Wilds
WOMB OF THE MAGICAL WOMAN
Morning
this I've promised to accompany Mom to shop for Baby supplies to be given
to baby boy Sam's driver Mother, and I've called my best friend Dewi
as well as being a secretary in my office that I didn't enter today because
I have to accompany Mom. Fortunately today I have no important dateline
and the Goddess understood me.
Mom and I are in front of the Elite Mall in the Wilderness
here, I parked my car in this mall.
“You said you would bring
mother ketoko, but instead brought to Mall” protest Mom
“Hahaha, relax aja Bu
there is also kok”
“You know I don't like it
to a place like this, right Nugy? or you forget it”
“Hahaha just today
I want to make Mom like this place, I don't like it very much either
mall Bu but I want to feel it with my Mother” god.
“You teased your mother
own” reply.
“Hahah yeah okay
lah, mother herself too, except the new person's mother thought I brondong” said I
kidding for mom.
My mother did not answer either.
Moms
I really do not like to go to the mall because for him it is too hedon once.
Though the store where he was shopping all this time was more hedon than the mall. My mother
this is there just. But I understand mom, there must be another reason for that
which my mother did not tell me, but I did not want to force my mother
saying it.
I parked my car and we walked in
entering the Mall, I held my hand tightly as if afraid of loss
her child.
“Mother why?” my many.
“I'm afraid my son is missing”
“I've grown up Mom, where
maybe I lost” reply me.
“It's okay, come on
show me where the Bayinya” equipment place he said as if he wanted to hurry.
I just shook
my head.
We walked into this huge mall, then
looking for a Baby shop. I took Mom to a place where the Goddess
told me before.
Subsequent to
until the place where our baby equipment came in to see what the goods were
which is good, so that Sam is happy with the gift from Mom for the Baby. I am the
do not understand just silence while looking at Mother who is busy choosing.
In spite of
I don't understand things like this, but I have to admit that
this place is so nice, it looks like my mother has a very hard time choosing the right stuff
suitable for as a Bayinga Sam gift. Don't want to see Mom in trouble, I
I asked the shop worker to help my mother pick out the items she had
wanted.
“Mbak, please help Mom
I” asked a woman who worked at the store.
“Good mas” answer
with smile.
“Bu, I'm ahead first ya”
my permission to Mother.
Mother just nodded.
Then
I went to the store to wash my eyes a little. In very many places in
decorate with equipment that does not interest me at all, because
that by going out I can spoil my own eyes.
I
walk around the shops next door but no one makes
I was interested, so I decided to settle down in front of the supply store
The baby was waiting for my mother.
I
sitting and playing my phone until I got tired of myself, crossed my mind
I'm calling my best friend Rojali. This is my habit, why at the moment
I always wanted to call him.
Subsequent to
I found her contacts on my phone, I pressed and put my phone down
in my ears as my eyes circle around the vastness of this Mall. However,
instantly my eyes stopped, until I ignored Rojali's voice calling out to me
behind this phone.
I
refocusing my eyesight on the one who stunned me at this moment.
My body cooled down as if I had not expected to get this moment back,
the moment I came back to see the woman who drove me crazy lately
these. The woman who's made me hang out for hours at the bus stop just to be able to
meet him again. But right now he is right on sight
my eye. He is my Zulfa Bidadar.
I
immediately turning off my phone again, I focused my eyes that were looking
he was walking alone with a woman I didn't recognize, but I think he was
his friend.
Slowly
they walked closer to me until they walked behind me
towards the Escalator near me. Why my mouth was suddenly stiff
rebuking. In my heart I cursed myself who was unable to speak after
seeing my Bidadar back.
Instantaneously
in my heart I wonder, does he still remember me? Ah, why
I feel like I've been beaten by a woman who's been driving me crazy lately.
I have been looking for him all this time, and when he was
in front of me, I was a loser like this. I'm helpless, I
only daring to see it that was passing by, while hoping he also saw
my direction.
What
what I expected to become a reality, his eyes turned
towards me with a pause. Now our eyes are looking at each other. His eyes are so sweet
it's looking at me now. I saw him stop his steps and that woman
behind him accidentally hit my Bidadar.
