THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

AYANA'S DISAPPOINTMENT

"Where is doc..? What's going on..?" Rayan was made to panic to forget today he had to serve in another room.

"What happened, I don't know for sure.. Maybe Sister Leni knows what her chronology is like.. But for his current condition, Alhamdulillah has started to stabilize.. " Obviously doctor Sinta on Rayan.

After finishing from doctor Sinta's room, Rayan headed to the ICU room with feelings and thoughts of anxiety.

There Emil is being treated for cuts to his arm and wrist that left him almost dead.

What is worse is a wound on his wrist that makes his pulse almost broken.

Lucky his life was helped because at the time of the incident, sister Leni his personal nurse came on time.

Early in the morning, Emil, who could not sleep well, chose to leave his hospital room to go to the hospital park alone while others were still peacefully tudur in a dream.

Seeing that there was a shadow of someone in the corner of the hospital hallway sitting pensively with sobs that sounded bitter, Emil tried to approach him.

But unfortunately, when Emil began to approach, it was seen that a woman of his age was shocked and spontaneously directed the sharp item in his hand and hit Emil's hand when Emil tried to fend off the woman's attack.

Not to mention his arm that was joined by the second attack. Seeing Emil slumped on the floor, the woman realized and panicked.

This incident has been handled by the authorities when Emil's private sister immediately reported to the hospital and police.

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Today it has been two weeks since Yuki's departure from Ayana's life.

While at Ayana's residence, her family and domestic assistants were busy preparing all the needs for the event later that night, Rayana is busy in the surgical room because there are patients who must get treatment on the same day.

It's been almost four hours that Rayan handled her patients on the operating table.

After four hours, Rayan and the other medical team just came out of the surgical room.

Not even a half-hearted feeling of aching and tired, Emil's personal sister had approached Rayan and asked her to meet Emil in the ICU room as Emil requested.

Previously Emil was allowed to be moved to the treatment room.

But because his condition returned weak and had to get another blood donor, doctors still had to hold him in the ICU room.

"Mil, how are you..?" Rayan asked after he was in the room where Emil was being treated.

Emil who had closed his eyes because of dizziness attacked him, opened his eyes slowly glancing towards the sound of being.

"Fishermen.. You're here.." Emil said weakly.

"Yan, can I ask you a favor..?" Ask later.

"Can.. If I can, I'll try.." Answer Rayan casually

"Yin.. You know who I'm here with.. And you're a doctor here.. I ask for your help, I want you to take care of me Yan.."

"I'm more comfortable and calm if you take care of me. At least as long as my wounds haven't healed.. I beg.." Emil said begging in a very slow tone because his condition is still weak.

Rayan scratched her forehead which did not feel itchy when she heard Emil's request. Rayan became confused herself looking for answers.

If he did not accept Emil's request, in the depths of his heart, it would be unbearable to see the lover in his past suffer like that without family by his side.

But if he does, what about Ayana. She doesn't want Ayana to be jealous and hurt to see her close even taking care of her past lover.

***

At home, Ayana, who felt a cramp in her stomach, was forced not to prepare preparations for Yuki's tahlilan.

Ayana, who just finished consulting with the doctor Retno by phone, chose the wifehat in her room as requested by the in-laws.

Ayana is confused by Rayan who since this morning can not be contacted.

Until making Ayana must ask the help of doctor Mika to check the whereabouts of Rayan afraid of what happened what she thought.

Ayana can only take a breath and exhale slowly, to neutralize her feelings when accidentally doctor Mika conveys the existence of Rayan who is accompanying Emil in the ICU room.

Ayana leaned her back against the bed rest with a feeling of uneasiness. His gaze led to the cell phone lying just like that on the bed.

Ayana kept saying Istighfar with her eyes closed. Until in the end he overslept in a sitting position.

Without notice, the day had already begun to afternoon. Ayana who started to feel aching on her shoulders, slowly started to blink her eyes.

Ayana glanced at the clock on her bedside nightstand, already starting to show at 05 pm.

Ayana then grabs her bed-clothed phone and begins to check if there is a message or phone from her husband, but it is empty.

Because it was late afternoon and he had to check the preparedness of the event on the main floor, Ayana also chose to be ready.

After the isya is finished, the 14-night event of Yuki's departure was held by presenting several kyai and orphans from several circles.

And later there will be for alms for the neighbors in the neighborhood of the previous bu Lela house which was also invited by Ayana and her mother.

Meanwhile, when heading to the ultimate event, it is for compensation for orphans and basic food for their neighbors from where they used to live, Ayana heard the voice of Rayan who was in front of the middle greeting the guests present.

Ayana is made sad, made hurt, but Ayana tries to hold back from being seen in front of the guests who are still in her house.

He tried to show a smile as if he was okay.

***

"Darling, I'm sorry.. I really can't leave the job. I haven't even had a chance to visit after my patient is done in surgery baby because I remember today there was a 14-day event of our son's departure.." Ayana spontaneously turned her head towards Rayan when Rayan called Yuki with the word our son by Rayan.

"All I know is that Yuki my son is.. If he's your son too, why don't you even call me just to tell me you're late..?" Aima said holding back the trembling in her heart.

"I understand your work as a doctor.. But I don't understand about you taking your free time between your busy lives to accompany her.." Further again.

Ayana indeed could not keep something that stuck in her heart right then and there.

What he felt, he conveyed without delay time dragged late again.

Rayan was surprised to hear his wife's words. Rayan guessed, what was delivered by his wife must be none other than the report from Mika, his cousin.

"Honey.. It's not like you imagined, baby.. Don't you trust me anymore..? What's.."

"I actually believe in you.. Instead I believe, that's why you did as you pleased today.." Ayana is forced to cut off Rayan's speech because it is carried away by emotions.

"No, that's not dear.. Ok fine.. Now what should I do..? I'm ready to accept any punishment for your forgiveness.." Rayan grabbed Ayana's hand but Ayana pulled her hand slowly making Rayan lethargic.

"I'm sorry, if I've gone too far as a wife. But I'm asking for time to myself.." Ayana said, turning her face away from the husband's gaze.

Rayan understands the nature of this Ayana. Every time she has a heart problem, Ayana always wants to be alone and not infrequently also avoid.

Rayan must also be able to understand him as a husband, especially Ayana is currently very sensitive because of her pregnancy.

Rayan steps slowly out of their room and leaves Ayana alone inside as she requests.

Rayan leaned against the wall staring at the door of her room that was closed as I sayup heard by her the sound of Ayana crying from inside her room.

Rayan knew he was guilty this time. For sure after this, there will be more nagging from his parents about the same thing.

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**CONNECT..

THANK YOU TO ALL FRIENDS WHO STILL WANT TO WAIT FOR THE CONTINUATION OF AYANA'S STORY.. 🙏🙏💞💞**