The Smile of God for Marissa

Camp Refugee 3

village chief. Lina helped me bring me a basket of rice, and put it on the table near the refugees. Sulis, overtaking me while carrying a vegetable place in both hands. Rofi also did not miss. He carried a kettle filled with tea water that had been prepared since. Some young mothers were also busy carrying plates and spoons and putting them on long tables. The empty table was now full of dishes. We invite all refugees and volunteers to have breakfast.

While waiting for them to finish breakfast, I intend to exit the hall towards the soup kitchen. Just as I passed the entrance, my eyes caught a sight that really made my wounded heart melt blood again. I saw Shamsa and Qomar sitting together under a carcass tree not far from where I was standing.

“You why haven't started wearing your veil yet Sya ?” Qomar asked as he looked at Syamsa gently. His face water was radiant. It was different from when he was in front of me this morning.

“ I forgot, Mas. I was going to rush to the mosque and call Risa to meet you at the post, right? Finally because it is not hooded, yes I have continued not hooded.” Sahut Syamsa spoiled. I saw Qomar just nod.

“ Anyway you should wear a veil as soon as possible.”Pinta Qomar's.

“Yes, I promise you I will wear the veil you bought yesterday.”

“I'm glad you finally get back to cheerful like before you were hit by a calamity.”

I saw Syamsa just looking down and smiling. It seemed that he was timidly glancing at Qomar with the tail of his eyes.

Oh my God ! Why does my heart hurt like this ? Am I jealous of their closeness ?

“Oh, no. “ my heart is in revolt. I longed to move my feet away from the unpleasant sight of my heart, but I paused because I saw Doctor Wildan smiling to himself while watching my movements.

“ Looks like someone is jealous today” doctor Wildan's tease of me. I just bowed down to endure the embarrassment.

“Apaan anyway, Doctor. Who is jealous?” lirih.

“Different on different lips in liver” once again doctor Wildan teased me. He kept his smile teasing me. I'm getting down.

“Eh, Risa, you don't want to see what they do next ?” Ask doctor Wildan while pointing towards Shamsa and Qomar. My eyes can only follow her index. I saw them laughing happily. Shamsa began to hold Qomar's arm and Qomarpun received Shamsa's hand.

“You must be kidding right?” Ask Qomar slowly.

“Of course not. “ Syamsa said still with his happy smile. I had no idea what topic he was discussing because it was interrupted by Doctor Wildan's temptation.

“If I may suggest something to you, Risa.”

“Sa . . . suggestions ?” I started to stutter.

“Iya.” Doctor Wildan is still faithful with his smile teasing me.

“ U . . for what, Doctor ?” I feel more and more stupid. I really don't know what he means. “Saran for what ?” my connection.

“Ha ha ha “ this time doctor Wildan really laughed. His laughter made all eyes look at me.

“Risa . . . Risa's. You are really yes.’

“What's with me Doctor ?” I was curious to see Dr. Wildan still laughing. I'm pouting. I would have liked to have left the doctor if he had not held my hand and invited me to sit where Qomar and Shamsa were sitting, but I refused.

Receiving my repulsion, doctor Wildan took me to sit on a bench close to the village hall hall.

“Eh, I'm sure you're not a stupid girl. But why today you really look so stupid.” Said. I was stunned to hear the words of Doctor Wildan, In my heart I cursed his words, as far as I was concerned, from the moment he said only stupid, stupid and stupid. Or am I mistaken ? Why is that one word caught in my ear?

“I'm a fool,”.

“What ?” Doctor Wildan was shocked to hear my confession. “Ah, that's not what I mean,”. He looks frustrated. She squeezed her short hair and then slowly left me. Seeing him go, I took him to the soup kitchen to help volunteers prepare lunch.

***

In the soup kitchen, I saw Lina, Sulis, Rofi and Mita were busy peeling onions. I immediately joined them. I took the little knife that had been lying on the top of my face and immediately took the peeled red onion for me to slice.

“Will this be sliced all, Lin ?” ask me to make sure that later there will be no work errors.