“Why the hell, stop
halfway again.” annoyed The woman to my Bidadar.
I can only see them with my body still
on the floor where I stood.
“Bentar,” reply.
Then
My forehead walked closer towards me with a slight squinting of its eyes as if
like making sure of someone he saw. And I again
just being able to stand still to see it which is now right in front of me.
“Lu, which is halted time
that's right?” tanyanya.
I didn't answer, I was still silent.
“Hallo,” call him again
to me.
“E-h yes,” reply me as if
waking up from my daydream.
Idiotically
once I, why not even wrinkle, I said in my heart.
“Lu is still often dumbfounded
aja.”
“E-not, gua kira lu
forgot ama cavern.”
“Ya.”
I just smiled and casually heard it.
“Lu why here?”
tanyakanya.
“Shopping,” I replied while
pointing to the Baby's supply store.
“Oh, who is the same? Bini
lu?” ask me again.
“Not, same Mother cave,”
my answer.
“Where did you get to?”
“Again dalem.”
“Ohh.”
“Lu what?” much
to him.
He had not been able to answer, suddenly the woman who was
with him comes our way. I also forgot that there was him from earlier.
“Lu what the heck fa, already
stop halfway, now you're busy talking to Cowo, even cool
again the guy,” his protest to Zulfa.
“Hehe sorry.”
I
just shut up, and the woman looked at me so enthusiastically that
it amazes me.
“Oh, yes know this temen
the cave is called Ayu,”.
“Oh, Nugy cave,”
extending my hand to Ayu.
“Gua ayu,” reply.
Instantaneously
in the middle of our slightly stiff meeting, my mother called me softly
while walking towards us.
“Nugy, where have you been
hell,” ask Mom.
“Sorry Mom I'm on
called earlier,” answered me.
“Then who is this?” Ask
Mom looked in wonder at the two women I was with.
“Friends by bu.”
“Oh yes, introduce this Mom
cave,” My Welcome to zulfa and Ayu.
“Hallo Aunt, I'm Zulfa,”
Soft sweep.
“I Ayu Tante.”
They
introduced myself to my mother while she touched Mom's hand, and she returned the favor
with a smile that has always made me feel very comfortable.
“Away between you two
who's Nugy.”'s girlfriend
Sure
I'm just surprised, because of this one mother's habit. Habits that I like
asala ceplas-ceplos when speaking.
“Buk them my friend,” I replied
straighten.
“Now still friends Mom,
later you will not know how Nugy with my friend this” replied ayu who made me
and zulfa was shocked.
“Oh yes, then wait
briefly ya” said Mother. Then go back to the store.
I
still quiet about what they were talking about. My feelings are not
tastier. Ah mother, what will you do after this? I said in my heart.
“Lu what the hell,” annoy Zulfa
while pinching Ayu's arm.
“Yes who told you to
silence, Nanya's parents too, instead shut you up on,” bela ayu.
“But not so yu,”
zulfa said annoyed.
“Sorry Gy, he does like
origin,” he continued to apologize to me.
I
just smile, looking at the two of them.
Then
Mom came with groceries that I didn't think were too much. Moms
I don't like to overdo it except for my kids. I also took
the groceries in the field.
“Let me just Bu,”
told him.
Mom just smiled gently.
“Let's go, Mother wants
eat,” take her with a smile.
“What do you want to eat? me
not sure if anything makes you taste here,” I replied to make sure.
“Mother and you are
don't know. But they must know where a good place is,” replied Mom while looking
towards Zulfa and Ayu.
I
just a silence did not expect the answer Mom who just want, instantly I
he looked directly at the two women who became misbehaved and did not know
having to express like what, I also became unwell and tried
reassuring Mom.
“Buu, they have business
also here, we eat somewhere else yes, I know a good place,” I said
convinced him.
I
it was really bad with Zulfa who had been hammering. Although Ayu
I didn't pay much attention to him. After all, all this is because he's the origin of the talk
to Mother.
“Truely so?” Ask Mom
look towards Zulfa and Ayu
“Nothing Auntie, though,
we also want lunch.”
Mom immediately smiled gracefully at Zulfa, then
turned his gaze towards me, while I was silent and ignorant
what should express.
