THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

RAYAN'S SUSPICION

The feeling of which mother is not broken knowing her beloved child is now gone for a long time.

Mika and Rayan knew about it. Although Ayana looks tough and sincere, but her heart must not be shaped anymore at this time.

In front of the PICU room, where Yuki was currently at, Ayana stopped her footsteps and stared at the nanar of the entrance.

No one knows how hard Ayana tries to strengthen her heart to meet Yuki, her son in the still inside.

Rayan and Mika stroke Ayana's arm, channeling her spirit and strength, so that Ayana can continue to go inside.

"Son.. Yuki mama's baby boy.. If this is the best for Yuki, if Yuki does not feel pain anymore, if Yuki can be happy in God's paradise, she will be sincere..

God loves Yuki.. God wants Yuki to be happy more than what Yuki felt when she was with you, but Yuki must know son, your affection is also as great as God's affection for Yuki..

I'm sorry if during Yuki's time with mom, you haven't been able to make Yuki happy like the other kids. That can be vacation, play and be together all day..

Sorry if mama is lacking a lot as a mother to Yuki.. I love you.. May Allah place Yuki in His heavenly realm, with the angelic angel there.. I hope we can see you again, son, there.."

Ayana took a slow breath and exhaled. Slowly his feet began to move forward.

Push it with a slow entrance. With all the remaining strength, Ayana continued to step forward until she reached in front of Yuki's body which was covered in cloth.

Rayan's crying broke again. Not wanting the wife to be more devastated, Rayan tried to hold back her crying by biting her lip leaf.

Mika who witnessed the atmosphere in the room was unable to hold back her tears.

Especially seeing Ayana who stood glued in front of the body of the child.

Ayana grabbed Yuki's cloth cover with trembling hands. There are only tears that can represent his current feelings.

Slowly the covering cloth was revealed to reveal Yuki's face that looked deathly pale.

Ayana's tears could not stop seeing how peaceful the child's face was. Ayana is sure, Yuki is really calm and peaceful now.

So now it's his turn to stay, how can really sincerely release the departure of the child.

So that later Yuki happiness can be perfect and the road to get there, to Heaven God can be smooth.

"Darling.." Rayan who saw Ayana crying without a sound, felt worried. Rayan was afraid that Ayana's feelings could be shaken.

Ayana stroked the back of the husband's hand that was on his arm.

"I'm sincere mas.. This might be best for Yuki.. Look at his thin body, his head is now bald, almost every time he cries because of pain all over his body, God calls him because God loves him just as much as he does.."

"God knows best for Yuki.. Yuki is only mine for a while, the trust of God that I have kept with all my body and soul, I will send him back to the lap of his creator.." Hearing how hard Ayana is going to Yuki's departure, it is very surprising for Rayan.

Unlike before, when Yuki entered the PICU room, Ayana was shaken.

More so when knowing Yuki is in a coma, Ayana is not even conscious. But when she finds out that Yuki has been absent for a long time, Ayana gives up on reality.

Rayan looked at Ayana's face, down every corner of Ayana's eyes. Rayan is not sure that his wife is okay.

Rayan is worried, his wife is under the influence of feelings of despair that can cause the battery to be shaken.

Ayana smiled looking at Rayan's face. Ayana even tidied up Rayan's hair that looked messy with both hands.

Rayan who found the unusual treatment of his wife, increasingly convinced his wife is not in good condition.

Mika who had also been watching Ayana since then, frowned.

Rayan glanced at Mika who turned her head towards her, nodding at each other as a gesture to bring Ayana out of the room.

Ayana, led by Rayan, comes back to Yuki and kisses her baby's face and steps out and lets Mika take care of Yuki's body.

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