This Is Not What I Want

I accepted you

A few days ago, getting a quote from om Tukul, pouting wreaked havoc, smiling brought blessings. Hopefully there are still people who stop by to read my novel, hopefully someone wants to vote, hopefully deign to give a supportive comment, hopefully we pray for each other the best.

Let's continue straight after we get home from C town, shall we?

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~~ "Assalamualaikum... Maaah" How come no one opens the door? Hmmm, where is Mama? "Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh, Mom... Maaah!"

(Three days ago, I ended up participating in a cultural event in C city, we had a total of 15 people fixed off. There we joined high school and SMK students from various regions invited by the City Tourism Office C. The event was quite fun, and we gained a lot of knowledge, regarding the development plan of City Tourism C).

I was so tired, I was sitting at the door, my feet were sore. "Where is your mom?"

Forgot to ask Arman to pick me up. If you are picked up, you are not tired of walking. 😔 Fate can not bring HP. But even, Arman does not have HP🤭, he likes his face to face, not wa wa wa an. I closed my eyes, very tired... I don't know how long I slept...

"Muach," a kiss landed on my forehead. "Why not go home? Can rest at home if tired." Arman crouched down in front of me, attentive.

"Gak ah, fear, Brother Arman, know where Mama is? How is the house so quiet?" my many.

Arman pulled the key out of his pants pocket, opened the door, and helped me stand up, also carrying my bag.

I'm still confused as to why the keys to the house could be in Arman's hands, but I can't bear to go to the bathroom. The cusss...I slide into the bathroom.

I finished my bath and cleaned, but I forgot, I actually forgot, there is...

"R... You showered?" Arman was already standing behind me who just came out of the bathroom. Fortunately this towel was wide, and without answering, I tried to escape from it.

"Aaaaaaaah forgot there was you! Maygaiiiiiir!" I ran fast, holding my towel firmly.

"Kok run anyway Ri! I'm not a ghost! Hihihi!" It was clear he was laughing at me.

"You just stay there! Watch out for the macems." I screamed from the room.

"Well, I'm not going anywhere near, I'm making you some warm tea, okay?" Arman asked.

I kept quiet, quickly got dressed, and let my hair roll in a towel. I turned on the tv sitting on my favorite carpet, leaning against my son's bed. "Ah misses it with tv!" My sigh while hugging my beloved big bear doll.

The day was almost magrib, I closed the windows and turned on the lights, closed the front door, and sat back down.

Arman came and pulled the teddy bear in my arms.

"You can't hug this 🐻 again, make jealous, if you need a hug here I'm the one who is hug." Arman stretched out his arms, wanting to hug me.

I quickly grabbed a large pillow, from the top of the Putra's bed, and pointed right in front of Arman.

"Have a hug on this pillow!"

I look to the right and left, there is no yes, my mind.

"Say you make me tea, where's the tea?" Arman went and headed for the kitchen, returning not only a cup of tea and two glasses, but also a bowl of boiled noodles complete with my favorite boiled egg.

"Waaah fun," I picked up a spoon, already impatient to taste the boiled noodles made by Arman. Suddenly Arman held my hand, "Wait, pray not yet, I purposely put it in the kitchen so it doesn't get too hot, when you eat."

"But how to make it just one bowl, then what does Kak Arman eat? And for a minute, I asked you, My mom, where can I not answer?" Now turn me back, who held both his hands.

Arman looked confused, "Your mother went to grandma's house, she said she wanted to calm down. Kiki and Putra were also invited, tomorrow Son but enter the school, permission is only three days."

"Your mother has been nervous since you left, maybe after we talked about our sister, and our engagement Ri."

"Eat her noodles both huh?" I asked Arman. He's nodding. There was no sound of the Maghrib.

"Ri, I'm going to the mosque first. Keep you waiting at home alone, later I come here again after the Isya prayer, I also have to let Mr. RT fear that someone suspects we are alone in your house, later in the church again!" Arman had already walked to the front door, without waiting for my response.

"eek... Wait for... You want to stay here? But but but...!"

"As long as your mother is gone, I'll take care of the house and sleep here alone Ri, stay this night alone, tomorrow will I go home, why? Afraid? I love you Ri, so I know my limits, I'm here to take care of you, not to say anything to you." Arman convinced me.

I pull his hand, then brother will not, his Magrib prayers are with Riri. Arman was surprised but smiled happily, kissing my forehead, "Yes let's go, but after praying Brother came home first, must report. Do you want to be raided? I'm ready to get married now." Arman LEDek.

"Momorrow, if I have graduated from college" I replied and went to ablution.

Arman smiles. We prayed together, and then went home, I thought to myself, why is this the first time, I was in a relationship with a man, he was even more mature than me, why do I feel so comfortable and safe. Why don't I worry if he stays at home, is that okay.

I tidied up the Son's bed for Arman, while waiting for him, I made a cup of coffee, made a snack, and made a report of activities, "If tomorrow may be off, tired of my body. Aduuuh..."

Suddenly Arman massaged my shoulder,

"You have entered, and no sound has been heard..."

"Kok really, really want to play badminton? He said pegel, it's been kneaded."

I enjoyed Arman's Hand massage. While completing my duties.

"It's over, brother, thank you for mijitin Riri." I continue to tidy up all the books and assignments for tomorrow.

"Ri, you're not resting tomorrow?"

"When I want the final exam, I want to be able to get the maximum score."

"But your illness," Arman stalled, he hesitated to continue his words.

I smiled, "Sister Arman told Mama yes that Riri has an illness. If tomorrow is not strong, Riri must rest, promise."

"Sir Arman slept here, yes, in his mattress Son, yesterday also slept here right?" I saw her pretending not to listen.

"You alone sleep in the bed of the Son, I sleep here. (Arman patting the carpet) Already Pray Isya Ri?"

"Not yet" I replied embarrassedly.

"We're together again." Take Arman.

After the prayer, Arman asked me not to take off the face I was wearing.

"Ri, will you stand by me, with me in joy and sorrow, I will wait until the time comes for us to get married. So do you want to accept me?" Arman looked at me.

"Yes I accept you." The answer finally came out of my mouth.

Suddenly, Arman pinned the ring on my ring finger.

"It's Ri's night, you go to bed first, I take care of it."

That night, I slept well.