“Come Aunty will me
show me a good place here,”.
“Already come on our Zulfa
just stay him,” Mother said while leaving me pensive.
“Wait,” I said ago
overtake them.
I
you know he would be bad if he refused my mother's invitation, this is what makes me
speechless stunned as he looked at her from behind who was talking with
My mother walked. I wonder how lucky I would be to have it.
Besides she's beautiful she's also good at keeping my mother's feelings in check, and for me it's been
more than enough to make this my reason for making him
as Bidadiku.
My bidad!
I am so impressed with you, I said in my heart.
I never brought a woman to my mother before,
although Zulfa is not my lover but I know that Mom is very enthusiastic about
hers. Right now my mind is on what we're going to talk about
later, but I was quite happy to ignore my current astonishment.
We also entered one of the restaurants that are still in the
This mall, and then the four of you sitting next to me and the two of them
before us. Zulfa was right in front of me. The restaurant waiter came
give us a menu. Honestly, I don't know what to order, and Mom
so too.
“I don't know what to do
order which one,” said Mother.
“And I told you, Mom,
nothing will make you taste here,” reply me a little upset.
“Let me just that
order for Auntie, I'm sure Auntie will like” said Zulfa mediate us.
Maybe that's the best option, we leave it
everything to him. Then the waiter left us.
“So why don't you
ever bring them to Mom?” ask Mom to me.
“Gosh ma'am, we're new
just got to know him a week ago. It was just met again,” I replied with
relax, as my eyes glanced towards Zulfa.
“Ohhh, so here's your excuse
never come home?” ask Mom again to be upset with me.
“Hah?”
“Hahahahaha.”
My debate with mom managed to make both women
in front of us laugh.
“He's my firstborn, though,
but very naughty, even already dare to go from home.” said Mother.
ask Zulfa.
“He wants to stay away from me,” replied Mother
insinuating.
“Buu,” I said annoyed
to him.
“Hahahah, Mother only
joking Nugy,” reply Mom.
I was just annoyed, while the two women were just
I can laugh seeing both of us.
“You really like to laugh”
say Mother.
“Haha yes Aunt, I
it's nice to see a cute aunt. Now I know why I can have a child
This Eldest Aunt can make me laugh during our first meeting,” said
Zulfa looked at mom.
“Oh yes? Where are you guys
meet?” ask mother.
“Dihalte. He tried
teasing me in the rain,” answered as if teasing.
“Oh Nugyy, even
now you dare to flirt with women. Mom is very happy to hear it,”
reply Mom while looking happily at me.
“Bu, no
treating me like a Little Child in front of them,” I said annoyedly.
“Why? You are indeed
never dare with women,” reply mom.
I looked at my mother with annoyance as if I had not expected her
tell me what my weakness has been all along.
“You know? He's a Man
which is very cupu if about women da—”
“Buuu, jang—”
“You shut up Nugy, Mother
it would be upset if you kept teasing me,” Mother said firmly to me.
“I-iya sorry,” balaksu resigned.
I know very well that if Mom had, I could have been
Really scolded him later, I better just shut up and listen to what
all he wanted to say to the two laughing women continued to look at the conversation
we were earlier. I'm actually embarrassed that Mom treated me like
it was in front of people, but what could I do, I could only resign and
following my mother's wishes.
“Sorry zulfa, I'm so
must be upset in front of you,” said Mother.
“Nothing aunt, the
jusrtru made me laugh,” his reply to Mom.
“Looks Aunty often
once scolded him,” continued Ayu.
“Yes you were right,” reply Mom.
The two of them just nodded while trying
waiting for the next conversation.
“I have two Boys,
and he's the one I always get angry with, because he's naughty and he always makes
i worry. Very different from his quiet and obedient sister Rudy.”.
“But he is my son
the most reliable..”.
“He's the most
reckless. Even when he graduated from college, he wanted to leave home.”.
“She wants to test
mental in the Wilderness, and do not want to live in the shadows
anyone..”
“But now I'm very
surprised by what he is currently achieving.”.
“And now I'm over
surprised again to hear he who has dared to tease Women,” said Mother proudly
to me.
