THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW
REVEALING



Ayana did not answer immediately. Ayana tried to find a sentence that could describe the condition at that time Ayana decided to separate from her ex-husband.


However, Ayana must solve the problem between herself and Arman. So that both lives can run without hurting each other again.


"Mas. We parted because there was no match between us anymore. And we've been separated long enough, it's been three years "


"Mas Arman has a new life and so do I. I even have a son from my current marriage. I beg mas Arman not to bother me anymore " Ayana said at length with a face that half begged the understanding of her ex-husband.


Arman seemed to take a deep breath and exhaled violently. Although all the explanations that came to him were the same, yet somehow his heart was so hard to believe let alone accept.


All may be because his feelings for Ayana never change, even he is so defending Ayana to stay by his side that makes it so difficult to accept Ayana's statement.


"But why does my heart say another Ayana? Why do we part but my heart cannot accept? Wh why? " Say Arman full of questions.


Ayana realized, Arman could have lost her memory but not with her heart and feelings.


" That's because Arman only remembers the past. Not the whole journey of life in Arman. But I'm telling you the truth, I never betrayed our marriage because my marriage to Rayan happened when we were divorced." Ayana Strictly.


Arman stared at the two beads Ayana's eyes tried to deepen it. There will be lies there.


" The decision letter from the submission can be read, there it is listed so clearly. What more evidence did Arman ask for? " Ayana was anxious with Arman's probing gaze.


Arman flinching then blinded his eyes inadvertently caught the shadow of someone who made his faint memories appear when he was somewhere he himself did not know where and with whom.


Arman lowered his head while holding his head slightly dizzy. But then his gaze again tried to find the figure he saw at a glance with a face that is difficult to guess.


Ayana looked confused. Then follow the direction of Arman's view. While Arman stood up and tried to run small looking for a figure who knows who.


***


"Let time heal Arman ma's memory. We have tried, but God has not restored his memory" said Mr. Rizal in between tears bu Mida


Mr. Rizal grimaced holding his head that was bruised from the impact.


"Ma, can you get a doctor? Papa wants to go home" said Mr. Rizal stroked the arm of the wife who was still crying


"But papa just regained consciousness. Papa's head still hurts. Tomorrow, will you? " Pinta bu Mida is worried


"Father, it's okay." Mr. Rizal is still crazy about the pain in his head


"No pa, tomorrow. Mama won't take any chances." Be firm, Miss Mida


Not even Rizal said the wife, the two couples simultaneously turned to the sound of the door being opened from outside.


"Arman, where have you been?" Ask mommy emotionally


Arman did not answer. She passed by her mother and chose to sit on the sofa at the end of the room with a crumpled face.


Seeing the wife was about to approach with her emotions that were not accepted by the child, Mr. Rizal pulled firmly Mida's hand and shook his head asking not to prolong the problem.


Ms Mida according. Sadly, she sat in the front seat of her husband's gurney.


"Ma, have I ever married another woman besides Ayana?" Arman's question surprised both his parents


Mr. Rizal and Ms. Mida looked at each other in silence. And yet


"Yes. You were married first rather than Ayana." Mida replied without looking at the child.


Arman rubbed his face violently. On his back rest on the sofa with his eyes closed. His heart ached like it was sliced open when he remembered Ayana's face.


His heart is not willing if the reality later must be really far from Ayana and do not get a chance to get back together with his love. Although before his memory was lost, all that had happened.


***


Unlike usual, Susi woke up in a third of the night. Feeling thirsty, Susi finally went down from her bed with eyes that were still very sleepy.


With doubt Susi approached. In the face of the beautiful Tio. There is love and heartlessness in Susi's heart for her cousin.


Susi slowly patted Tio's arm, trying to wake her up to move to sleep in the room, but Susi squealed in shock at Tio's actions.


Without being able to maintain balance, Susi falls into Tio's arms. Tio did it intentionally. He who could not accept the fact that Susi turned out to have a dream lover out there, now continues to hold Susi's movement from her arms.


"Tio freelance. Don't be weird, Tio. Off." Susi's jolt with continued rebellion to escape from Tio's decapitation.


A position that is very unfavorable for Susi when Tio brought Susi turned from her original position.


"Tio, what are you doing Tio. Let me say." Susi screamed with emotion


Because no this Susi's voice was heard by the mother and made a mess, Tio covered Susi's lips with her hands.


"Say, does he have the right to have you? Is he the guy who keeps you at a distance from me? Look me in the eye and say" Tio said softly


Susi looked at Tio's eyes in silence. Not because his lips were locked by Tio's hands, but because his own heart was not yet convinced that Tristan was the man of his heart choice, considering that Tristan had often attracted his feelings.


Slowly Tio removed her hand from Susi's lips. The maleness side suddenly appeared because their current position is so intimate.


With courage that appeared out of nowhere, Tio slowly lowered her head closer and closer to Susi's face.


Susi flinched as Tio pressed their lips together and slowly kissed her gently. Realized, Susi turned her face to avoid Tio's friendly kiss. But unfortunately, Tio's wet lips actually stick to the neck due to his own actions.


As a result of that touch, his entire body goosebumps. Realizing that, Tio took advantage of the opportunity. In her kiss gently Susi's neck, not forgetting she noticed Susi's face change.


"Tio, please stop. Don't be like this" Suggested Susi but her eyes were closed by what Tio had done to her.


The opportunity was also utilized by Tio back by kissing Susi's lips are open. Susi was silent and did not respond. Susi can't do what with the merger that has been locked by Tio.


"I know this is not wrong because you are not blood with me, I am also comfortable with you, but my heart cannot be like Tio. I love Tristan." Inner Susi


Awlnya Tio only intends to test Susi's feelings, but he is actually trapped into his own heritage.


Feeling no reply from his kiss, Tio now switched back down to Susi's smooth neck. One******* finally came out of Susi's mouth due to Tio's actions.


Feeling like he won, Tio continued the action. Due to his jealousy in Tristan, Tio gives a red mark right on the left side of Susi's neck. Susi grimacing.


Satisfied to see the marks of his creation, Tio turned to Susi's lips. But unexpectedly, Susi actually responded to his kiss this time. Tio's heart warms. With her spirit deepened again their kiss until finally they were almost out of breath.


Susi embarrassedly opened her eyes. In his heart Susi cursed herself who could usually be provoked by lust. Because of anxiety, Tio kissed Susi's cheeks repeatedly until Susi's eyes finally opened as well.


A beautiful smile was seen from Tio's face. Susi turned her face in shame.


"Relighted? Embarrassed? " Tanya Tio again kissed Susi's cheek


With a quick crack, Tio got up from his position and pulled Susi's body into his arms.


"Thank you dear. Sorry for going too far. If not, then I know how you feel." Said Tio stroking Susi's back in his arms


"I just got carried away. You don't take that as a reply to your feelings." Susi answered flatly.


Tio unraveled his embrace. Tio quickly held back Susi's nape and kissed Susi's lips again until her smooth neck. Susi sighs.


"Is this not you?" Tio asked emotion


Susi was embarrassed. His body cannot refuse. His feelings want to avoid.


**CONNECT..


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