“Iya. Bu Kades said the onion is still lacking actually, but he told us to slice it until it runs out. “ replied Lina while looking at my face.

“Why ?” continued.

I was stunned to see the water on Lina's face looking at me suspiciously.

“I ? “

“Iya, you why ?”

“There is something strange about my face ? “ I was confused to see Lina being confused. Two of my friends looked at me.

“Do you have Risa pain ?” Sulis asked while holding my forehead.

“No, Lis. “

“You sure you're okay ?” Meta added.

“Iya, I'm fine.”

The three looked at each other. I saw Lina shake her head and the others followed.

“Already !” lina said as she continued her work.

“People who are in love are hard to guess. Sometimes sad, sometimes cheerful, sometimes emotional but whatever the conclusion is only one.” Still peeling the onions, Lina spoke as if to herself.

“Eh, indeed someone is in love?” Sulis asked ostensibly.

“Tau” replied the three of them simultaneously.

“Ha ha ha “ finally they laugh together. I was just silent. Busy with my daydream. I'm soaring to imagine how Doctor Wildan said I was stupid. Maybe what he said was true. That I am stupid, even stupid.

O God.

Just two red onion cloves that I sliced, but I felt both my eyes were spicy amazing. And in the third suing, it was already so perfect, my tears were flowing slowly.

“You're crying, Risa ?” Tanya Mita surprised.

“ My eyes are very spicy, Mit. “ I replied slowly.

“ Yes already, don't you continue slicing it. You can do something else. “ continued Lina while looking at me.

“If you're sick don't push yourself, Ris. You can go back to the cost. You can check with your doctor and rest in peace. After you recover, you can come here again.” Said Sulis slowly.

“I'm fine, Lis. “

“ Alright then. Now come with me to the infirmary!” Take Lina half-forcible. I just follow. Followed him to the infirmary facing doctor Wildan who was aghast at our arrival.

“What's Lina ? What happened to the princess today ? “ god.

“Doctor can check it himself. “ Lina's orders while glancing one eye at Doctor Wildan. Doctor Wildan finally told me to sleep on the patient's couch. I just kept quiet, not understanding what he was going to do to me.

“Come, sleep here. “ doctor Wildan's orders once again.

“ Risa, you didn't hear the doctor's order?” greet Lina gaunty.

“Not heard. “ I said a little annoyed. “ I'm just confused as to why he told me to fall asleep. I am fine and there is nothing to check on my body. “ my connection.

“O Yes ?” Temptation of Lina once again.

“ Doctor !”

“Ya, Miss.” I smiled at Doctor Wildan's reply. Didn't think he would tease me in such a way.

“Why smile ?You're not trying to tease me, are you? “ Ask doctor Wildan full inquiry.

I can only shake. The atmosphere in this room is really stressful. It makes me feel very uncomfortable. I wanted to cry, but I didn't know for what reason.doctors Wildan and Lina looked at me full of haru.

“You should be checked, Ris. I know you're exhausted after a few days of volunteering here.” Said Lina. It seems like he is worried about my condition.

“But I'm fine, Lin. Nothing to worry about.” My firmness.

“Lina, she just needs to reflect. I saw that he was very jealous to see his friend being alone with the person he loved. “ slow doctor Wildan's temptation. Hearing the words of Dr. Wildan, Lina looked at me in disbelief.

“Is that bothering your mind princess?”Asked Lina while looking down while looking at me questioningly. I wanted to laugh at his behavior, but I quickly paused because I saw two nurses coming in.

“Come, we go to the kitchen again, Lin!” take me with you while dragging his hand.

Doctor Wildan was just shaking his head to see the unusual sight before him.

***

“Don't tell me you're jealous of doctor Wildan!” snapped Lina while tightly holding my arm. It seems like he is holding back his anger at me.

“Cause, Lin. I have no taste at all for him.” Sahutku relax. “Or don't you fall in love with her?” godaku's.

Lina glares.

“You said I was in love ? Don't you know whose face is sad today ? Your face, right ? Because you were jealous to see that nurse come in when Doctor Wildan teased you?”

