THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

SENSITIVE

"Tristan drove the car..? Whose car is that..? What exactly is he doing in this hospital..? Who's he wading into..?" Monologue Ayana looks at Tristan's car which is no longer visible

"Darling..? Ko bengong..? Who's that in the car..?" Rayan asked to look at Ayana, who had been staring at Tristan's car, which was out of the parking lot until it disappeared from their sight.

"No mas.. I thought I was a friend but I wasn't.. Let's go home.." Ayana had to lie.

Rayan knows his wife is lying. Not to mention accepting the honesty of the wife's meeting with her ex-husband, now has increased with the presence of someone who knows who because Rayan did not have time to see clearly the face of Tristan.

Rayan was curious as to how many men had ever been close to his wife before him. Although Rayan can not deny that the wife deserves to be liked by many men because in addition to beautiful, her attitude and manner are very polite and charismatic.

All the way home, Ayana's mind focused on Tristan. His heart and mind were filled with questions about what he saw in the hospital lobby.

"Honey.. Where do you want to eat..?" Ayana gasps in shock at Rayan's question which breaks the silence in the car.

"Why sweetheart..? How shocked is that..?" Rayan asked frowning looking at his surprised wife.

"Mmm no mas.. It's nothing.." Ayana answered nervously making Rayan even more sure his wife was hiding something from him again.

"Mas.. Shouldn't we just go home..? I also didn't talk to auntie about eating out.. Auntie must have cooked dinner, right..?" Ayana said expectantly her husband approves of her wish.

Rayan silently pondered Ayana's words before deciding to agree or keep eating outside.

"Mas..?" Call Ayana to see her husband who is just silent without responding.

Rayan nodded quietly without a sound. Ayana knew her husband had to obey her because of her pregnancy. So that Ayana was carried away by the feeling that if she was not pregnant, her husband would definitely not comply with her wishes. Sepelih indeed, but somehow Ayana was carried away by her own feelings.

Without feeling, they finally arrived in front of their homes.

With a lazy feeling Rayan got out of the car and handed the car keys to the security guard to park his vehicle to the car garage next to the house. Ayana who saw the change in Rayan's attitude as if she was indifferent began to be carried away by feeling sad again.

Ayana's beautiful eyes began to dew. Especially when Rayan walks in front of him not in tandem with him. Either because of the hormones of pregnant women that make it easy to feel sad or because Rayan's attitude is changing.

***

The dawn began to fall. The birds chirp began to ponder over the trees in the hospital garden. Susi who just woke up from her sleep, now feels a little better from her condition yesterday. So he decided to go home this afternoon.

While elsewhere, Tristan who spent the night thinking about what really happened to Susi, just started sleeping in the morning.

I don't know what Tristan felt until when he found out about Susi who had been pregnant until the miscarriage, it really made him very disappointed and angry. But even so, Tristan cannot ignore Susi just like that with her pain. Susi is alone. His parents and family were in his village.

At 07:45 Susi was done cleaning her body. It is time for her to wait for Retno's doctor to check on her condition today and plan to ask for her outpatient treatment.

***

From the corner of the room, Rayan was amazed to see the beautiful face of Ayana who looked cheerful. Rayan smiled slightly watching the sweet scene. Do not forget he perpetuated the moment on his personal mobile phone.

"So right non..? Her mother non Ayana must have been a beauty like non Ayana when she was young.." Aunt Ina's chirps interrupted Lela's words

"Mother is beautiful.. So beautiful, his ex does not exist at all because only the father who wants to be with Mother.." Ayana said inviting laughter for those who heard her.

"You guys have been gossiping about his work.. Mom's getting ready for gini joking again.." Said Ms. Lela who was also no less inviting laughter.

"Baggle.." Ayana gasped in surprise when Rayan appeared to arrive beside her by kissing her left cheek.

"Eh.. Ja.. Morning too, dear.. Sorry, I didn't wait.. I'd like to make breakfast for mas, but I'm the same aunt who forbid.." Ayana felt bad for her husband.

"What a hell, baby.. Sorry too, I slept first last night because my head was dizzy.." Rayan smiled.

Ayana just silently looked at her husband's face. Shown back to his feelings last night who slept without the embrace of the husband as usual. Making his face turn into a sad.

Bu Lela, who saw that, was suspicious of the two. Lela's mother felt they must have been at odds from before they came home from the hospital. But Ayana who realized the gaze of her mother, immediately kissed the cheek of the husband to avoid the worries of the mother.

***

"It's okay if Miss Susi asks for an outpatient.. It's just that Miss Susi has to go through one more night and while at home it has to be a true bed rest.." Fresh doctor Retno who actually could not allow Susi to go home because yesterday Susi had just been in a small operation to clean the waste of blood left over from miscarriage 2 months ago.

Susi, who has often complained of pain in her stomach, did not realize there was the possibility of residual blood that has not been completely clean from the womb.

"Don't dock.. I'm begging.. I would really recite for a total rest of all activities if I could go home today.. Can you do doc..?" Susi kept whining asking for permission to go home.

Retno's doctor breathed a rough response to her patient's stubbornness. Flat gazing. But still did not discourage Susi's intention to continue to beg. Until the doctor Retno was forced to give him permission with various terms and ends with an agreement.

Arriving at the rented place, Susi who was still feeling weak, climbed into her bed with a box in her hand. Long he looked at the cube box that stored items that should be a beautiful history in his life. But the destiny he had lived, was not as beautiful as his current expectations.

At the hospital, Tristan was annoyed by the stubbornness of Susi who chose to go home even though her health condition had not recovered from the statement of Retno doctor after she met. Tristan rushes to his car and leaves the hospital for Susi's contract.

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