THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

AYANA'S DOUBT

“Nak, this is a drink first.. Mom to room first see Yuki.?” The mother who came from the kitchen just stopped by to give water to Ayana and rushed to the room to check on Yuki

"Drink the water first to feel calm.." Rayan's voice diverted

Ayana looked back at Rayan's face intensely

“If I may know, what are your plans after this.” Rayan was curious whether Ayana would give up or stick to her stance of not returning to her ex-husband's lap

If you can be honest, Rayan hopes Ayana stays on her stance not to return to her ex-husband.

Please be anxious Rayan was waiting for the answer that came out of Ayana's lips

“I don't know either.. Right now I just want the best for Yuki.. I will try to put my ego aside.” replied Ayana slowly

Rayan took a breath looking at Ayana. This was not the answer he expected. Because of hearing Ayana's words, there could be a possibility that they will refer back.

Rayan lowered her head. Rayan is confused as to what to behave.

As she turned her eyes forward, her eyes caught a deep stroke of sadness on Ayana's face.

Since then Ayana can only bow in lethargy. His eyes are also puffy. However, it does not reduce the beauty of Ayana in the eyes of Rayan.

"Falma.." Rayan's murmur was almost inaudible

"Hmmm..?" Ayana looked at Rayan's face

Rayan looks doubtful. Like wanting to reveal something but stuck to his lips. He turned his head back to the floor

If he could, it would be like he was carrying Ayana in his arms. She was inexhaustible, the woman in front of her was lacking anything so that her ex-husband could cheat on her.

If looking for beauty, Ayana is not lacking anything in her physique. If he is looking for patience, he sees Ayana is quite patient in any case.

He even made patience as his clothes. If they are looking for children, they have also been gifted a beautiful princess.

What Arman was looking for in his household

If there is indeed something lacking according to her ex-husband, is there not a perfect man? Doesn't that lack have to be covered with the advantages of the couple?

“Ayana.. Sorry earlier.. Allow me to help with the treatment of Yuki.” Rayan sincerely looked at Ayana's face

Ayana who heard Rayan's words suddenly lifted her face to look at Rayan's eyes.

Long enough Ayana looked at that handsome face. Ayana did catch there's sincerity there for her and Yuki.

But he is not one who is so easy to accept other people's gifts if he can still work on it himself

Ayana again bowed her head looking at her hands that were clinging to each other on her thighs.

“ Don't need a dock.. I can still afford Yuki's treatment.. Although my salary as a restaurant waiter is small, but Alhamdulillah I can still set it aside for Yuki.” Reject Ayana politely

“ Gak Ayana.. Don't refuse.. I hope you are not offended by my help.. I will feel very guilty for what happened earlier if you reject it.” Rayan said half-please

Ayana silently looked into Rayan's eyes

Ayana laughed at Rayan's words. Ayana looked back at Rayan's face with a difficult look

“What does doctor mean.?” Tanya Ayana flat

“ Ayana sorry.. I seriously.. I'm ready to be the connecting father for Yuki.. Become a priest for you.. Being a good daughter-in-law to Mom too.” Rayan moved the seat to the side of Ayana

Ayana shifts her body trying to keep her distance with Rayan. Suddenly his feelings become unsettled because of Rayan's attitude

“ Please call Mom.. I'd like to propose to you in front of Mom.. I want to protect you and Yuki and Mother from anyone.. I am serious about my decision.” said Rayan gently staring at Ayana

“ But sorry doc, I really can't.. There are many things I have to consider.. I'm sorry.” Ayana said softly

Rayan took a breath and exhaled slowly. He cannot force his will.

Rayan is determined not to back down from her decision to make Ayana his wife. Just need to be patient so that Ayana can feel comfortable.

“ Alright I understand.. I'll wait until you're ready.. But I can still come here again if I miss Yuki.?” Rayan asked smilingly looking at Ayana

For a moment Ayana was stunned to see the sweet smile that Rayan gave her. Can not be denied that Rayan is increasingly visible good looks if smiling. Silence is handsome, let alone smiling.

Ayana finally nodded without making a sound after coming to her senses from her daydream.

“Alhamdulillah's.. Yes, I already said go home first yes, it's late at night.” Said Rayan still with her sweet smile staring at Ayana's face

Rayan moved from her seat. Not even stepping, he turned back towards Ayana..

"Don't break the promise.. You have given me permission to visit when I want." Rayan told Ayana

Ayana nodded slowly without answering.

Rayan is fixated on wajh gorgeous Ayana. Nothing is lacking in the eyes of Rayan, although the eyes of Ayana look swollen

Ayana follows Rayan from behind to take Rayan to the front door

“ But not at night.” Ayana said after they were on the front porch

Rayan frowned confusedly staring at Ayana

“Visiting not at night.. Not good with neighbors.. If only it could be during the day when I'm not home.. I don't want any slander.” Ayana is smiling

Seeing Ayana smile, Rayan also reflexively smiled. Her heart praised Beautiful

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