“What ?” My screams. “Do not throw stones at others. “ I don't even feel the same doctor at all. Because I'm still sane, Lin. There's no way I love a married man.”

“Kau says doctor Wildan is married? I hit your head if you say that again” threatened Lina while ruffling my veil. For a moment he was confused. Doubt that what I say is true.

He took my hand and asked me to sit in front of the kitchen.

“Who said ?” tanyanya.

“Nurses in health post.”

“And you believe it just like that ?”

“Then ?’ I'm getting curious about Lina. I see now his face is clouded.

“What's Lin? Are you in love with that doctor ?” askaku. Afraid of others hearing.

“I thought he was still a bachelor, Ris. “ he replied lethargicly.

“So true you . . . . “ Sentences kugantung. I don't want to hurt my best friend. I'm concerned about him. He never fell in love. And once in love, she must accept the fact that her loved ones already have.

“If it's like this, it's me who's heartbroken, Ris. Not you.”Lina looked down lethargic. Slowly I saw a stream that began to decorate his father's face. I stood up to her and I hugged her tight, feeling how hurt this heart is that love hurts.

***

I don't know how long we've been hugging.

To be sure, we had to let go of our embrace after someone screaming hysterically looked at us. I let go of my arms and saw the source of the voice that turned out to be Shamsa.

“You guys anything at all ? How to cuddle ? Not LGBT people, right ? “ means full of questions.

“Astaghfirullahaladziim”.

“Why do you have the heart to accuse us of LGBT Sa? “ ask Lina full of emotions.

“Yes, it's just a wonder that there are two women hugging each other. Hii, horrified,” said. Of course Lina was angry. He who had been very hostile to Shamsa because it had captured the attention of Qomar, suddenly accused him of being an LGBT member.

“It looks like we should get out of this village soon, Ris. I was afraid that after a few days of our unrelenting battle to help them, our sincerity became tarnished by their misunderstanding. “ By Lina.

“I really intend to go home last night to visit kos. Mas Kinkan father kosku already asked when I came home many times via whatsapp.” My answer. “ But not this session, right, Lin? We have to finish our task in the kitchen for dinner.”

“Wh what the hell are you guys? After hugging, now even whisper to each other. “ Syamsa speech really reddened the ears. We would throw the sandals we were wearing if Qomar had not come to break us.

“You make a joke do not be too late, ah. “ said Qomar while pulling Syamsa's arm.

“The end of them both is really strange, Mas. “ leeches Syamsa.

“But not so dong Sa, when you could accuse us of being LGBT?” lina's protest won't lose.

“Ah, tidbits. We disperse. You again, Ris. Why do you always make trouble ? Last night absent from coordination, e now even almost fighting. “

“What does he say?” lina asked as she pulled my arm into the kitchen.

“Already ! Everything that is said is true. He's upset that I didn't coordinate last night. But he should have tried to ask first why I didn't come along. Not origin angry.”

Syamsa.

“Pardon Mas Qomar ya Ris. He's khilaf. He didn't know you were a little unwell last night.” Syamsa said regretfully.

“If you know why you didn't explain to him?” Lina is getting more emotional.

“Tapi I really did not know that Mas Qomar scolded Risa, Lin. If I knew, I would explain.

“Ah, stop. Let's go to the kitchen !” take Lina

In the kitchen, all the preparations for the lunch of refugees and volunteers are ready. Sulis I saw very busy with the rice and the container. Mita, who had been wiping the dishes, immediately stopped looking at me and Lina walked in silence.

“What are you guys doing ? Looks like something serious ?” sapanya curious.

“ Nothing, Mit. I'm just upset,” said Lina as she touched the plate and took it to the dining room.

Finished with lunch, volunteers and refugees sat in the room inside the village hall as heavy rain fell back at two in the afternoon, Lina and I decided to return to our respective boarding houses on Lina's motorcycle.

Many thought we went home angry at Shamsya after the quarrel, but they finally understood after I explained the reason for our return. I have to honestly say that there is a lot I have to do and learn to make myself more mature.