THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW
KEEP YOUR DISTANCE
Ayana grabbed the hand of Rayan who was stroking her arm and kissing her palm
"Mas.. Thanks yeah..? I don't know what it would be like if there weren't you and papa's mom.. I don't know the mas.." Ayana said crying softly
"Yes dear.. We go to the room first, right..? Clean your body first, after that we eat in the cafeteria only for not long.. Or do we order via the app..?" Said Rayan stroking his wife's cheeks gently
"Cantin aja mas.. But dzuhur first, let's not postpone the prayer.." Answer Ayan slowly
"Come on.. Strong road..? Just use a wheelchair, right..?" Rayan asked softly
"Gak mas.. I'm strong.." Ayana smiled
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"Was the task done..?" Ayana asked after Rayan entered Yuki's nursery which was in the VVIP
"Yes, baby, it's.."Rayan answered Ayana and put the back of her hand on Ayana's forehead to check her temperature
"Still dizzy..?" Ask Rayan again
"Gak mas.. I've been sniffing after taking the medicine this afternoon.." Ayana smiled
"Beautiful.." Rayan kissed Ayana's cheek
"This one exists.. Take a shower first, we'll look at Yuki..?" Ayana said
"Yes dear.. I took a shower, didn't I..?" Rayan passed to the bathroom
"Mas.. What will I eat to order.." Ask Ayana
"Mmm what is it..? this is all.." Rayan replied while raising her heart-shaped finger towards him, making Ayana shake her head
"Mas Rayan mas Rayan's.. Where full of food is only eating love.." Ayana's words dodged, making Rayan laugh
"I ordered the food through my mom.. Mama will be here, baby.. We eat home cooking.. I also want to come here she said she wanted to follow me.." Rayan approached his wife and kissed her lips and passed into the bathroom
Ayana smilingly looked at the back of the husband who walked towards the bathroom until lost from behind the door.
Ayana was so grateful in her heart, God had replaced the better after the loss.
God gave his life ease after tremendous hardship. His heart suddenly remembered all his travels until he met Rayan.
Rayan's attitude is always warm since the beginning they met, now after marriage it is increasingly more days treat him very well.
After they performed the congregational Isya prayer, Rayan telephoned Retno's mother who turned out to be heading to the hospital where she worked because she got an emergency call.
While the order cuisine, now forced to be delivered by the driver of his house. While Lela's mother-in-law, was already in Yuki's nursery with Ayana.
The profession that is now lived by Rayan and the Mother is not necessarily working hours.
There are patients who need to take action immediately. They are required to be extra alert whenever they are needed
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"Rayan, where's Ayana..?" Ask Mika's doctor as they meet in the corridor to the hospital clinic
"Emil..?" Doctor Mika smiled
While Rayan just looked at him silently. The incident when he helped Emil who fell drooped in his room, made him reluctant to give him attention again as before.
He was afraid that Emil would misinterpret the kindness he gave. He now has a wife that he loves very much.
Her feelings for Emil have faded since the presence of Ayana in her life.
Ayana is able to occupy the only queen in the recesses of her heart.
"Where are you Mil..? Oh yes, later after I finish pratek, I meet you huh.. Someone wants me to tell you something.." Mika smiled warmly
They were quite close since Emil became the lover of his cousin Rayan at that time. They often shop together in their free time.
"Yes Mika.. I wait.." Emil answered with a small smile
Emil glanced at Rayan for a moment in silence. He was sad to see Rayan who had not greeted him since. It even looks like it's sitting on him.
"Where is your warm attitude Yan.. I miss you as you used to.." Inner Emil
"Mika, Rayan, I'll go first.." Emil said in his sorrow. Mika nodded and briefly looked at Rayan with a suspicious look
"Heyy.. What's wrong with you guys..?" Mika patted Rayan's arm
"What's the matter.." Rayan replied flatly and passed away leaving Mika who was still silent in her place
In the PICU room, Yuki who had woken up from her coma was joking with Ayana. Ayana looks so happy to hear the babbling of the child.
"Yuki why pout baby..? Papa will work first baby, later also here.." Rayu Ayana smiled with anxiety
He did not expect the child to sulk because he missed Dad, he continued, rather than his real father.
Meanwhile, at her ex-husband's house, the couple were at odds.
Arman who is still busy looking for the whereabouts of Ayana and her son always come home late so Raya feels neglected.
"Mas, if this attitude continues, I'd better go home to my parents.. It's free to have a husband, but it's like being alone.." Raya's speech vented her anger
"Raya, do you realize what you're saying..? Yuki's my son, it's only natural that I worry about him.." Sarkas Arman looked at his wife
"But what I bear is also your son.. He needs your attention, too.." Raya's reply raised the volume of her voice venting her emotions
"If you still love Ayana, go after her.. I give up, I also have to make myself happy, even without you.." Raya's speech came out from her room, making Arman flinch in shock.
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**CONNECT..
THANK YOU TO A FRIEND WHO STOPPED BY.. 🙏💞💞💞**
