THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW
COMPREHENSION



"If you still love Ayana, go after her.. I give up, I also have to make myself happy, even without you.." Raya's speech came out from her room, making Arman flinch in shock.


Arman did not step over the wife who had been indifferent with all that he did, now demands more on him.


Although it is true that he married Raya not only because he was interested in everything that was on him, but he did not like Raya demanding more.


That's how Arman, who chose to marry two, but the ego of the heart prevailed until his first wife chose to step down. And now the second wife was tired of his attitude.


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"Let's.. Yes a canoe, kangeenn.." Susi's voice curls echoed throughout the hallway of the PICU room


Ayana and Rayan who just came out of the PICU room saw Yuki's condition there, surprised by Susi's cry calling out to him.


Susi ran over to the two with her usual cheerful smile.


"Susi, do you realize where this is..? Lower your voice.." Tegur Ayana looked at her best friend.


"Hehe sorry.. Understand singer.." Susi replied looking at Ayana.


Obviously Ayana laughed at the words of her best friend. Because Susi can never sing well.


His voice was discordant and false, not to mention the tone where the music went. Completely


"Who are you here with..?" Ask Ayana then


"Smucile.. So mate, let's not be single anymore.." Susi replied, making Rayan and Ayana smile amusedly


"My beautiful daughter how is she doing..?" Tanya Susi glanced towards the door of the PICU room


"Thank God, Yuki is still given life to this day.. Ask her prayer, may Yuki be as healthy as ever.." Ayana said


"Aamiya.. May all our prayers be answered by Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala.." Susi sincerely said


"Mmm, Ayana.. I want to say something to you can..?" Susi asked hesitantly, afraid that Ayana and her husband would have another event


Ayana glanced at the husband. Rayan nodded giving her permission.


While Rayan himself still has to deal with some of his patients who are waiting to be treated.


"Iyaas.. Let's go to the cafeteria, I'll have breakfast porridge there.." Ayana said


The two also stepped out to the hospital canteen on the ground floor, precisely next to the hospital parking lot.


"lady.. To the point, right..? I want her, your in-laws are called Retno doctors, right..? The pratek doctor at Pelita Indah hospital..?" Susi asked after they were eating breakfast porridge in the hospital cafeteria



"Yes, he's an obstetrician at the beautiful pelita hospital.. Why emang..?" Tanya Ayana frowned looking at her best friend


"That's right, he was the doctor at the time.. Hadu I have to do this, gradually everything will be discovered as well.." Susi Monologue


"You why..? You know him..?" Tanya Ayana looked at Susi


"Eh no really.. I just, I happen to see him in a beautiful lamp hospital, um a long time ago, when I was sick.." Answer Susi's gurgling and brick stamped


"Oh so.. I've eaten first, it's cold.. Later after this, accompany me to buy something at the pharmacy.." Ayana continued her breakfast



"Yes siipp.. Oh yes, I noticed your face getting here brighter aja Ay..? Does that handsome doctor always give you a booster mood every night..?" Susi's question made Ayana suddenly choke.


Susi's question embarrassed her. For Ayana, such a thing is very secret to her.


Susi who was shocked to see Ayana choking, immediately thrusting water in her glass. Ayana unconsciously drank it.


Ayana stared at her best friend flatly after finishing drinking. Susi was pleased to realize her actions.



"Hehe sorry Ayana darling.. It's just nanya.." Susi said realizing Ayana's gaze


"Quick finish the breakfast.. Don't make it weird anymore.." Ayana


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"Honey, where are my pajamas..?" Tanya Rayan who just finished her shower


Ayana who was making the bed for him and the husband in Yuki's nursery, was shocked as Rayan's burly hands coiled around her waist


"Mas Rayan, get dressed first.." Said Ayana who was embarrassed on the deck by Rayan wrapped in a towel only on her lower abdomen


"Why sweetheart..? He said it was a minute.. So let it be like this for a second.." Rayan began to convict his wife


"Mas, later there will be people who enter can be ashamed.. It's a hospital, don't take it home.." Ayana asked for the understanding of her husband


"Yes dear.. But tonight, will ya..?" Said Rayan kissing Ayana cheek at a glance from the side, Ayana nodded slowly.


Ayana actually felt sorry for her husband. Because since they are officially legal to be a couple, they are not free to do what they want as husband and wife because of conditions that are not conducive.


Moreover, this was the first marriage for Rayan, not like it was the second time.


Not to mention that he was busy with the pain of Yuki, the son of his first marriage. Almost all of her time and attention gushed for Yuki.


Ayana approached Rayan who had just finished wearing her clothes with a towel still in her hand to dry her wet hair.


Ayan slowly hugged her husband from behind and leaned her cheek against his back.


"Mas Rayan's.. Sorry about me, huh..? I don't mean to refuse your wishes.. If you want to do it now, I'm ready.." Ayana said slowly


Rayan stroked the back of Ayana's hand that was coiled around her stomach gently.


Rayan turned to face his wife and hugged her so possessively, as if she was afraid of losing her.


"Why should I apologize, honey, Hmmm..? I'm okay, my dear.. It'll be tonight too, right..?" Rayan tried to understand.


Ayana looked up at Rayan. He shook slowly


"Gak mas.. If you want, I'm really ready.. Don't have to wait for tonight.." Ayana assured her husband


Rayan led Ayana to sit on the edge of the bed and looked at her smiling meaningfully.


"I want it tonight.. Let's maximize.." Rayan said moving her forehead up and down, making Ayana's face flutter with embarrassment



"Cock his face red, baby..? " Tanya Rayan teases


"Mas ih's.. I'm gonna take a shower first.. It's sultry.." Ayana said that she wanted to avoid her husband because of embarrassment


Rayan laughed because he had managed to seduce his wife to make her cheeks blush.


Rayan really likes to see his beautiful wife when she blushes embarrassed by it. Ayana's natural face, the gaze of Ayana's eyes, was always able to calm her heart


Geck.. Tokkkp.. The tookkk..


The sound of the room door being knocked from outside, surprised Rayan who was staring at the bathroom door where his wife had just entered.


"Emil..?" When the door was opened by Rayan, Emil's face from behind the door smiled at her


Rayan was suddenly worried. If he didn't let Emil in, and just the two outside his room like that, he was worried that his wife was jealous.


Moreover, he already knows who Emil in his past. But if he lets in, his wife is still in the bathroom.


He was afraid of just being alone with Emil in one closed room


"Mas..? Emil..?" Ayana who forgot to bring her bath towel, went out the bathroom to take the towel. He accidentally saw Rayan and Emil who were in front of the door of his room that was slightly open, were chatting together


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