
It's very late
and we've been at the police station, I've been released from all
the mistake I made. I also had an examination, and it was stated
negative from the influence of drugs, I'm really grateful that this case is not
it's too influential in my life right now.
It wasn't just me and my friends who were brought here,
those who beat me up were also brought here, but I did not see the man who
I've just learned, I'm also curious where he is now. And between us there was one person
what makes me look embarrassing is zulfa, maybe as an owner
the boutique he was asked to bear witness to what happened.
Hodiernal
the woman came closer to me. With a look that looks like
humbled me.
“I didn't expect, all
this can happen from someone like you,” he said with disdain for me.
I smiled at her words, even her
now I can underestimate me. But that's okay, because it's all this
my fault.
“If you know the cause
the truth. You will definitely blame yourself,” my reply cold.
“You mean?”
“Ah come, may you
happy,” answered me then I left it.
I walk with my 2 best friends, when I walk
right in front of Brengse-fuck who bullied me earlier, I stopped
my steps, but Rojali and Dewi held my hand. I know they're scared if
I did another stupid thing, but I tried to convince them with
smile, and they let go of my hand.
“Reacted you guys only
five,” I said as I stared at them.
“How does it feel
hit me?” ask the five of them.
“You started this,”
answer one of them with a scared expression.
I smiled hearing that answer.
“Then where is that guy?”
my many.
“You've already made it
being in the hospital,” replied Zulfa who also approached us.
We all looked at him, and he looked back at me
with the same look.
“You are satisfied? What
actually purpose? What if your mom finds out about this,”.
I was silent while looking at him coldly.
“You threatened me?” repay me
asked him.
“you're scared?”
“Hahaha, it looks like you
know weakness. Give my regards to your lover,” I said to him.
“sia—”
“You Men who
berutung, may we not see each other again,” said I cut off Zulfa's words while
looking threateningly at the five of them.
“Let's go,” take me
to my two best friends.
We also left them.
The police took my car and Rojali's car to the office
the police, so we don't have to worry about our way home. The three of us too
coming home to my house, in this state they both don't want to leave me alone,
that's how lucky I am to have them in my life. Where when I feel
disheartened over me they came to restore me,
they are my most important friends in my life.
Arriving at my home, I was treated by Dewi, the Mbok
also busy heating the water so that the Goddess can compress my wounds. He's very
panicked to see my condition when I came home earlier, but he had calmed down when we
saying that I only fell from the mango tree that I climbed in the goddess, she said,
and he just believes.
“It hurts Goddess.”
“Rasain lu,” reply.
“Lagian Aden anyway, already
gede even climb trees,” continued the Mbok.
“Mending can mango,”
rojali.
“Oalaah, can't anyway
mangga,” reply Mbok with his innocent expression.
“Mending tomorrow mbok buy
mangoes are a lot, rather than climbing again mango trees, later fell again he,”
rojali.
“Iya deh, tomorrow mbok buy
many, just calm,” reply with pride.
“Hahahaha,” us too
laughing at the innocence of the Mbok.
“Lho even laugh?”
ask her.
“Ga no mbok, funny mbok
anyway, cute again,” replied the Goddess to him.
We laughed all four.
After the goddess finished treating and compressing my wound,
they both decided to go home. I also walked them to the front.
“Still yes, and maa—”
“Do not be a drama pompous, please,
mending you sleep, tomorrow you have to work Gy, a lot of reports that you have to sign
handle,” cut Goddess.
“Death us. Foursome
also he discussed the work,” reply Rojali.
“Always can't be off
he used to be,”.
“If he's off, I can
lost our Job, and the cave wants to eat what try?” reply Goddess.
“Yaudah, gpp, cave tomorrow
going in,” reply I mediate them.
“Yauda we go home first,”
rojali.
“Iya, Be careful,” reply.
After making sure they left, I decided to
go in and immediately marry my body in a bed that never changes
its inhabitants, while trying to forget the events that have happened earlier.
I
must be aware of the fact that now the angel of my pride has really moved away
from my expectations, I should start my life again as a warrior. I didn't
will forgive me if I continue to linger in my defeat today,
my defeat is over my own emotions.
I have to keep going with my two best friends always
being beside me.
