THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW
EVENTS IN THE PAST
Just this time Rayan saw Ayana silent like a person who had no spirit. Even when Yuki's departure to the power's lap, Ayana still looks the spirit of her life.
Since dawn Ayana kept silent in the garden saung behind her house, accompanied by Rayan who was a few meters away from her. Rayan deliberately kept her distance so that Ayana would not be disturbed by his presence. Rayan even just left the place for a while to perform dawn prayers and then returned again.
Honestly, Rayan's heart was also sad to see the wife sitting curled up with her face hidden to her knees and the position of her hands hugging her legs.
Rayan really really regretted accidentally hurt the feelings of the wife. Rayan did not expect, it turned out that the past wounds experienced by the wife were so impregnated in her heart that a word alone could hit the bottom of her heart.
Since dawn Ayana continued in her sitting position without flinching. It made Rayan so worried. Slowly Rayan stepped closer to the saung. Sensing a movement, Ayana was startled and reflexively raised her face.
"Darling.." Call Rayan in a soft voice and slowly hope that the wife does not expel him from his presence.
Ayana just looked at him silently.
"Honey.. I really have no meaning in my words.. Really honey.. Sorry me.. I'm really sorry.." Ayana glanced at her hand held by Rayan.
Slowly Ayana leaned her back that was cramped due to her sitting position that curled up since dawn on the side of the saung. Slowly Ayanah pulled her hand which was in the grasp of the husband.
"I've forgiven you.. Come in, it's noon.. I have to go to work, a lot of patients are waiting for you.." Ayana said in a very soft tone without looking at Rayan's face
Rayan took a breath and exhaled slowly.
"I'm on leave today.." Rayan said surprised Ayana who immediately looked at her face
"I can't leave you at home like this.. Honey, I don't want you to do anything.." Said Rayan staring at the face of the wife.
While the one in the face actually threw his gaze in the other direction avoiding eye contact with the husband.
Hearing the words of the wife, Rayan rested before him by grasping tightly the hand of the wife and drowned her face at the grill of the wife hoping for her forgiveness.
As Ayana pulled her hand, the back of her hand was wet. Rayan's back looked trembling. He indicates he is crying. Ayana finally collapsed. At the lift of Rayan's face, and sure enough her face was wet with tears.
"Ngapain cry..? I don't know why you are.." Ayana looked at the husband's face.
"Let's go in.. Take a shower, let me prepare your needs first.." Ayana said while lowering her legs to immediately move from the saung where they were.
Ayana's steps stopped. He stood there as Rayan hugged him from behind. Unknowingly, Ayana's tears fell down her cheeks. Although disappointed, but Ayana can feel that Rayan really loves her. It was evident from the way he treated her so gently. Not pushy not even dodge and continue to apologize.
Slowly Ayana's hand was raised and placed on the back of the husband's hand that was coiled in his stomach.
"Yuk already..? You have to work, right..? It's too late.. You have to be professional at work.." Ayana gently stroked the back of her husband's hand.
With a sobbing, Rayan kissed the wife's cheek from the side and thanked her. In his heart, Rayan is grateful that his wife can still be kind and appreciate him as a husband even though his heart has been hurt even though it was accidentally.
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Today, Susi can't go to work. Because the incident over Tristan's actions to him, made him a little frustrated and decided to stay silent in his rented.
Events in the past have made him very uncomfortable. Somehow, the violent incident she experienced from her ex-husband just passed by as Tristan pushed the door and supported her and kissed her forcibly.
Susi has never been bothered with anything after being released from her ex after a divorce. That's what's frustrating now.
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