The three of us just fell silent, I could only give it up while
occasionally glancing towards Zulfa who seemed enthusiastic to listen to the story of Mother who
I don't think that's interesting at all.
“What is he gay Aunt?”
ask Ayu.
We all looked at him as if we were not expecting
with what he just asked. I am deeply offended by
his words, while Mom just became laughing listening to his question
that's. While Zulfa directly looked at Ayu with a cynical look and succeeded
make Ayu bow down for a moment.
“Hahaha, I thought too
I see,” replied Mother with a laugh.
I was surprised and looked at Mom with annoyance.
“Really?” ask again
to Mother.
Oh my god, I really want to put a curse on her. My bidadar, please,
why do you have a stranger friend than my two best friends, I'm so sorry
in heart.
“Hahaha certainly not..”
“When Smp me
enter the school in one of the pesantren in Sumatra, there to
being able to see a woman alone is very difficult, even almost impossible, if
he could only see from a distance, so he was not
accustomed to communicating with Women,” replied Mom casually.
“Ohhhh deserves it
Aunt. But what a pity, even though with a handsome face it certainly can
making the woman around him Crazy,” reply relaxed as if not feel
guilty.
“What you said was true
once...”
“When entering the bench
High school I transferred him to a high school in Bekasi state, because
I also can't stand being apart for a long time with my children..”.
“At the time he SMA it
I was so overwhelmed by all the girls who came home
just to ask my son's phone contact to me.”
“Really?” Zulfa.
I want to lose to ask.
From
I was just able to shut up and pay attention, and now I'm getting quieter
when my Bidadar began to respond well to the flashbacks of my life story
which I think is not interesting at all.
“Hmm, it seems you started
curious about my son,” seduces Mother to him.
Zulfa was silent as if hammering.
“Alright, I will
tell everything to you,” said Mother.
They both nodded.
“Because of that incident, I
directly forbid him to date, I was afraid I could make my son personal
back naughty like when she was little.”.
“Therefore I
always control it tighter than his sister.”.
I stopped for a moment, then continued again.
“And when he was in college,
it happened again, but this time it was different.”.
“The women didn't
came to my house, but instead took turns calling me every night. My son who
this naughty instead of giving his contact to them, but instead gave
my mobile contact ..”
“I scolded him again,
and forbid him to date until he is already working and well established.”.
“Will but that is
my mistake, I thought I could save him from the temptations of association in this city, he said,
but it makes my son not accustomed to living with the presence of a woman
besides me,” said Mother as if feeling guilty.
I saw Mom as if she was moody too
tried to calm him down, but…
“But at that time there was
a woman who is used to being around him. She was named Goddess, with
the whereabouts of him I think it can help my son to find back
his courage to look for a woman who can be his companion.”.
“And after seeing
the presence of the two of you at this time, it seems that the Goddess has already helped me
to get him back used to the presence of a woman.”
Mother was silent for a moment while smiling gracefully looking at Zulfa
which she thought that the woman would really be my lover.
This made me wonder and see Zulfa
I also don't know what to react to.
“Hahaha Aunt calm down
just. We just pray for the two of them,” Ayu said to Mother.
“Yes, you were right,”
return Mother to him.
Again, I could only watch the two of them. New
just meeting can already be familiar so. While my Bidadar who had not
know must somehow start acting to pinch Ayu's arm, so
make him scream slowly.
“Aww,” screeches slowly.
“Why?” ask Mom
wonder.
“Haha it's OK Auntie,”
answer Zulfa.
The waiter came with our order.
We did not continue our conversation because we were busy focusing on food
each of us is up to the end.
After that we continued talking again, Mother asked
many things about Zulfa, until this time managed to make my Bidadar
tell me about himself. Of course this made me know that
she is a woman who works as a designer in her own boutique.
In addition, it turns out he is also completing his S1 lecture at the university
the most favorite private in this city with majors that can support the profession when
these.
“Oh so you have a Boutique
alone.”
“Iya Aunty, and Ayu here
who also helped me raise the boutique,” Zulfa replied.
“Then how did you
share your time with your college?” ask Mother.
“I'm used to it
aunt, just stay on the road,” she replied casually while smiling.
