THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW
WE'RE GETTING MARRIED AGAIN



Although they can not help much, at least their lives will always be fulfilled without their children having to slam bones day and night like today


"Istrahat.. It's early morning.. You also need rest because you've been working all day.." Said the mother broke her embrace


Ayana nodded slowly and headed towards the bedroom she and Yuki to relax her tired body


To the next day, after finishing breakfast together, Ayana said goodbye to the child and his mother. Today she deliberately left too early because she intended before going to the restaurant where she worked, she wanted to visit her ex-husband's house first.


The house that used to be her and Yuki's palace before her husband remarried. Until now Ayana does not know what the reason for her husband polygamy.


If it was only property, her husband did not come from a family that was lacking. If it was because of her in-laws, wasn't her marriage already in the blessing it was even fine before Yuki was born.


And if because it is not in love, when she asked for a divorce, her ex-husband still tried to maintain his household.


Every time Ayana asked, her ex-husband never answered. If pressed with that question again, not the answer that can be but just explode anger


Ayana who does not want to be in honey finally chooses to separate. Things didn't go smoothly, until the last way he took was to get out of the house and bring his son with him


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When getting off the ojek, Ayana was pensive in front of the house that used to be her residence with her small family. A palace where there is only a queen in it, and a princess just a puppet.


Ayana stepped forward towards the fence where there was a guardhouse.


“Assalamualaikum sir Aryo.” Saya Ayana to the security guard of her ex-husband's house


“Waalaikumsalam bu Ayana.." Answer the small running guard to greet the guest


"Have I not seen Mom for a long time.. Let bu enter first.” invite the security guard to smile widely


“ Yes Aryo sir.. Mas Armannya there is no.?” Ask Ayana then


“There's bu inside.. Let me inter.” Get the security guard politely


Ayana nodded with a smile. Ayana is very liked by all employees who work at her ex-husband's house. His friendly attitude, which never set them apart, made them feel lost when he was no longer in the house


As the two stepped into the courtyard, Ayana saw her ex-husband emerge from the doorway to the car in the front yard.


Ayana quickens her pace and calls her ex-husband with a little scream to be heard by her ex-husband.


Feeling familiar with the voice calling her name, Arman stopped his steps and directed his gaze toward the voice. Seeing the one in front of his eyes heading towards him, Arman waited for Ayana to approach him with a face that was difficult to guess


“Mas, I want to talk to you for a minute.. It's about Yuki..” said Ayana without wasting any more time


Arman frowned


“Ayana, I told you not to part with me if you don't want something like this to happen.. But you still want to separate.. You take him away, so you take care of him.. ” Reply Arman stifles the emotion of staring at Ayana



“But mas, he's your son.. Yuki's sick mas, and the pain is not kidding.” Ayana said suppressing her emotions so as not to explode


"I know that. But I gave you a choice at that time.. If you want me to always be there for Yuki, don't ask for a divorce.." Arman said with great emphasis


"Egoistic mom.. I know the reason behind it all, but I still feel right.. I never thought about how I felt.." Ayana's emotions finally exploded unstoppably again


"Why are you so stubborn Ayana.. Didn't I ever treat you harshly..? Even your needs are always met.. " Say Arman was full of annoyance


“If you want me to be next to Yuki, come back by my side.. We're getting married again.. I will try to be fair to you and Raya.” Arman said casually without burden to make Ayana not minded with her ex-husband


“Mas.. Your outrageous mas.. For the sake of ego, I want to sacrifice a child.. I really don't care about my own kids.. Nyesel I came here.” Ayana looked at her ex-husband



His water slowly fell. Ayanna roughly wiped away the tears on her cheek and left her ex's house


Arman stared at his ex-wife's back with a clenched hand. Either an obsession or love that makes her want to do various ways to pull Ayana into his arms again.


With endless tears, Ayana continued to walk where her legs were. He forgot he had to go to a restotran to work because it was too late in his grief.


Meanwhile, from afar Susi is like recognizing women who are walking from the opposite direction. Susi pulled over her two-wheeled vehicle to ensure her eyesight


“Ayana.” Susi shouted to Ayana from across the street


Ayana looked towards Susi and spontaneously wiped her tears violently. He didn't want his best friend to know his sadness


As Susi approached, Ayana smiled and immediately climbed into the back seat of Susi's motorbike. Susi knew her best friend was having problems, her eyes were swollen after crying.


Susi didn't want to ask anything. Because he knew his best friend would tell him after he was ready to tell.


Without thinking much more, Susi drove the speed of her bike to their workplace. During the trip, both Ayana and Susi, just silence without a word.


Until without feeling Susi turned her motorbike made Ayana wake up from her daydream.


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