This Is Not What I Want

among all the gifts, there is one that is memorable until later...

It's 20:30. All the tasks are done, Brother Arman turned out like that person yes, I want to open a gift first ah.

Here's what a box isn't too big, saying plant-based, "wah can be vegetable cheese" I thought, uh it's a blue veil of salted eggs, with a deep blue flower pattern on the edge. Thank you this from oh this Rumi and Lina, continue to the following gift, emmm this long, thin crap. Wrapped using old newspapers, surely Arya nih, uh there is a writing.~" so that your life is sweeter, but do not eat mostly sweet, ntar so get fat"~ Basic yes Arya's sister, this is, anyway thanks for the chocolate, he still remembers I like chocolate.

There were only 2 small gifts in front of me, one was red, one was gray. The red one from Tina, open this one only first, "Klotak Box" uh there is a sound, what yes stone yes 🤭🤭🤭 "this is the flower brooch Lily that I like when first Junior" Back in Junior High, the school had a meeting and we were able to get home early, finally me, Rumi, Lina and Tina. Decided to visit a stationery store, before going home, because it was not far from the school. Well in the store there is also a Bros knickknack stand as well as her veil. There is one flower Lily brooch she is silver, but if exposed to a bluish-like light. It's just that I can't buy it other than it's expensive, I won't use it.

Do my friends decide to support me if I want to move? Hmmm hopefully, it's time to open the last gift, there's a paper folded up to be very small, I open it and the contents...

" I'm sorry Riri, if it surprises you by suddenly expressing love, I don't want to play with your feelings. Surely I like someone, but he's like you're a year older than me, he's my friend at church. I dare not confess my love to him. I thought if I expressed love for you, I would be able to understand her attitude later. But since the beginning you have rejected me, I feel that the gospel is not because of our differences of belief that you do not want to go there, and certainly not with me. Riri let's just be friends. I won't bother you, but don't ignore me when I meet, my admiration for you is also right, my attitude is wrong to make you test my declaration of love. I'd like to meet you tomorrow to hand you a real birthday present. Riri I'm sorry..."

"Erdian, I've forgiven you a long time, Hoaaaam time to sleep." I tidied up all the wrapping papers, put in the books for tomorrow, not to forget the book from Arman. Suddenly there fell from one of the pages in the book. "Don't say the book is broken!" After I noticed but the page paper is complete. What did that fall? I searched under the table and found a letter with a blue envelope. Letter to me, from whom, Arman? We met earlier, we talked too, yes read it.

"Riri, you are confused to receive this letter, I am really afraid, maybe after reading this you will avoid me. But it's all worth trying."

"I'm sorry I didn't actually read the book of poetry I borrowed, I wanted to communicate with you, but I didn't know how."

" We met on the street a lot, passed by, but you never noticed I was there. Strange because usually other girls will be busy looking for attention, you're the only one who is different."

"Every time you go home from school, walk alone or among your friends, you always seem to enjoy everything, not strange."

"There's something I admire most about you, your age, usually busy shopping, street, playing with gang mates, have a cool phone. But you don't, you do all your mother's work, from morning to night, you babysit your sister too, you almost never play and leave the house. Your own mother, she travels a lot. You're Riri's unique."

"I was initially able to hold back all my feelings, but when I saw another male friend driving you home, there was a feeling of fear, fear of losing you." "If I say I like you, do you believe me? If I love you Riri Rahadian Zain, will you accept me?"

"If you refuse me, return this letter to me tomorrow morning. I'll take you to school tomorrow, for the first time, and if you accept me, then keep this letter, and I'll always take you to school, accompany your days, so that you no longer keep your own sorrow."

"Everytime you see you cry, want to feel like hugging you Ri, calm you down, can you? I look forward to your answer tomorrow, and happy birthday, before you get your present, it never hurts you to give the most beautiful gift to my heart first." Greetings Arman Hardiansyah.

If you get the first love letter how does it react?...

Jump up in excitement, or "yeaaay I got a love letter too." 🥰🥰🥰

Then I have to accept it? or not reject it.

"tok tok, Ri" who is it, I saw the wall clock, it's 10 p.m., who's visiting. "Riri open the door" "Oooh big brother's coming home!"