THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

AYANA KISS

"Oh yes, dear.. I want nanya, how do you know Emil is my ex..?" Tanya Rayan later

Ayana broke her embrace from the husband and looked at him flatly. Rayan squeezes in realizing her mistake of discussing Emil to his wife. His hand raised slowly stroked the wife's head

"Sorry.." Said slowly

Ayana did not flinch, making Rayan put on a face of bleakness. Ayana then got up from the prayer mat and walked towards the wardrobe to store her prayer equipment there. Rayan rubbed his face cursing his wrong self

"Mama.." Rayan who heard Yuki's whining rushed over, followed by Ayana later

"Why sweetheart..?" Rayan asked softly

"Why sweetheart..? It's mama.." Ayana

"Mas..?" Ayana who was worried to see Yuki who just kept whining, pulled Rayan's clothes like a child

Rayan who already knew Yuki's condition was not in good condition, stroked Ayana's head for a while and turned to reach for her phone which was on the nightstand next to her bed and Ayana restrained and immediately contacted someone

A moment later after Rayan Selwsai contacted someone by phone, Rayan who was still wearing a sarong because after dawn prayers, rushed to change her clothes.

"Honey, Yuki we should take her to the intensive room now.. Mika's been heading here, Amanda's doctor has also been contacted by Mika.." Said Rayan stroking Ayana's arm

"Mas, why Yuki..?" Tanya Ayana grew panicked

"Yuki is okay, baby.. " Rayan's voice kissed Ayana's forehead trying to calm her from the panic

A moment later two medics arrived with a gurney. Without waiting for long, Rayan directly carried Yuki and moved him to the gurney and pushed quickly towards the intensive room.

Arriving in the room, Rayan also went inside. While Ayana is not allowed to come in even though it is forcing. Because that is the procedure of every hospital

Almost 15 minutes have passed, Rayan has not yet come out of the room. Ayana is getting frustrated with him. Seen from afar, Amanda's doctor walked into the intensive room in a hurry. Makes Ayana fall down in tears

An hour passed, the door opened and appeared Rayan's face there. Dr Amanda and two other doctors were also seen coming out of the room. Ayana who had been limp waiting for news of her son since earlier, was no longer able to rise to stand.

"Darling..?" Sapa Rayan gently sat down beside Ayana

Rayan brought the wife's body into his arms. Clutching her tightly lovingly. The cry of Ayana also broke in the arms of her husband

"Come in.. For today Yuki must be treated in this room first.. If his condition has stabilized and improved, we move Yuki back to his room.." Rayan explained

"Yuki why is it..? I'm afraid.." Ayana said in her tears

"Yuki has a heart condition.. We just pray, baby, hopefully Yuki can pass it and get better again.. Yuki has also started to experience a loss.. I hope it's not getting worse.." Rayan replied without covering up what happened to Yuki while peeping the forehead of the wife who was still in her arms.

Ayana's cry sounded heart-wrenching. It felt like his world collapsed hearing what the husband said about the condition his son was experiencing. His little angel who had been with him struggled to live after being separated from his ex-husband, was struggling with the disease that attacked his body.

"Prophey dear.." Rayan softly kissed the head of the wife

"Come inside.. I ask you, from now on you must always be ready no matter what.. Strengthen your heart from now on.. Can..? There's me here who'll never leave you.." Said Rayan tightened his embrace on the body of the wife trying to give strength.

Ayana took off her husband's embrace and wiped her tears with both hands. Ayana moved from her seat slowly. Rayan tries to help him but is tepis by him.

"I can do it myself.." He said slowly, making Rayan forced to sit back

With a limp Ayana continued to step forward towards the intensive room where Yuki was. Ayana slowly approached Yuki who was lying weak there, with the condition attached several medical devices on her body.

Ayana was stunned to see the condition of the child. Her crying is growing

Ayana could not imagine what she would be if something bad happened to her innocent little angel. His cry became hysterical until it was heard by Rayan who was deliberately waiting for him in front of the door that was slightly open. Rayan rushed in to his wife

"Honey.. You can't go here, baby.. You must be strong for Yuki.. If Yuki sees you as fragile as this, she can follow the cry.." Rayan could not see his wife who was so fragile

Ayana raised her head to look at Rayan's face with tears that continued to linger. Rayan helped his wife stand up and took her into her arms. Rayan took off her embrace and wiped away the tears that were still on the wife's cheek

"Strong yeah..? We're facing the same.." Said Rayan peeping and cheeks of the wife lovingly.

Mika who had been standing in the doorway, just silently watched the husband and wife was full of days. He who had also been affectionate towards Yuki also felt a deep sadness

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"Mas, Yuki can already be moved to this room again tomorrow..? " Tanya Ayana when they had just finished performing congregational prayers in Yuki's nursery

"Yes dear.. "Jawab Rayan stroked Ayana's head

Ayana looked at the husband's face. How grateful she is to have a husband like Rayan. Not only love her but also love her child from her marriage to her ex-husband.

"Bag.." Ayana smiled, peeping briefly at the husband's cheek

Anxious Rayan gets treatment arriving from his wife, cupping both of Ayana's cheeks with his hands and kissing Ayana's lips gently. Ayana was shocked, yet she did not try to resist. Makes Rayan more courageous to deepen his kiss.

"Bag.." Call Ayana after Rayan takes off her pagutan

"Yes dear.." Rayan looked into Ayana's eyes

"Thank you for being a good husband and father to me and Yuki.. I am grateful to have found God with you.. And forgive me for doubting you in the beginning you approached me.. I love you as well.. Ilove you.." Ayana gently looked at the husband's face

Rayan was happy to hear the love speech from Ayana that she had never heard from Ayana's lips. This time it was Ayana who kissed Rayan's lips gently. Rayan smiled happily got the sweet treatment.

"Mas.. I'm not okay, haven't got the rights as a husband even though I'm no longer in the state of udzur..?" Ayanas asked heartily, afraid that she might be mistaken

Rayan smiled stroking the wife's soft arm

"To be honest, I want to love.. I am a normal man, baby.. Every time I get close to you, I always endure the turmoil in it with great difficulty.. But since the current conditions are not yet possible, yes I must be patient first.." Rayan replied smilingly looking at Ayana

"God, thank you once again for bringing this man before me into my life and my son's.. Thank you God.." Ayana muttered inwardly looking into the husband's eyes intensely

Geck.. Geck.. Geck..

Ayana and Rayan gasped because they were shocked by the sound of the door being knocked from outside.. The feeling of both suddenly turned into was was. Afraid that the knock on the door came from a call about the condition of Yuki who is currently still in intensive space.

Rayan got up and walked to the door.

Cekkleek..

"Emil..?" Rayan was surprised to see Emil from behind the door as she opened it

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