THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

CONTRITION

Ayana just shook her head smiling at Rayan's behavior. She is happy that Rayan not only loves her but also accepts and loves her son Yuki

"Yes papa's gone first huh..?" Her boyfriend kissed Yuki's cheek

"Honey, I'm out for a second, okay..? You're good at home.." Pamit Rayan kissed Ayana on the forehead

Ayana who is not used to it, still feels stiff with Rayan's treatment of her

"Be careful.." Ayana smiled

Seeing Ayana's smile, Rayan's hand raised upwards stroked Ayana's cheek and kissed her. Ayana is increasingly made to blush embarrassed by Rayan's warm treatment

After Rayan's departure to check the readiness of her new home, Yuki and Ayana sit back on the front porch. The mother also came to join her grandchildren

"Mama.. Why is it that Yuki does not go to school like Lia who is ma..? " Jealous Yuki asked when she saw the neighbor's child passing by in front of their house in her school uniform

Ayana follows Yuki's eye toward one of the neighborhood children who is leaving for school

"Honey.. Yuki is still a little girl, baby.. Later if Yuki is already big like Lia, Yuki also must be the school mama at the best school.." Answer Ayana gently

"Dad.." Yuki who saw Arman's car stop right in front of his house immediately came down from Ayana's lap and ran towards his father

Ayana who was shocked spontaneously screeched to call Yuki back. Bu Lela who was also surprised rushed to run after Yuki out. Arman who just got off the car, holding Yuki tampa up from where he stood

"Son Arman, bring Yuki in quickly.. He can't be exposed to direct sunlight like this.. Danger to his health.." Obviously Miss Lela on Arman

Instead of rushing into the house, Arman just silently stared at Bu Lela. Ayana immediately grabs Yuki from Arman's arms and brings Yuki into her house

"What are you doing, baby..? Is anyone sick..? Ayana looks so panicked

Arman and Bu Lela who followed entered fell silent in the doorway to see Ayana who was so panicked. Arman turned to look towards Lela

"What's wrong with Yuki..?" Ask the confused Arman

Bu Lela turned her head towards her former daughter-in-law

"Arm.. Yuki has lupus Arman.. He can't shake the direct sunlight.. Cells in his body can be quickly damaged.." Bu Lela spoke in an angry tone as she got annoyed at her former daughter-in-law

Arman was shocked to learn of his son's illness from his former father-in-law's explanation. All this time he only knew Yuki was easily weak because it was too active or fever like a child in general. He did not expect his son to have a serious illness

Regret for ignoring his son when his ex-wife often asked him to always pay attention to his son..? Either it's too late or it's not. But clearly, Arman is pretty hit right now

Arman stepped in with a gontay approaching towards his son and ex-wife sitting on the sofa. He grabbed the little girl's body and carried her into his arms. Her crying broke instantly

"I'm sorry, dear Dad.. I have sinned a lot for ignoring you.. I've been wrong with you guys.. I'm sorry son.." Arman's cry sounded so poignant

Ayana who was beside Yuki and Arman was unable to hold back her tears hearing Arman's regret. While Yuki who was in Arman's arms, just silently did not understand what was going on

Arman broke his embrace. Arman turned his head to look at the face of Ayana who was bowed sadly beside him and Yuki. He grabbed Ayana's hand in his hand. Ayana who was surprised immediately pulled her hand slowly

"Ayan.. I'm sorry Ayana.." Arman lirih

Arman is still trying to grab Ayana's fingers. But kept on tepis by Ayana. While Miss Lela just silently grimaced not knowing what to do

"Ayan.. I regret.. Please give me a chance to correct all my mistakes to you and Yuki.. I want to make amends for all my mistakes and will be responsible to you.. I beg Ayana to give me a chance.." Arman's voice sounded so sad

Ayanas tears fell slowly dripping down her cheeks

"It's too late.. I'm not the one who used to beg you.. But have you ever wanted to care a little..? Even when we were apart, I never demanded anything other than your attention and responsibility to Yuki, only that was nothing more.. But do you care..? " Sarkas Ayana looked at Arman

Ayana grabs Yuki into her carrier and takes her inside Yuki's room. Due to her limp body, Yuki ended up sleeping soundly.

Bu Lela who saw the sadness of Arman, tried to approach his former daughter-in-law

"Son Arman.. Son Arman just go home.. Yuki's asleep, God willing he's good.." Said Lela

Arman turned towards Bu Lela then turned his gaze towards Yuki's room

"Can I see Yuki for a second, Mom..? All right, I'm gonna say goodbye.." Arman said

Miss Lela who could not bear to see Arman who seemed still hit, nodded her head in agreement. Accompanied by her, Arman enters Yuki's room. Seen there Ayana is enveloping Yuki

Arman approached and sat down beside Yuki who was sleeping. Ayana shifted her position and stood beside the mother

"Mafin Ayana darling.. I promise I'll always be there for Yuki.. I will spend a lot more time for Yuki from now on.. I'll give you the best treatment for Yuki.. I'm sorry, my son.." Arman's cries broke again

Ayana and Miss Lela just kept watching. Arman turned towards the two

"If there's anything, call me.. I'm going to get the best treatment for Yuki.." Arman then moved from his place

"I'll go home first.. Don't forget to call me.. Assalamualaikum.." Arman said, Go

Ayana just kept quiet. While Miss Lela approached Yuki for a while and left the room

***

"Honey.. Where's my dress..? " Tanya Rayan who when she came out of the bathroom saw Ayana sitting daydreaming on the bedside

Ayana who was surprised to see Rayan only using a short towel that covered the part of her car suddenly turned her gaze in the other direction. Rayan frowned looking at the strange girly of the wife

"Darling..?" Rayan stroked Ayana's head

Ayana then stood up and walked towards the closet preparing her husband's change of clothes. The direction of Rayan's gaze followed his wife's walking steps. After preparing her husband's change of clothes, Ayana stepped out of the room. But his hand was intercepted by Rayan quickly

"Honey.. What's up..? How was I in diemin..?" Rayan asked softly

Ayana is not flinching. Rayan turned Ayana's body towards her. Patiently, Rayan stroked Ayana's arm full of affection

Ayana lowered her gaze. I don't feel her tears drip slowly. Rayan who witnessed it raised the face of Ayana looking at him

"What's up, honey..? If there's a problem, don't be damned.. We are now husband and wife.. I deserve to know every problem my wife faces.." Rayan softly wiped away Ayana's tears

Ayana looked at her husband's face. He didn't know where to start his story. She was also afraid of hurting her husband's feelings. He felt pressured between being honest or silent and harboring it himself

"I'm okay, mas.. I saw Yuki for a second.. If you're done, go straight to the dinner table, right..? Dinner is ready.." Ayana went out of the room immediately after

Rayan, who is increasingly confused by his wife's attitude, just silently suspects that it may have something to do with her ex-husband. Did her ex-husband come to see her again without her knowledge?

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