ask me wonder
to him
"Yes that girl"
his reply.
"Ohh, don't know" I replied
resignedly.
"This is, you deserve to be single
continue" he mocked me.
“Udah justin, ntar also met”
sipping my coffee.
"Ahhh scrumptious" I said
then I took out a cigarette and smoked it.
"Jude, I like you. You will also realize yourself"
his reply.
I was silent too
and busy with my cigarettes
Our
continuing our conversation is certainly not about women, but
about the results of this cafe report, I'm not interested in discussing
my bidadar at this time.I will also see him again at the halte.
***
Such
the story is why I can be a boring guy right now, and you guys
knew it? from then until now with my same position.I still don't
able to forget my bidadar who has never met again for a week
with me. I have been many times lewaat in front of the stop but never visit
I found it again.
"Judah I live first yes"
rojali said then left me.
I
looking around the cafe. It was night and it was raining.
it is worth it that many people have come to this cafe, I said in my heart.
Then
I went back to drinking my coffee. When the clock showed me at 21:00
decided to go home.
Tired so much today I guess, after I say goodbye to
rojali, I left the cafe and got in my car and went to
go home. On the way home I did not forget to take the time to pass in front of the stop
the place where I met my bidadar. But he wasn't there, so I
gas my car back.
In this one day I've been 3 times to pass the stop
this, first in the morning when I leave for my office, then second when I
going to the cafe after the office, and the last one when I headed
go home to my house right now, but I still can't find him.
Ah so stupid of me!!! why try these nights I still
expecting him to be there at that stop, yes definitely not is, my annoyance is in my heart.
I was really crazy about it. Maybe he's in the middle right now
sleep soundly at home while I'm still on my way home with
busy thinking about him.
Zulfa my son, are you thinking about me right now? are you
expecting us to meet again? or you don't think about me at all?
no, only you know how you feel right now.
I'd better pass it all to the one who's capable
controlling time. I'm so tired of thinking about my wife. I
just hope to God to give me that luck
my strength all this time so I can survive at this point.
The point where I can do anything but not forget you.
"Zulfa Bidadiku" you escaped me without having a chance to hold.