I became more and more convinced that my choice was not wrong.
The first time I met her, she already exuded an aura of beauty that
amazing, and now I have to admit that she's really a woman
the perfect one for me to have. A beautiful woman with high loyalty, and
the most important thing is to make my mom happy when she is with him.
“Is there any clothes
suitable for a woman of my age in your boutique?” ask Mom back.
“Oh of course there's Auntie, and
besides Aunt does not look like a very old woman,” Zulfa replied.
“It seems I have to play
to your Boutique. Isn't it Nugy?” ask Mom to me
“Mother's clothes are too
many. even I think, Mother will only add clothes for Mom to give
to another person,” I replied.
Habits
My mom was like that, I always gave her clothes to people,
when he got tired of wearing it. Not because he doesn't love his clothes. But
mother once said: “All we have is not always ours, they are
also need to feel it, after all Mother can still buy it right, they have not
sure do. I just hope with this our family can reap
blessings in ridhoi.”
Moms
it always teaches his children about the many things that make
our lives are peaceful and comfortable. He always said something
full of feelings with tenderness that has been his trademark all this time. I
very lucky, even very lucky to be born from his womb.
“Mom promised, I won't give
to anyone, anyways where I might give what I get from
your woman Nugy,” said mother to me.
“Buk Zulfa instead of wani-”
“I'll be very happy
if Aunty plays my ketoko, I will prepare a nice dress for Auntie,” cut
Zulfa.
I was silent with my mouth still open, while
My mother immediately smiled as she stroked Zulfa Bidadiku's hand.
“Ya already, then
let's go home. I think there's some business you need to get done, and it looks like
they both also want to go back to his ketoko.” Said Mom taking me home.
I just nodded.
“Thank you guys
already want to have lunch with us, and I'll play to your Store,”
to them while holding Zulfa's hand, as if he did not want to part
with him.
“Iya Aunty, we also accept
love can hear the story of Auntie,” reply Zulfa.
Mom just nodded with a smile. My mother looked at him
with deep and with pause.
“I'll feel more
glad you called me Mom.”
Zulfa was silent with a face
adorned with his sweet smile.
“Good Mom,” replied Zulfa
without removing the smile from his face.
My mother smiled happily, and I just smiled
with my heart that feels so happy. Then I asked for bill then
after that, we decided to separate to go home
our respective activities. This time, I did not forget to ask for a card
his name, of course, was on the grounds that I could visit his boutique together
Mom, and she doesn't mind either.
In the car I just kept quiet and thought about what happened
earlier. An incident where I felt very happy to see a mother who was very responsive
the presence of my Bidadar. This indicates that my mother is very appreciative of me
to obtain.
“Mother wouldn't mind if
with him,” said the mother who seemed to respond to the thing I was thinking about.
I just fell silent, now I understand people
that said that a mother's instincts toward her child were very strong, and
now all is proven when Mom is knowing my heart right now.
“Call Nugy Bu”, reply
proudly.
“Of course.”
Our
the two of them threw smiles at each other.
I drove my car with a feeling of pleasure
my heart, for this is the first time I have tethered myself to a man
woman, and the first time Mom supported me about women. Well for the first
a time.
Arriving
at home I went straight to my room to rest, and so did Mom.
After I changed my clothes, I stood in front of my large room mirror.
I looked at myself with pride, the first time I fell in love
a woman, that's when I feel confident in my own face.
“At the time you were working”
I said as if speaking to myself.
I
grateful are among the men in Idam-idam right from among women,
although it makes me uncomfortable, but I never use myself to
that's. Since I was in High School I have always been a man who was an idol. And
when Smp? Of course I can't be in an idol right, because my status as
a Santri dipesantren who has never met a woman,
except for the canteen.
Moments
I'm High School, there are a lot of women who like me a lot, and I feel normal.
Maybe this is what makes them even more curious about me,
so that they are willing to approach me in various ways, even until
I had to come to my house just to see my mother to ask for her contact number
my cellphone.
For this incident was Mother
scolding me, and not supporting me at all for dating. But I didn't
want to date at that time, as a graduate boarding school I have no love
against women, not because I'm gay, but because I'm not used to it
that's.
