This Is Not What I Want
just friends, right...
After enjoying the food, me and mamah clean up. While my sister's guarding the nephew. "Well, Riri and you guys cleaned the house too?" "OK" replied mamah briefly densely clear.🤭
Clean the house already, living in the front yard, in the front yard of the house a lot of big trees, oh yes I have not told you yes this is not our real home, we only contract temporarily, wait until I graduate High School. After graduation, we will return to C. Well the big trees in front of my house this duku guys tree is old because it is big and high. Belonging to a home of course 🤭.
Suddenly there was a strange feeling behind me, like someone was following me. Not a ghost, right? It's still noon, uh it's afternoon huh. Quickly I turned around, and "Eh Brother Arman (who in front of me was even 3 guys, I was afraid he was smiling), from when it was there, how could not be heard his voice, he said, I thought it was a ghost." I continued sweeping the courtyard a little more and continued to enter the house, I thought.
"When likened to the ghost of Ri, you have the heart, I'm just walking around without slippers, so you're not surprised, who would have thought your reflexes were high too, too, I haven't had time to surprise you, the camera is already crooked, which is there, which shocked me Ri." so martial he. "I again nyapu Kak, he said not good, if the nyapu stay a little delayed, not good there are also nyapu people, there are people who stand where he again greeted it. Move away, oh where is my book? He said he wanted to be returned." I opened one of my hands asking for my book to be returned.
"Yes later, I will return it, not now, the book I did not bring." He turned back to show his empty hands, proving that he did not bring his book. "Don't be angry Ri, I'll give it back later. I'll be able to come home?" the door with a pleading face. "Sir Arman, who is good and handsome, (directly & directly) we are not close, do you know, do you know but not this is only the second time, we really talk? So don't go home. I've had a lot of work done to sleep." His face turned flat.
"Riri, I know we're not close, but I want us to be close? I also know you don't have a boyfriend, right? I've been watching you for a year, not a single boy friend you play with at home. So I want to be friends with you Ri" he said.
"Aren't we neighbors? Less indeed? You're spying on me dong that way?" ask her.
"Later, I asked ma.." " Ask what Ri?" suddenly, Mom came out of the house. Don't-don't mama's already noticed us both from earlier, really sneak mama out of the house.
"Mother, I want permission, I want to play at home, want to chat with Riri later malem if possible?" wuaaaah this is a very brave guy huh...He is older than me, is that why he is not playing games, he is serious yes, has not run out I think, mama has given her wise answer.. "Sorry son Arman, I'm happy that Riri has a good theme, but now Riri again a lot of tasks want to manage, maybe play it late afternoon, do not malem malem yes, but now Riri has a lot of errands, you can play at home, chat not the same Riri aja, the same Mother also ️(oh mama can only) if not now it will be only 4 pm, yes now only, yes now only, so the neighbors don't want to, how?" You don't know, I was originally happy, top mama refused smooth so that Arman did not play at home. But what's behind him, "if you want to play now" Ma'e mean how is this?
I hurriedly finished sweeping the courtyard, imploring myself to take a bath, leaving Mama and Brother Arman both in the courtyard. They were still chatting for a while, when I left. To be honest my heart felt something strange, deg deg deg...
I'm happy yes, or I'm afraid, yes it's all true, I'm happy but also scared. Fear of this is all a delusion and will hurt later. But do I want to keep this up?
Hmmm just friends with men who are more mature, there is nothing wrong too, have a shower first let me adem my head.
