This Is Not What I Want

in love?

During the next lesson, until the last lesson. Arya did not stop paying attention to my attitude.

"Why the hell see me like that?" ask me without guilt. " Who's got everyone's buzzing?" I'm impatient. "I don't know my brother either. He said he likes me, doesn't make sense, does he?" I kept talking while tidying up the books and preparing to go home.

"Wait for Ri, I hear she's waiting at the gate, seriously? You accept him?"

"How long have you known me, brother?" I asked Arya, "have you not known me for a long time?"

"Just give me an explanation" he urged. "Why? Why should I explain it to you? He and I just knew that if he liked me it was his right, but I didn't know him, and I would accept him not as a girlfriend but as a friend. Already satisfied?" My answer made Arya speechless but the strange thing was that she smiled with satisfaction.

I was upset by his attitude, he had never been like this before. There's no way Arya has feelings for me. When Arya began to move from her chair, behind me who was curious, I could not I have to know why she asked for an explanation about Erdian.

"Wait, why replace this with your attitude?" My classmates had already started to leave the classroom, and it became my chance to listen to her answers. Even Rumi and Lina had gone home first. I was comfortable with Arya, once in my mind to establish a further relationship. But again I was afraid, and I convinced myself that friends were better, there was no breaking up, no hate, especially if it ended up being hostile. No no no no. That's why I like to call him brother. I want to remember my own principles.

"I'm just afraid you picked Ri wrong, that's all. He's handsome for a boy size, but he's a little classmate, no problem if you want to be. But you better get to know him first." Arya stood up immediately after she finished speaking. 🤭 So I spooked ya, thought Arya finally fell in love with me. So embarrassed of it. "Why do you have a headache again?" Suddenly Arya was worried. When I hold my head.

"Okay sister, my migraine does not recur, I will be happy again, there are young leaves who have a crush, I was just perfect to think your heart changed to me," 🤭🤭🤭. Have pity that he will wait at the gate. Since you are also the one who suggested, shouldn't I accept his invitation to go home together? He said tell him to know him more in the way people dig that well" I chanted.

Surely Erdian was already there. But.. who is next to her.bicycle mini guys... How do we get home together? Just for your information, I am not a high school boy who is unyu unyu, slim and beautiful, remember kan😇 I am just a very ordinary High School student. Arya smiled at my panic. "Looks like she forgot your body was all about Ri" she was happy.

"Jalan foot only Ri pity his bike if the boncegan 😄😄😄 Careful", he added again. Then patted my head and immediately ran to the motor park. 😤 I walked towards Erdian, trying to act as if nothing had happened, "maybe he did not hear Arya's words earlier," my inner self. "Sorry to have waited so long? There was a moment with Arya." He smiled "It's okay, come on." And yes he guided his bike I walked beside him. Let's keep. 🤭👍

"Erdian" I said breaking the awkwardness between us. "Yes Ri, what do you want to ask? ask me."

"Where do you know my house? how come you don't want us to take which path?"

"I'm not a stalker Ri, I used to go this way when I came home from school and accidentally saw you take the same path. And I'm sorry I called your name, not brother. You're not angry, are you?" "It's okay, I also called you Dian. But honestly I still feel like something's weird." Erdian.

Ah Erdian really who wouldn't want to have a boyfriend like you, but you're too tall for me. My friends even mocked me for being thought happy young leaves, indeed I am a Auntie excited what. What happened to you, Erdian. Don't play with my heart, Ugly people like me have hearts too.

My gut feeling is that you're not more like my other guy friends, are you? Falling in love is not about playing..