THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

ABOUT THE PAST

"Tumben romantic gini same husband..? usually cuek duck although see her husband again tired.. At least it's just what it's like to drink, take a shower or eat first.." Said Rayan with a flat face.

Making Ayana laugh at the ravings of her new husband during their time together.

"The protest was also finally my husband.. Tumben's..? All this time, duck cuek aja, so I just relax.." Ayana said with her laugh.

Making Rayan melt her lips which makes Ayana laugh.

Rayan was amazed to see his wife who laughed. Slowly his hand was raised touching the head of the sleeping wife on her lap and stroking gently.

"How are you doing today..? what about our baby-to-be, naughty not her today..?" Rayan asked in a soft tone.

Ayana looked at the husband's face with a smile.

"Alhamdulillah good dear.. Dedenya is also understanding, never make the mother nauseous.." Ayana said stroking her flat stomach.

"Alhamdulillah.. Vitamins are just as milk already in the drink yet..?" Ask Rayan again.

Ayana nodded and twisted facing towards her husband and buried her face in Rayan's muscular stomach with her hands tightly coiled to her husband's waist.

"Mas.. I want to sleep in this position.. Don't wake me up..?" Ayana said slowly

"Look, go to sleep.." Rayan replied without objection.

Because honestly she also liked if Ayana was being spoiled for him. Especially now Ayana is pregnant.

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In the rented place of Susi boarding, Tristan was sitting in front of his room waiting for the arrival of Susi who he said was on his way home from his hometown, after being telephoned by Tristan.

There are some things Tristan wants to ask Susi directly because of the curiosity that continues to unsettle her heart.

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"Go home, it's late.. I can still meet tomorrow.. 😊😊 "Tristan looks upset when reading the contents of a message from Susi

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"I'm waiting in front of the contract.. 😡" Tristan replied with annoyance

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"The wind can't be delayed.. 😍😍 ?" Tristan sneered to read a short message reply from Susi

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" It's not weird.. I just have something I want to ask the same.. 😡😠" Tristan replied jutek

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"If you just want something can be done through chat.. Ngapain willing to wait until late at night all.. Say kangen, shame.. 😝 "Absolute Susi from across there

Tristan, upset about Susi's behavior, chooses to ignore Susi's chat and keeps her phone in her pants pocket.

Susi, who has a taste for Tristan, was happy when Tristan was willing to wait for her in front of the contract even though it was late at night.

Susi smiles at herself while imagining Tristan's face that is upset due to her ugliness

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Rayan who was focusing on stroking his wife's back to sleep in a comfortable state, was shocked by the sound of her cellphone ringing lying on the sofa beside her.

Rayan frowned staring at the name on the phone screen.

"Assalamotum.. What's up Mil.. Can anyone help..?" Sapa Rayan after sliding the green button on the phone screen

"Vaalaikumsalam.. Yan, sorry to interrupt.. Also sad, huh..? I'm sorry I just found out about Yuki.." Emil said from across the phone

"Oh yes Mil thank you.. What are your circumstances now..? Have you started therapy yet..?" Rayan who asked about Emil's condition because after all, during Yuki's hospitalization, Emil always visited to see Yuki's condition.

"I'm good so far.. It was four days ago.. That's why I don't know about Yuki because I'm not in the room.." Answer Emil

"Oh thank goodness.. Hope you heal soon.." Rayan encouraged her ex-lover

Ayana who has not slept since, heard all the chat with her husband with Emil ex from Rayan a few years ago.

Rayan disconnects the phone call from Emil unilaterally and follows Ayana to the bed.

Ayana who slept with her back to Rayan, making Rayan sure his wife was in jealousy.

Rayan moved slowly and hugged Ayana from behind, intending to apologize to her beautiful wife.

But not yet spoken, Ayana turned her body and hugged Rayan tightly.

The surprised Rayan, slowly justifies her sleeping position and Ayana to be more comfortable.

"Darling..?" Call Rayan in doubt.

He wants to apologize so that his wife doesn't misunderstand Emil.

"Mmm..? I'm sleepy, honey.. Go to sleep, tomorrow you'll also go to work.." Ayana said softly in her husband's arms.

"Yes dear.." Rayan answered the wife's pinta.

In silence Rayan pondered. Emil's past is now around him and Ayana.

Arman is also from the past Ayana still continues to harass his wife to this day.

Rayan looked at the face of Ayana who was in her arms sleeping fast.

Rayan stroked his wife's cheek feelingly.

"I promise you, I will take care of you with all my soul and body.. I also promise I will never betray you.. Our past is now the same as being close to both of us, I hope your heart remains as intact for me as I am.. I love you, I love you.." Batin Rayan's

Rayan kissed Ayana's forehead for so long. He said it again as if he was afraid of Ayana going away from him.

Ayana wakes up from her sleep when she feels tightness.

"Mas.. I can't breathe.." Whine Ayana with a hoarse voice typical of people waking up

Ayana looked at Rayan's face as Rayan took off her arms.

"What's up..? What are you thinking..?" Tanya Ayanah slowly stroked the husband's cheek that looked sad

"Sleep again.. Sorry for messing with your sleep.." Rayan replied with a small smile

Ayana saw something that disturbed her husband's feelings. And Ayana knows that. His lips were silent, but his eyes were talking.

Ayana wakes up and kisses Rayan's forehead, the left cheek on her right cheek and ends up on her husband's lips gently.

Ayana looked into the husband's eyes with a sweet smile on her lips.

"I love you.. Get some sleep, get rid of all the bad feelings and thoughts about the past and what happened today.. You and I will never be separated by anything other than death.. If God continues to give us age until old age, enter would age just like me..?" Ayana said she kissed her husband's lips waiting for an answer from her husband.

"Yes dear.. Please don't ever be tempted by your ex and another man.. Can't you..?" Ayana laughed at her husband's words.

"So that's disturbing the mind mas sampe can not sleep gini..?" Tanya Ayana laughed.

"Istrahat.. You have to do a lot to recover quickly.. " Rayan switched their conversation because he was embarrassed to be discovered by his wife for her purity.

Makes Ayana laugh.

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