THE STRUGGLE OF A WIDOW

RAYAN'S DISAPPOINTMENT

“Visiting not at night.. Not good with neighbors.. If only it could be during the day when I'm not home.. I don't want any slander.” Ayana is smiling

Seeing Ayana smile, Rayan also reflexively smiled. Her heart praised Beautiful

“ Therefore if you do not want any slander, let's get married.” Rayan said teasingly

Ayana's misbehavior had no intention of responding. Diverting his gaze in the other direction, made Rayan smile with anxiety.

“ Yes I've said.. Salamin to Yuki's mother.. Assalamualaikum.” say goodbye Rayan passed to his car and went from Ayana's house

Ayana is still silently staring at the door even though Rayan's car is no longer visible there.

Ayana was confused why Rayan who had met him several times so confidently wanted to propose to her.

Is it possible because of pity for Yuki or because there are other elements. So is Ayana's confusion

***

Ayanas and Rayans have never met. Ayana often avoids Rayan.

Even Rayan had waited for Ayana to come home from work with Yuki on the front porch was still unable to meet.

Until finally on the tenth day, in order to show his seriousness, Rayan went to the restaurant where Ayana worked.

But Ayana still avoids meeting with many reasons.

Ayana is not ready to open her heart again after previously her love for Tristan was broken by circumstances.

And now the betrayal by her husband who has been so well known by her

Rayan stood leaning on her car waiting for Ayana to come home from her place of work.

It had been over an hour Rayan was there, but Ayana had not yet been seen in her eyes

"He must have avoided me again.." Rayan muttered staring at the restaurant that had started to close

Disappointed, Rayan left the Reatoran

"Falma.." Rayan yelled a little at Ayana from across the street when she saw Ayana riding in a public vehicle

But Ayana pura did not hear make Rayan slam the steering wheel chasing the public vehicle in Ayana

Not long after, Rayan managed to block the public vehicle.

Because there will be a commotion between the driver and Rayan, Ayana relented and chose to get off the vehicle

"Falma.." Rayan approached Ayana who was standing on the shoulder of the road

Just silence Ayana can do

"Ayan.. Why do you keep avoiding me..?" Rayan's question was almost frustrating

"Please doctor Rayan I have to go home soon. We will discuss later.." Replied Ayana stared at Rayan's face flat

"Good, let me drive you home.." Said Rayan who did not want any more rejection

"I..? Since when did I turn into me..?" Ayana muttered inwardly when she heard Rayan call it by my calling, no longer me as usual

Ayana can no longer refuse because Rayan will definitely act silly again by blocking the vehicle she will ride. Ayana was forced to obey Rayan

During the trip, the two of them just remained silent. The atmosphere in the car was so quiet.

Neither of the two wanted to start a conversation. Especially Rayan, her heart still felt disappointed.

Only occasionally did Rayan set her gaze flowing towards Ayana

Along the way, Ayana pondered. Life is going on. It will never stop even for a moment even though the wounds of betrayal and the burden of his life are so heavy.

He tried to think about his future and the child. If he opens a new leaf in life by accepting Rayan, at least Tristan will not hope for her anymore.

Moreover, Arman, he would definitely not be as disdainful as him if he had a protector for his family

A second later, he realized who he was. She's just a woman from a simple family who doesn't deserve to be married.

Especially now the status is increasing, getting the title of one-child widow. That's how Ayana woke herself up.

Everything that happened to him was destiny. Not by his wishes

Without feeling, they also arrived in front of Ayana's house.

"Thank you for taking me home.." Ayana said by hand opening the door the car was about to go down

"Ayan.. I hope you don't avoid me anymore.. If you can't accept me, I won't mean you.. At least let's be good friends.." Said Arman with glassy eyes

I don't know what Rayan feels in her so she can see it.

Is it because it is carried away by feeling disappointed because Ayana brightly avoids him or because there are other feelings, I don't know

Ayana just kept quiet without even answering. He rushed down and entered his house without paying any heed to Rayan.

***

Two days have passed. On the third day, when it was late afternoon, Ayana did not continue the night shift because today Yuki had to seek treatment again. Since morning Yuki has had a fever.

Susi approached Ayana who was changing clothes in a special employee room.

“Sus, I'm back first huh..? today's schedule Yuki check up.” Pamit Ayana to Susi while preparing to leave

“Siaappp.. Greetings to Yuki beautiful.” Susi replied with her silly behavior that raised a respectful hand. Ayana smiled

“Ya already, first yes..? Pamit Ayana by hand lifts her sling bag strap to shoulder

"Ayana, Greetings to your friend.." Susi said looking at Ayana

Ayana who did not understand the direction of her best friend's speech furrowed her brows looking at Susi's face

"Yesterday there's a handsome guy coming for you.. He said he was your friend.. Name's Tristan.." Susi explained

The Flashback

Susi who just finished delivering orders to the visitor table, intercepted by one of the handsome guys

'Ma'am sorry.. You know an employee here named Ayana..?" Trsitan asked with a raised forehead looking at Susi's face

"I'm sorry, but is it..?" Ask Susi Protek

"Mmm I'm his friend.. We've been friends for a long time.." Tristan replied casually

"Know, but Ayana's not coming in.." Susi's telling lies

It's not Susi's intention to lie to Tristan. He just doesn't want his best friend nagged by the manager if he receives a private guest at work hours. Nowadays, the restaurant is crowded with visitors

"Oh that.. Yes, thanks for the info.." Tristan smiled kindly

"Who's name will I tell you if he goes to work tomorrow.." Susi was fascinated looking at Tristan's handsome face until her name with an alibi conveyed her greeting to Ayana

"Oh yeah, I'm Tristan.. Please takein ya to Ayana I came here but did not meet.." Tristan smiled knotingly

"Yes well.. I will later convey.. Excuse me.." Jawan Susi passed away

Susi smiled as she turned her back to Tristan. His heart was quite happy today.

Among their coworkers, Only Susi employees are humorous and the most centile.

Until it is not strange if he behaves so if something clear passes from his vision.

Flashback Off

"You..? I'll salamin later.." Ayanas reply smiled amusedly looking at Susi

"If you could have been.." Susi replied

"Ah ah, I'm leaving first.. Assalamualaikum.” Pamit Ayana passed

“Waalaikumsalam.. Careful.. Greetings to the doctor yesterday yes.” Susi shouted at Ayana who was getting away from her face

Ayana pretended not to listen. But Ayana smiled at the temptation of her best friend without Susi knowing.

Susi already knows a lot about Rayan who approached Ayana from the story of Ayana. The friendship between them was quite open to each other.

At the stop, Ayana was a little agitated waiting for public transportation that had not appeared before her since.

Added to the drizzling weather, making Ayana a little cold

Every now and then Ayana rubs her palm against her arm to just warm her body from the cold.

Teenn..

Ayana's attention was diverted towards the car that was right in front of her.

But because she did not recognize the car, Ayana again dizzy looking for the existence of public transportation from the end of the road

Teennn..

Back the sound of the car horn sounds loud. Ayana turned her attention back to the car.

Ayana took a slow breath looking at Rayan behind the wheel as the windshield was lowered.

“ Let's go up Ayana.. Soon want magrib, the weather is also drizzling.” Invite Rayan to slightly raise his voice to be heard by Ayana

Ayana just silently remained silent without any intention of getting up from her seat. He even turned his eyes back towards the streets. Makes Rayan bow her head

"It's not easy to love you.. It takes a lot more effort.." Monolong Rayan in the heart

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