THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

PREGNANT

It had been two days Rayan noticed Ayana was always a lot of moody. Even Ayana's cold demeanor returned just like the start she had approached him first.

Today Rayan has finished her retirement and began to re-enter work. Last night Rayan deliberately went to bed early because of Ayana's cold attitude. As was the case this morning, Ayana prepared all the needs of Rayan still with her cold attitude

Rayan, who could not stand the cakekin, grabbed Ayana's body in her arms

"What's up..? Why has your attitude changed..? Please tell me where my fault is.." Rayan's voice was almost inaudible

Ayana was silent. Rayan broke her embrace and kissed Ayana's forehead for so long

"How can I know where my fault lies if you just keep quiet like this.. Do you regret marrying me..?" Ayana gasped at the last sentence that Rayan said

Ayana looked at Rayan's eyes so deeply. She realized that her attitude had hurt her husband's feelings

"I'm sorry.." That's all that came out of his lips

Rayan brought Ayana back into her arms

"What exactly is it.. Don't cover anything from me.. I'm your husband, I deserve to know what happened to my wife.." Rayan panan

Finally Ayana recounted the incident yesterday when Arman came complete with Arman's plea to her. Rayan patiently listened to the story from Ayana until it was over.

"Mas.. I'm sorry for my attitude.. I'm just dizzy trying to find a way to refuse the gift, but I don't have a grip myself.." Ayana said

Meanwhile, if she accepted it, she felt disrespectful to her husband. Because as long as Arman is absent from his responsibilities, Rayan is always there for him and Yuki.

"No need to think about it anymore, baby.. Next time there is a problem, do not be alone.. Problems cannot be solved just by keeping quiet.. "Rayan said smilingly stroking the top of Ayana's head

Ayan nodded slowly

"Mas, can I work..? I want to have a grip so I can confirm it to Arman.." Ayana looked at her husband's bead of eyes pleading

"Honey.. If you work, pity Yuki in staying just the same mother.. Poor Mom is old, I must be tired of taking care of Yuki alone at home.. You are now my responsibility entirely.. Let me face your ex-husband.." Rayan tried to give a reason that felt appropriate to refuse his wife's request

Rayan felt why his wife came to work. While his wealth alone will not be reduced only to the medical expenses of Yuki and the needs of his wife and in-laws.

"But I want to have a busy time.. I can stress silence without any activity.. Yuki also does not fuss.. He's a pretty understanding son.." Ayana kept trying to ask her husband's permission

"You don't have to work, baby.. You accompany me to take care of Yuki at home.. When else can you have a lot of time for Yuki.. Tomorrow we move to a new house, and there is a large garden.. You can garden flowers or vegetables and even fruit can also if only to busy yourself from boredom.. Later you will be accompanied by gardeners, so do not be tired.. How's it..?" Rayan stroked his wife's arm

Ayana likes to care for flowers. But all she wants is to have her own income without continuing to depend on her husband like before. But it's gonna be hard

Seeing the face of his wife who returned moody, Rayan akhinya gave up

"alright.. I'll try to talk to papa.. Maybe you can go to work at Papa's.. But, if you get pregnant later, I won't let you work again.. How's it..?" Said Rayan

Hearing the word pregnant, Ayana suddenly felt embarrassed. It's been 4 days they've been married, Rayan hasn't even touched her. Rayan who realized the change in the face of Ayana who blushed in shame, tried to prank his wife.

"Honey.. Your ex-husband has been here 2 days often, are you not afraid to fall in love again..? Or because it's also one of the reasons you're being cold to me..?" Rayan

"The word is prayer loh mas..?" Sarkas Ayana was upset making Rayan smile knotty

Rayan smiled stroking his wife's arm

"Very.. There's no reason to say no.. Why is it, baby..? You doubt..?" Rayan brought Ayana in her arms again

Ayana looked up at her husband's face

"But, why did not Mas Rayan ask for the right of Mas Rayan as a husband..?" Ask slowly

Ayana was embarrassed to ask her husband. But in any case, she also deserves to know the reason why her husband is reluctant to touch her completely

"I'm ashamed to do it at Mom's house.. Our room is next to Mom's, just over this wall.. If you hear me, aren't you ashamed, baby..?" Rayan whispered right in Ayana's ear

Ayana chuckled at the confession of her husband. Unexpected by him, Rayan who is a doctor who is almost always accustomed to seeing the body of his patients in the operating room, still feel embarrassed dealing with things like the first night.

"Mas there is.. Keep going until when can you nahan..?" Tanya Ayana was still with her laughter

Rayan scratched her head that was not itchy

"If asked until when I can nahan, I honestly tormented near you every night.. But then we'll be in our new house.. Tomorrow we move there.. You prepare yourself well good.." Rayan laughed

Ayana patted her husband's arm

"But unfortunately, I just arrived this morning.. Salah mas Rayan himself yesterday in winuin.." Ayana said

Ayana laughs loosely at her husband's lethargic expression when she hears he can't serve her husband because he is an udzur

"Mas, you don't have to go to work, do you..?" Tanya Ayana who just realized that her husband today had to go to the hospital because the time of his leave is over

"Later on.. Coincidentally this morning there's still doctor Edo there, I've been let in by noon.." Answer Rayan casually

Ayana just nodded in understanding

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"Honey.. This is everything, right..? Check if there's anything left behind.."

Rayan asked after finishing compiling the goods and suitcases of clothes into a car driven by driver Pak Daud, Rayan's father

"Udah mas, it's all.. Look forward to being able to come back if there will be items needed there.." Ayana said as she lifted Yuki's body into her car

"Yes, let's go.. Come mom.." Get Rayan polite

In the middle of the journey, Yuki continued to chat non-stop. Every now and then Yuki asked a question that before Rayan answered, she had answered it herself first. But If Rayan answers with the same answer, Yuki will not accept. Rayan has to find other answers that he has to like

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