THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

A MOTHER'S FEELINGS

Rayan remembered Ayana for a moment. He glanced around the room where Ayana was not there yet.

Rayan rushes through the medics and runs fast to the elevator to meet Ayana.

Arriving in front of the VVIP room, Yuki's nursery before entering the PICU room, Rayan was just quietly fixated.

Rayan is confused as to how to convey the news of Yuki's departure to Ayana.

Her tears kept breaking, her crying voice tried to dim her by biting her lip leaf.

Rayan hesitated, confused, afraid, all melted into one. I don't know what Ayana's reaction will be after hearing the news of her son's departure, that's what Rayan is worried about.

However, Ayana must find out soon enough, and Yuki is alone in the PICU room.

With hesitation, Rayan opened the entrance and pushed it slowly. Rayan caught the shadow of Ayana who was sleeping soundly.

Rayan approached his wife, sat on the edge of the bed and gently stroked her head. Feeling disturbed, Ayana opened her eyes despite being heavy due to drowsiness.

"Mas, just finished the operation..?" Ayana's question made Rayan's lips stiff, until only a nod could she show

"Why sweat..? Take a shower, let me get the hot water ready.." Ayana got up from the bed and looked down for her joints.

When she was about to step into the bathroom, Rayan blocked her hand.

Ayana looked at the husband's face. Ayana sees the unusual look on Rayan's face.

Ayana's attention was diverted to Rayan's puffy eyes, which she had just seen clearly.

"Mas.. What's up..? Is there a problem in the operating room..?" Ayana's question again made her lips unable to move.

The tongue feels stiff. His feelings of pain were as sliced as a sembilu. Only tears can represent how painful Rayan would be if Ayana knew the truth.

Ayana wiped away Rayan's tears with her beautiful fingers.

Ayana then brought Rayan into her arms warmly. Just this time Ayana saw Rayan like that, it was as if she was losing hope.

Rayan reciprocated Ayana's embrace was no less tight. His crying broke again in the arms of his wife.

Ayana just took off her hug on Rayan when the door arrived at the forced thrust from outside.

Mika was glued in front of them with a face that was almost the same as the husband. Ayana glanced at the two with turns.

"Doctor Mika..? What's up..? What the hell is going on..?" Ayana's question made Mika turn to Rayan who was now just silently looking down in her tears.

Ayana followed Mika's line of sight with a feeling of uneasiness. Mika realized, Rayan could not convey the news to his wife.

"Ayan.. Rayan may not be able to tell what is going on right now. Please understand and forgive him. He's been hit hard. Even he left the operating room while the patient was still at another table. Although the task is done, but it can't be, but he doesn't care anymore.." Ayana is getting confused by what really happened.

Ayana turned her head towards Rayan who still kept her head down.

"Ayan.. I hope you can patiently accept this fact.. I hope you're strong, so you can strengthen each other.."

"Bismillah.." Inner Micas

"Yuki is calm now.. I no longer feel pain.. Yuki will be the angel of heaven, who will prepare the most beautiful place for you there.. Ikhlaskan Yuki huh..? Let him calm down.." Ayana was stunned to see Mika's face hearing what Mika told her.

Ayana was like a statue, unable to move even her breath felt heavy.

Mika anticipates by holding both arms of Ayana to channel the power so that Ayana does not lose consciousness.

Rayan grabbed Ayana from the side, kissing her head gently.

Ayana's tears fell slowly wetting her cheeks. Her crying was not heard, making Mika and Rayan could not bear to see it.

"Darling, crying.. Don't hold it, it'll hurt even more if you're pendam.." Said Rayan taking off her embrace on Ayana

"Take me to Yuki.." Rayan took off her embrace and stared fixedly at Ayana's face. Same with Mika. Looking at the stiff Ayana, there were only tears, and words came out of her lips, making Mika even more unbearable.

The feeling of which mother is not broken knowing her beloved child is now gone for a long time.

Mika and Rayan knew about it. Although Ayana looks tough and sincere, but her heart must not be shaped anymore at this time.

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**CONNECT..

HI FRIENDS, THANK YOU STILL FAITHFULLY WAITING FOR THE FOLLOW-UP EPISODE OF AYANA'S STORY.. 🙏🙏💞💞

IN THE ATMOSPHERE OF LEBARAN, THE AUTHOR SAID MINAL AIDIN WAL FAIZIN APOLOGIZE TO BE BORN INNER.. 🙏🙏💞💞**