THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

RAYAN'S MISERY OF AYANA

"Ma.. " Rayan whines spoiled.

"Rayan, your wife is pregnant.. But the condition of his fetus is very weak in addition to the current state of his mother. Mama's worried her fetus won't develop.." Rayan who heard the explanation of Retno doctor, rubbed her face violently.

How could he have not known about his wife's pregnancy.

If he had been watching his wife all this time, it might have been different.

Ayana often goes back and forth between the PICU rooms, often late to eat because Rayan is also busy in other rooms so that there is a lack of control.

Also fatigue and lack of time. That was Rayan's regret.

Ms. Retno patted the child's shoulder asking him to be strong and patient with the trials. Rayan squeezed her hair out of frustration.

"Ma, please do your best for Ayana and my future son.. I'm sure you can save my baby.." Rayan looked at Retno doctor with an excited look.

He believed his mother would do anything for his wife and children.

Doctor Retno looked at the child's face. Although Retno doctor could not be sure, she smiled nodding at the optimistic face of her beloved child.

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Tahlilan on the first night with relatives, neighbors and orphans held at the residence of Rayan and Ayana after Yuki's funeral, traveled very well and full of service.

Mr. Sultan assisted with his assistant has prepared the event with great totality.

Bu Lela was deeply moved by what her ironwork had done for her grandson.

Bu Lela was very grateful in the midst of the grief and the heaviest trials of her son and granddaughter, God had given a husband and parents to his son Ayana.

Their kindness and sincerity cannot be described by Ms. Lela.

Meanwhile, in the middle of the guests, Miss Lela was also sad. Arman doesn't seem to be there between them.

Bu Lela doesn't know if Arman didn't come because of what. While Ayana and Rayan, also not seen there because Ayana who still have to get treatment.

Rayan inevitably has to stay standby on Ayana's side.

As for Retno doctor, he had to go back and forth from Rayan's house and hospital for tahlilan and also duties as well as for Ayana and her future grandchildren tirelessly.

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"Sus, isn't that Yuki's nursery to her son Dr. Rayan sus..?" Emil, who accidentally saw an adult patient being pushed into a wheelchair into a room next to his nursery, was astonished.

"Oh that room is empty, miss.. Miss Emil didn't know Yuki died yesterday..?" The sister's question surprised Emil.

Emil was shocked to hear of the death of his ex-girlfriend's son. And one regret Emil had, he didn't know at that very moment.

So that he could not help strengthen Rayan's heart for Yuki's departure.

"Sus, why didn't the sister tell me yesterday..?" Emil was upset at his personal sister

Emil deliberately brought his private sister to the hospital to help him personally.

Because Emil did not have a family while in the hospital. His father, who remarried, had lived and settled out of town.

While the other family did not know about Emil's return to Indonesia because Emil hid his existence from anyone including his father and husband.

"Sorry lady, I forgot.." Answer the sister slowly

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Ayana who slept for so long the effect of the drug given by Retno doctor for her, blinked her eyes observing every corner of the room.

"Honey.. You're up..? Want to drink or eat..?" Ayana just stared at the confused face of the husband who appeared from behind the door and again busy observing the room where he was at this time.

"Mas, where's Yuki..?" This is why Yuki's nursing room is different..? Did you change the nursery again for Yuki..? this is why I get infused too..?" Ayana's question made Rayan even sadder and less heartless.

Rayan held Ayana so tightly. Ayana who has not received an answer from her husband, pushed her husband's chest slowly.

"Honey.. Not that yesterday you saw for yourself, Yuki has been buried.. Yuki is no more, baby.. " Rayan heartily said what had happened to his wife

Unexpectedly, Ayana just smiled a little and bowed her head.

Rayan could not yet guess what was going on with his wife. But Rayan knew, his wife was devastated about the departure of the angel of his heart.

It was as if his wings had been broken and resigned to living his empty life.

"Honey.. "

Not wanting the wife to continue falling into her pain, Rayan grabbed the wife's hand and gave the results of medical records about the fetus, their future child who is now 2 weeks in the womb of Ayana.

Ayana looked at the sheet of paper with a sad look. Ayana looks no matter what the contents in the paper are.

His eyes returned empty.

"Honey.. You can't keep this up.. You also have to think about the condition of you and our baby.. Inside here, there's little Yuki dear.." Ayana raised her gaze to look at Rayan's face.

Then turned to look at Rayan's hand that stroked her stomach slowly.

He who did not hear clearly what was said by Rayan, only returned silent and daydreaming.

Rayan who misunderstood and thought Ayana did not like her pregnancy, wailed the paper in Ayana's hand and showed it in front of Ayana's face with annoyance.

"Ayan.. You look at this.. The fetus that is in your womb, now needs support and affection from his mother, from you Ayana.. You should also think of him, just as you think of Yuki.." Rayan was already upset with Ayana's attitude

"Don't let her fate be the same, and go after her brother.. Are you the..?" Rayan, who had been emotional, forgot that his wife was currently in a state of shock.

It is not a matter of selfishness so that Rayan cannot understand the heart of a Mother who is hit by the departure of her beloved child.

But Rayan is also worried about the safety of the child in the womb Ayana. Her fate depends on Ayana.

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**CONNECT..

THANK YOU TO FRIENDS WHO ARE STILL WAITING FOR THE CONTINUATION OF AYANA'S STORY.. 🙏🙏💞💞💞**