…
I looked at my face in front of the mirror in the room
my office, since the Goddess treated the bruise on my face, now I've been more
good even though it still feels sore on my cheeks but fortunately it does not work
any more.
“Ngaca mulu lu from earlier,”
said the Goddess who had seen me earlier mirrored.
“Biarin,” reply last
sit in my chair.
He walked over to me, and looked at my face.
“Hahahaha,” laughs.
“Why are you laughing?”
“No, funny. New
first time cave squirming lu bonyok-bonyok, hahaha.”
“Diem lu.”
“Hahaha, how about Cewe-cewe
you're squirming your face like this.”
“They're not Cewe-cewe
cave, and stop you geliatin cave face.”
“hahahaha,” laughs.
I was so angry that I saw his laughter, that he
stop taunting.
“So now how
condition lu?” The man asked me.
“Cua don't know,” I replied.
“Udah almost a week
since that incident you became pendiem gini gy.”
I just kept quiet not responding to her words. Ever since
yesterday I was a different person, a quieter person.
“Gy,” call him.
“Caves don't know Goddess, cave
same shame yourself cave and shame cave ama both of you,” I replied with
bowed.
“We are never ashamed
Gy, and you also can not be ashamed of yourself,” he said by holding
my shoulder.
I just stared at him silently.
“We both understand.
Although your recklessness is annoying. But with that you can be in position
now gy,”
“So the cave wants you it
back to the usual rich,” continued with a smile.
I smiled when I heard her words, I was so
lucky to have great friends. I am proud of myself for them
both.
“It's dong smile,
yaudah yuk mending us to the cafe,” take him to me.
“Ngapain?”
“Well, have lunch, yes
geez, you forgot the time.”
I was just astonished, unconscious at noon.
“Udah ah. Yuk. bengong
mulu,” he said as he pulled me away.
We drove my car too.
“Where are we going?”
my many.
“Yes to simoniet place,”
the answer.
“Ga bosen-bosen you meet
she emang?”
“Yes no”
“Although the shape
so?”
“Hahaha you what the hell Gy,
very much the same temen himself as well,” he replied with a laugh.
follow laugh.
What we mean here is rojali.
we gathered together again, able to restore my wounded heart.
I turned on my car audio, and focused
drive my car to the cafe where we used to be, which is my cafe. Goddesses
being next to me was just busy singing a song that was playing
in my car audio, to disturb my ears that are focusing on driving
my car.
“Lu brisik really.”
“Ih what the hell you are, cave
sing again too.”
“Iya lu brisik, deep
just be careful with the song.”
“Yes where good Nugy
goblok.”
“Cave not focus here bring
car.”
“Ya has been shirk terat lu
ah,” ledeknya.
And I just kept quiet not responding, rather than getting more and more
long debate it's better I just give up. I let him sing
even with her voice that makes me emotional. His voice and face are
very out of sync. I think if she sings maybe just help out with
this beautiful face, if not possible she could make people
could meet with death through the voice of his.
I
just shook my head and looked at it and refocused on driving
my car, until We reached our destination, and I went down with
feeling upset, even very annoyed at having to listen to the Goddess with
his dangerous voice was all the way, though close but it was felt
distant so.
“Udah satisfied you?” ask me
annoyed him.
“Ihh what the hell you are,” reply
he's upset
Then I ignored him, and walked in first
the cafe. And sat in the corner that was where we used to be. The goddess followed me from
behind and also Rojali who saw our arrival immediately came to join
with us.
“You messan what are you guys?”
ask Rojali to us.
“Sukak you aj” replied me
annoyed.
“Hah, why else would he
this?” ask Rojali to the Goddess.
“Tauk, Pms time,” replied Goddess.
“Diam lu” balaksu to
Goddesses.
“You why her?” ask Rojali
to me.
“Cause of her ni”
I answered while pointing at the Goddess.
“Loh kok so gua” protest
Goddesses.
“Try you shadow, I
have to take the car along the way while singing with the child
his voice was,” obviously I was annoyed to Rojali.
“Mak Jang, pity times
your life, I'm sorry,” reply Rojali who understands my feelings.
“Sirik aja lu, you again
follow-up,” upset Goddess to us.
