This Is Not What I Want

This Is Not What I Want
second surprise



"Yes, my brother." I still looked at the man before me, handing the book of poetry into his hands. It's not wrong, my heart.


"Why? surprised huh?" ask again. "So, no, I want to play here, Kak Arman."


Who's Arman? Duuuh He is the son of my front neighbor. She's so cute, πŸ€” is wrong aren't ya me? Meaning wrong see no yes 🀭.


But he's not young anymore, so why? It's cute, nice, and well-established. I was wrong when I liked the older one. That's why I'm not dating either. πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”


"Why Ri, I was dreaming. I'm disturbing, aren't I? You have more tasks? Then I should just go home." Brother Arman got up from his seat.


"There's a wind what the hell Brother can come here. I usually see you always busy with your home industry. Job again, huh?" I said I pretended not guilty for ignoring her. Fortunately, he could not read people's minds.


"For the sake of the matter of life and death, so it must begin to be fought, fearing it escape from the grasp." His explanation did not make me understand, but failed to understand. (In Arman's mind, "Riri, this afternoon I saw you coming home with a boy friend, so I thought it was time for me to move.")


"This is it, rather than you continue to be dumb, I actually came here because I want to borrow the book? Just last night I'll return it when you get home from school." Now Brother Arman is really looking back at me. "May I Kak, sure you want to read a book of literary poetry, not confused later?" Ledek. "Yes, I'm not afraid, if you're confused there will be you who can later help explain his intentions." Hmmm pede so much he did


"Thank you Riri, just wait for tomorrow when I return the book. I hope you'll like it, I'll go home Ri." I just nod. Well, what's up with this tomorrow. And what's with today, why are there 2 handsome guys deketin meπŸ€”.


Is this my birthday gift, God? Or it's just a coincidence as usual. Oh my God, don't you give me a seductive ordeal like this, eh wait not last night I pray yes, if my soul mate is near, please show, close, really? so soon the prayer in the third night was answered?


"Already evening Ri, why are you even smiling yourself like that? Watch out for demons passing by later." Accuse Mama not to want to do it dong. "So Mama heard you talking to men, why are you alone." Mama kept curious, while helping me fold the carpet.


After dinner, I tried to talk to Mama about Arman. "Well, remember nothing about our conversation ahead." I slowly climbed into my mother's bed. Sleeping beside. "Mah.." "Yes, you really why Ri?"


"Actually it was the first break at school, there was a younger classmate who came near Riri, constantly suddenly expressed that feeling. Riri thought the boy had taken the wrong medicine, uh he kept asking to go home together, yes, he had finally walked together. Up in front of the mosque is doang mah." "Keep..." Answer mama flat.


"Eh, when you went inside, it knew that Brother Arman in front of the house also came to say he wanted to borrow a book, is it strange what he borrowed a book for? I suspect you mah." "What's? Wh who? The arman? Suspicious times Ri, you're this. But really, why, Arman here. He's an old bachelor, but he's also young still cute, well established again. Yes, if you're a ghost, you can." Mama even smiled. "What the hell is this mama, seriously, he said he turned tomorrow back in his book. Continue Riri how? What kind of a younger Erdian is that? Don't pretend to sleep..." I was shaking my mom's body.


"Return the book is accepted. If Erdian, he's most just trying to test you Ri, he must know he's cute, so he wants to ngetes you're tempted. Soin temen aja's. If you accept Erdian continues suddenly you are not cut off in two days, your image must be damaged. Remember what you were at school? Mama knows you are not the smartest, not the prettiest, but almost all teachers know you, in your organization is also quite important, remember also your scholarship, Mama believes you are Riri. Mama..." keep quiet.. Loh Mah?.. Turns out it's sleeping mama guys🀦. Hmmm, it's already night.


I locked all the doors, and the windows. Prepare to my room my palace. "Should immediately sleep, this is not a coincidence today there are 2 handsome guys deketin me.


Uaamh sleepy, maybe God is loving me huh."


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I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow, I hope it's all good...