THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

AYANA'S SILENCE

Ayana just silently stared without any intention of getting out of her seat. He even turned his eyes back towards the streets. Makes Rayan bow her head

"It's not easy to love you.. It takes a lot more effort.." Monolong Rayan inwardly felt challenged

"I don't know if your wounds are too deep or your love for your ex-husband is too deep.. So that you can never see my sincerity.." The monologue Rayan

Rayan finally got out of the car and ran over to Ayana who was sitting at the stop.

Ayana who realized Rayan was standing not far from her, was a little nervous but tried to stay calm

“Ayana.. Isn't this afternoon Yuki's schedule check up..? you don't want to linger here for long.?” Rayan spoke softly

Ayana looked up at Rayan's face. Ayana was not surprised to hear his words because Rayan must know this from doctor Mika. Because they are pratek in the same place and they are also still cousins

Ayana being indifferent made Rayan anxious to see her

"Falma.." Call Rayan to Ayana's attention

“I can ride angkot.. Soon his car is coming.. Doctor please go home.” Ayana said politely

“Ayana.. For Yuki.” Rayan said seduce

He had to carry the name Yuki in order to melt Ayana's heart. There was no other way for him than to use that one name. And sure enough, Ayana gave up.

Rayan smiled and ran over to open her car door for Ayana. Then he walked around the car towards the steering wheel next to Ayana.

"It used to let it not get cold.." Rayan handed her blazer which was in the back seat

"Thank you.." Ayana said taking the blazer from Rayan's hand and wearing it

Rayan smiled seeing Ayana pull the seat belt after wearing her blazer. Somehow Rayan was happy to see this time Ayana cared about him. Thinking of safety, unlike before when his hands were injured and when lying sick. It seemed like he didn't care what he was like at the time

Ayana's eyes unintentionally caught Rayan smilingly looking at her. His face immediately blushed. His feelings were awkward and wrong behavior

While Ayana immediately turned her gaze towards the car window glass with an increasingly awkward feeling. His hand continued to squeeze the end of the bag that was above his lap.

Sometimes Rayan's eyes glanced at Ayana. His heart trembled in tandem like this moment. His heart beats too fast, growing the seeds of love too early. It is no longer a feeling of worship, but it has changed love completely

“Ayana.. I realized my proposal that night was too soon for you.. I also know, you have many more problems that you are having. But honestly, I never messed about my intentions.” said Rayan broke the silence.

Ayana did not flinch at all to hear Rayan's words.. But his fingers endlessly play the tip of his bag in his lap. Indicates nervousness

and uncomfortable feeling

The mood was silent again. Rayan kept thinking about how to melt Ayana's heart. Accidentally, Rayan's eyes caught a scratch scar on Ayana's hand. Evidence of how hard the struggle of life in his path so far.

Rayan remembered very well, it was not a scratch mark that time. His intention was getting rounder without being able to bargain anymore. She was determined to make her ex-husband regretted having wasted Ayana and her son. Because Ayana deserves to be happy

Rayan pulled over her car after being in a quiet area of the vehicle so as not to disturb other vehicle users. Ayana confused Rayan suddenly stopped her car and sat tilted facing her

The look in Rayan's eyes made Ayana even more nervous

“ Ayana please.. Give me time to prove my worth.. I won't make any promises.. But I will make sure your life, Yuki and Mom will be happy with me.” Rayan pleaded

“I will try to make you happy.. I will protect you with all my abilities.” Then again with a shady look makes Ayana confused what to answer

Ayana's silence makes Rayan more powerful. Rayan is worried that Ayana is even ilfeel and increasingly away from him. Rayan lowered her head

A few moments passed, Ayana did not even give a word to Rayan. Making Rayan re-start the car engine and go from there with an erratic heart, until they finally arrived at Ayana's house.

Before Ayana went down, Rayan held Ayana's arm. The shocked Ayana immediately turned to look at Rayan behind the wheel

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