“You too! he's all over again
gini the more you torture,” Rojali defends me.
“Good luck, if not.
it could be crazy for him you made,” he continued while pointing at me.
“Diem lu,” pissed Goddess
We kept quiet with each other, no matter how many times
we've always been like this. Suddenly we laughed because we looked at each other.
“Hahahaha”
“Yauda cave sorry ya”
the Goddess said to me.
“Gpp, tomorrow cave in
lu Les Vocal deh,” reply.
“Emang?” ask Rojali.
“Yes you pray,”
my answer.
“That's already a laper cave
this,” whine Goddess.
“Yaudah, you want messan
what, even busy fighting you too,” reply Rojali. Calling the waiter
cafe.
The waiter came, and we ordered food and
our drinks, then he left the three of us.
We continued our story in jest, like
what we usually do when we gather like this. Every time we meet
we always talk about things that make us laugh.
On occasion
We talked again. Suddenly we were silent because we saw
someone who came walking into the cafe. She was a woman who
it made me a disgraceful man back then. He came together
the man, they were sitting in a place not too far from our seat.
I saw the man still with a lot of bruises on his face, but no longer
swollen again, I feel guilty about him.
I also stood up wanting to get closer to them, but the Goddess
and Rojali's got me.
“Lu want to do again Gy?”
ask Goddess.
“Udahlah, don't make
trouble again,” Rojali told me.
“Quiet, cave is not Strange
kok,” reply I calm them down while smiling.
I walked up to them, and I saw Zulfa
looking at me flat with a pause, while like holding back my fear.
“Nugy.”
I just threw a makeshift smile at Zulfa who
greet me first, then look back at the man I don't know his name.
“Where is your wound?” much
to that man.
He was just surprised to hear my question
zulfa.
“A—aman kok,” answer.
“Oooh, good, cave
apologize,” I said as I extended my hand.
“I—ya cave too,” reply
while responding to my hand.
I only nodded once while patting her shoulder
slowly, then I looked at Zulfa by giving her a smile back, then
I left them to go back to my seat.
I saw my two friends smiling proudly
to me.
“That dong,” said Dewi
rubbing my shoulders with pride.
I just smiled at them both.
“Yauda let's eat,”
bring Rojali.
We ate our own food, too.
Although I actually don't have to behave like
it was to the Angel who had hurt me, but I had to be forced
doing it, for the sake of healing my own heart. I would have if it was him
not for me, and I've been sincere about what happened to me. I
I also apologized to a man I shouldn't have beaten at all. I
I can understand all this for my sake and my friends.
After eating, the Goddess and I decided to return
to the office, and Rojali came to take us to the front, not like he usually does
ushering like this. But yeah, that's it. I don't mind at all.
“Gua go first,” I said
on Rojali.
“Don't sing again you,”
rojali's Advice to the Goddess.
“Asaan si lu, still only
ngajak fight,” protest Goddess.
I just shook my head to see my two best friends
this, always arguing just for the little things.
I pulled the goddess into the car, because I could
long if I had to let the two of them argue. Then I say goodbye to Rojali
to go. At a glance I looked at the cafe, I saw Zulfa who was
looking at me, I smiled at him, then went up to my car.
Why on the way I always think
that look of my bidadar, that look as if I was feeling sorry for me. Tak
I was endlessly humiliated by that gaze, the gaze that was before
I see it very differently from the look in his eyes now. But I have to
understand that, because now he is with his lover.
I've accepted everything, and don't forget I have to
thanking my friends, they were always there for me. Not to
how many times have they always helped me to solve my problems.
“Still yes,” my words
gentle to the Goddess.
“Hah? What?” reply
wonder.
“Gua already received
everyone, sincere cave,” I replied gently.
He just smiled at me.
“That's dong, it's a cave so
proud ama alu, the Monkey must also be proud ama lu,” reply.
“Lu call him Monkey
mulu.”
“Hahaha out she recovers.”
“Lu also time.”
“Nak aja lu, lu yang
same with him.”
“Enak aja you
nyamain cave ama dia.”
We continued to argue like children, until we arrived
officeholders.
Well, this is how I and my friends are, man,
briefly get along then a while later can be like a mortal enemy. But
we don't feel hurt by that. Because we are people
the strong.