THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

APPLICATION 2

Ayana looked at the sad looking face of Rayan

"Sorry Ayana.." Rayan regretted not being able to control her feelings

Ayana smiled to see Rayan who looked right regretting her actions

"If I'm not the best, don't turn me down.. Give me a chance even if only once to prove that I can be worthy.. Or if I may ask, tell me how to be what you want me to be.. I'll try as I can.. But if later your heart still can not accept me, God willing I sincerely.." Rayan said so softly

Ayana exhaled a rough breath staring at Rayan

"Not you, but I.. I can't accept you because of what I said.. We are so much different.. You deserve better than me out there.." Ayana said

Rayan straightened her head looking at Ayana

"Gak Ayana's.. I want you.. Only thou.. Try to understand Ayana.." Lirih Rayan's

I don't know why Rayan is so afraid of losing Ayana. Even when she was with Rena, she never once asked Rena to stay by her side when Rena married another man.

Ayana looked at Rayan in silence. He actually wants to accept Rayan in his life. Open a new leaf with the handsome doctor. It was just that he felt that he was inappropriate for a man as good as Rayan who had everything

"But you know I'm a widow myself.. I also have a child.. I have no higher education.. Even our lives are very simple.. Can't you see all that..?" Ayana said pressing

"Did I care..? Does loving someone have to have conditions..? Tell me what the conditions are to love you.." Said Rayan staring at Ayana's bead eyes so intensely

Ayana just kept quiet. He was confused as to what to answer.

Rayan grabbed Ayana's hand and held it feelingly

"Falma.." Lirih Rayan's

Ayana stared at Rayan for so long without saying a word. Rayan was so patiently waiting for Ayana to answer him

"Are you not going to regret it..? Do you know what the risk of marrying a widow is..? Are you going to be ready..?" Ayana's question made Rayan smile

"Why smile..? I seriously asked.." Ayana's words poked her lips

Rayan further widened her smile to look at Ayana

"If I'm sorry, I can't possibly beg like this.. I never doubted my decision.. Sorry, God willing, I will not regret it.. I am sure as sure as I am sure that you are my soul mate whom God has lent to others.." Rayan smiled

Ayana looked into Rayan's eyes looking for the truth of her words. And Ayana didn't find the slightest lie there. Until Ayana finally revealed her smile to look at Rayan

Rayan raised her forehead upwards. Ayana knew Rayan was asking for a definite answer. She answered him with a nod and her sweet smile made Rayan reflexively hug her body tightly

"Doctor Rayan.. I can't breathe.." Ayana said in Rayan's arms

Rayan broke her embrace and looked at Ayana's face flat

"What was..? Try repeating what did you call me..?" Tanya Rayan flat

Ayana laughed at Rayan's expression. Ayana hugged Rayan still with her laugh. Making Rayan happy is second to none

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Next Day. Doctor Mika who found a mission from doctor Retno, Rayan's mother who is her own aunt, is in a hurry to find Rayan in her room. Rayan who just finished surgery a patient who experienced fetal distress, was sleeping on the sofa in his private room

Ckleekkkb..

The sound of the door of Rayan's private room was open

"God.. It's just that the phone isn't picked up.." Doctor Mika muttered in the doorway with her chest closed

Rayan gasped and straightened her body even though she was blindfolded. His life has not been fully gathered

"Try checking your phone, how many calls from aunty you didn't pick up.." Flat mika

Rayan who had begun to collect his life grabbed his cellphone lying on his desk. He exhaled while leaning his back against the sofa sandara

"What's your mom calling me..?" Rayan asked Mika

"Tante is worried that you killed yourself because he refused to share your love.." Answer Mika origin

"Anyway with that.." Rayan's speech throttled

"Seriously.. What's the matter..?" Tanya Rayan later

"Tante wants to know your relationship with Ayana how.. It's been how many days since Ayana's aunt meeting.. Has Ayana not given the answer yet..?" Mika asked with a serious expression

"What is the chain.." Rayan said casually

"If Ayana rejects you, your aunt has the choice to replace Ayana.." Mika said no less relaxed

"Mom want my soul mate..?" Rayan scrunched her eyebrows

Mika nodded for sure

"Oh can't.. I don't do anything playing soul mate all.." Sinis Rayan on Mika

"If you do sell, where do you try the candidate..? Ayana is against you, right..?" Sarkas Mika looked at Rayan

"Independently.. I slept with Ayana last night.. I'll go home to work later I want to talk to mommy and dad to schedule a meeting with Ayana's parents.." Rayan smiled

"Seriously you want to get married..?" Tanya Mika did not believe it

"Yes seriously.. So please come out and please tell mama that soon this handsome mama's son will get married.. So no matchmaking doesn't matter that.." Said Rayan while lying down again on the sofa to continue his wife who was disturbed by Mika

Mika poked her lips and left Rayan's room and closed the door with a slight roughness

Elsewhere, Trsitan, who had not yet heard of Ayana, became a bit of a beggar. Until his mother was amazed at the change of her unusual child like that. Even since they re-settled in their hometown again, Tristan was so happy and cheerful. Making her mother suspicious of Ayana

"Trisntans.. You why..? Since yesterday mami noticed you are glum just keep going.." Ask the mother to approach

Tristan let out a rude and silent breath without even answering. He lowered his feet to the floor as his mother sat right next to him

"If there's a problem, same mom.. Who knows if Mom can help.." Ayu said to her son softly

"So I went to Ayana's workplace.. Said her friend who also works there, Ayana has not been to work for a week.. I feel Ayana's avoiding me.." Trsitan said to Ayu

Mom Ayu's face then turned sour. But Tristan did not notice the change in his mother's face

"It turns out you're still in a relationship behind me.. Watch out for you Ayana.." Mumbled bu Ayu in a heart full of emotion

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