This Is Not What I Want

In my house.and his house...

It is said that if you offer a prayer full of sincerity and sincerity when it rains, it will come true...Yuk pray good mumpung again often rain🤭🙏😇💖💖💖

Riri, has arrived at the school gate, "Duh Kak Arman where yes, if not go home now, later duhurnya prayer, yes have prayed first in the school mosque deh." I thought, waiting for Arman to come.

Finish praying, I'm looking for\-search again, hmm it looks like Arman is busy. I went home alone, but all this time I also went home alone. "Spirit!" Said my friend\-friend who heard me smile, I also smiled, looking down but still walking home. Arriving at the junction of the main road, I turned right towards the one\-only road to the house. Brother Arman seemed to pass me in a hurry\-hustle, and turned back. "Riri. I'm sorry, I had to do something earlier, sorry Ri." He stopped the motor, before pulling my hand to get close to him. I've been sitting behind him, "Hurry up, I cape, if I drop, I don't go to your house." Without thinking about anything, I shook my head on his back. So dizzy.

Up in front of the house, I went downstairs, saying thanks, Arman pulled my hand, I'm close to him now. While holding my forehead, "You're sick Ri? You're so pale." Arman looks worried. "No, just worried about my mom, so it's a bit dizzy. Hope you're getting some rest." Reply slowly. He let go of the handle, turned my body so that it turned back to him, "Yes, you rest, if you are not feeling well, or not feeling well, you are at home. No need to come to my house, maybe next time. I'll go to your house, won't I?" I nodded and walked home.

Arriving home, the situation is quite quiet, how quiet yes, "Assalamualaikum Mah, Maaah!" I opened the door and entered because it happened to be not in the key. It turns out that mama is taking a nap, next to her there is Kiki who is also sleeping. The son also took a nap in front of the lighted tv. Just deserted earlier, the sound of people turned out to be tv. Where is Tiwi? Oh, I'll change clothes first,

then clean\-clean, cook no huh?🤔 There is no side dish for this afternoon, yes have cooked. I have to go to the shop first but. I went back to the room, took my wallet, fortunately I always put aside my pocket money, sometimes I do not snack at all, in order to increase the amount of my savings at home. I slowly\-swallowed out of the house, so that the sleeping one was not disturbed, just closed the door, "dug" my back hit something, not yet seen, Arman had placed his cheek beside my face. "You, look out ah later someone will see, shame on you," I cried. Now Arman's face is really\near my face, then he whispered "So if not seen anyone can?" "No, \(i pinched his hand\), you are only 2 days old, already macem\-macem yes!"

"Duuuh hurts Ri," I stopped pinching her. We also stood a little far apart. "Wait where you're going, come to my house" Arman asked. "Sorry Brother, I don't think you can, at home all sleeping, mama also seems to have a lot of thoughts, since my brother last night came home last night. I'm confused, if I feel like this, I don't deserve you." I tried to avoid Arman. "Cokay so say that?" "I went to the stall for a while, and I asked you to wait for the house, because everyone was sleeping inside. Please..yeah?"

"Yes, the spit." Arman was silent but while pouting, I even became smiling, people like you can frown too huh...

I'll go to the stall in front of the alley. Buying affordable vegetables and side dishes with my wallet.🤭 After finished, I hurriedly\hurried back home, not tasty same Arman.

Actually Arman was waiting in the kitchen, sitting patiently, I entered immediately get ready\-ready to cook. "Ri, come to the house aja yuk, will get rice box from home." Arman kept persuading me. "Sister.I'm sorry yes," I was cooking at the porch making a drink for her, when mama woke up. "Eh there's Arman, you haven't left Ri yet?" mama asked who saw me busy cooking, while Arman sat waiting.

Arman smiled, I asked if I should be hooded, or he had no problem with my appearance. "If you can hood up, would you like to?" pinta. I also get ready to\-prepared, wearing the veil of Rumi and Lina ah gifts, opening gifts from Erdian all of you, the contents of the brooch are like Tina's gift. Which one should I choose. I just wear this dark blue robe, which is wrinkled around the waist, I walk towards Arman, he looks at me like he sees someone else, "You're beautiful Ri!" "Hmmm don't have to seduce me, it won't work, no one has," I replied. "Why choose which bross?" my door to mama, while showing the two bross I have. "Let's suit her dress, which is Lily's flower Ri," "OK," I then rushed back to the room. I pin the bross in such a way in my hood, as a decoration. Wearing enough fragrance.

Meanwhile in the kitchen.

"Why was Arman shocked to see Riri like that?" ask Mama to Arman. "Yes Mom, I did not expect, could wear a veil and actually Riri nice loh Bu wear a veil." Arman. "Riri had long expressed a desire to emigrate appearance, but his father had not agreed. If he goes anywhere, he often wears clothes like that." Mama's explanation makes Arman, has its own impression again on Riri.

I came out feeling I was ready enough to, attend an event, "May what I wear take care of me, and not give me any harm, aamiin." I pray in my heart. After we say goodbye to Mom. We also walked to Arman's house. The house is actually not far away, but Arman was seen walking very slowly, I don't know.

"Riri, you deserve to move," suddenly Arman gave an opinion on my appearance. I stopped my steps too. "If you think what I'm wearing would be bad, we'd better just cancel it, honestly I'd rather, we could talk alone at home, with my mom watching, please, so that we can understand each other." I really hope he takes me back home.

"Honestly Ri, you do look different with this appearance, but you do not show that you are overheated or uncomfortable. Why don't you just move? I'll support you Ri." Arman cheers me on. "Then we broke up huh," I started walking again, but very slowly, for Arman to follow me. "Why are you talking about it?" "Well, isn't it really good to be dating? But marriage can't yet, so yes we've broken up. How's it?" I smiled as I continued walking, Arman's house was already visible in front less than a few meters away. I could even see from a distance, some Arman brothers, who seemed to be watching the two of us.

"We won't break up, you're my woman, just you, I'll propose to you then." Arman firmly said that and holding my hand, he walked even faster, without seeing my expression. Arriving at Arman's house, many faces looked at the two of us, not a matter of appearance, but a focus on Arman who did not also let go of his hand. I'm getting a little closer to Arman, whispering, "Emm brother, can you please let go of my hand? It's not good that all your family is looking at me now." Arman looked at me, looked at me with a sharp eye, and led me in.

I can only say Salam, bowing, trying to be polite and asking permission to enter the house, to those who sit\-sit on the porch of Arman's house. I don't know what they whispered. Many people were smiling to see us. I don't really understand it, either, it doesn't need the family, with Arman alone just a few anniversaries. ⁇ ️️️

Arman did not care about the people\-people who looked at us both with astonishment. He stopped his steps, when he reached the main kitchen, at the very back of his house. In front of me were her parents, I shook hands with them, kissing their right hands one by one. Her mother pulled me, "Man, you can let go of her hand, and then I'll take care of Riri." Her mother's words made Arman aware, and he let go of her grip, and I massaged my hand, "What is it, so that he does it," my inner heart. There was a sense of pleasure, because Arman's parents received me well, and did not let me gather with his other brothers\, who had been talking to me and Arman from the beginning. May it be safe until the event is over....