THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

THE LOVE OF TRISTAN

"Sorry Ayana.. Just ask for a minute, will you..?" Tristan said

Ayana is further confused by Tristan's attitude. It was starting to feel bad as if something was going to happen..

“I know everything.. I also know you've separated from your ex-husband.” Tristan said with a serious facial expression

Ayana silently waited for Tristan to finish her speech

“Actually I have liked you for a long time.. But when I found out you had a lover. who yesterday became your husband, I kept it all in my heart.” Tristan smiled faintly back at the thought of that time

Ayana doesn't know. He only pretended not to know for the sake of maintaining their friendship. Because to be honest, at that time Ayana also kept a taste for Tristan. He liked Tristan in silence at the time.

Ayana throws away all her feelings for Tristan when she finds out Tristan's mother doesn't like her.

Until Arman was present at that time who was able to make Ayana move on from her feelings for Tristan, and decided to get married after two years she finished her education at High School.

"Tristan, I go to work first, okay..? It's too late.." Ayana said diverting

It is true people say. In friendship between man and woman there is no such thing as pure friendship. Some of them must have a taste. Just like these two men

"But Ayana.." Prevent Tristan from beating

Ayana smiled at the face of her friend

“Tan.. Sorry earlier.. It's not that I rejected your good intentions.. I know you love me too.. But right now the priority in my life is only Yuki, my son.. There's still a lot I have to fight for in my life for him, and it's not done yet.” Ayana said in a soft tone looking into Tristan's eyes

“Together with both will not be better..? we fought together for Yuki.. I'll hold your hands tightly.” Elak Tristan

“Can't Tan.. Different contexts.” Ayana said she hoped Tristan would understand her rejection

Tristan smiled wryly bowing his head. Ayana stroked Tristan's arm hoping Tristan understood.

"I'm sorry.." Ayana looked into Tristan's eyes

Tristan nodded slowly and rode his bike like a person with no spirit

“Good.. I will not make a meaning.. But I hope that one day you will open your heart to me.. I'll wait until you're ready.” Tristan said turning on his motorbike engine was ready to go

“Son Tan, don't wait for me because my answer remains the same.. We're just as comfortable as we used to be, I'm more comfortable that way.. Sorry.” Ayana was forced

“Waalaikumsalam.” Ayana replied faintly staring at the back of her friend who was getting farther away until lost from her vision

It was not without reason that Ayana said her rejection to Tristan. Ayana does not want any bond between them other than friendship. Because Ayana remembers first what her mother Tristan asked her to stay away from her child, even insulting her just for being close to her child.

Tristan's mother considers Ayana an unlucky carrier for her family. Because since Trsitan expressed his love for Ayana to his mother, not long after their company went bankrupt. Though long before that, Tristan's father had experienced losses even though the company could still be saved

Tristan's parents are very rich in treasure.. But their company suffered heavy losses and went out of business in just a short time due to the fraud of his father Tristan's business partner. That is what caused his father to die of heart disease

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Today Ayana is quite tired with her work at the restaurant. In addition to his health condition that has not been so recovered, also due to the burden of the mind is increasing.

Susi has since continued to pay attention to Ayana who often stretches her muscles and kneads her nape. Because of anxiety, Susi finally approached Ayana who propped her two palms on the table with her eyes closed

“ Ayana..? You are sick.?” Ask Susi full of questions

Susi also saw Ayana's paled face

“I just sapped aja kok.” Answer Ayan slowly

“You don't have to overtime.. Jump back..” Susi's advice is worried and nods Ayana

“ Yes already, I came back first is okay yes.” Ayana said as she prepared to go home

“ Yes be careful on the road. if there is anything, let me know..” Susi sincerely said that Ayana nodded

Susi looked at her friend. He knew very well how Ayana had had such a difficult day. Trial for the trials he had reached alone. Night fell for his family

"May God always love you my friend.." Susi muttered softly

While at the stop, Ayana decided to meet Rayan this afternoon to say thank you and sorry for her family had troubled her yesterday when she was sick. Because when Rayan returned home, Ayana no longer had time to meet him.

Not long after, Ayana also arrived at the hospital where Rayan worked. Ayana worried about having to enter or wait for Rayan in front of the hospital

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